H G Wells Omnibus, page 182
She might pretend that all along she had seen her way to things, to coveted dinner-tables and the familiarity of coveted guests, to bringing people together and contriving arrangements, to influence and prominence, to culminations and intrigues impossible in the comparatively specialized world of a successful humorist and playwright, and so at last to those high freedoms of authoritative and if necessary offensive utterance in a strangulated contralto, and from a position of secure eminence, which is the goal of all virtuously ambitious Englishwomen of the governing classes—that is to say, of all virtuously ambitious Englishwomen….
§ 4
And while such turbid solicitudes as these were flowing in again from the London world to which she had returned, and fouling the bright, romantic clearness of Marjorie’s life, Trafford, in his ampler, less detailed way was also troubled about their coming re-entry into society. He, too, had his old associations.
For example, he was by no means confident of the favourable judgments of his mother upon Marjorie’s circle of school and college friends, whom he gathered from Marjorie’s talk were destined to play a large part in this new phase of his life. She had given him very ample particulars of some of them; and he found them interesting rather than richly attractive personalities. It is to be noted that while he thought always of Marjorie as a beautiful, grown-up woman, and his mate and equal, he was still disposed to regard her intimate friends as schoolgirls of an advanced and aggressive type….
Then that large circle of distinguished acquaintances which Marjorie saw so easily and amply utilized for the subjugation of Aunt Plessington didn’t present itself quite in that service to Trafford’s private thoughts. He hadn’t that certitude of command over them, nor that confidence in their unhesitating approval of all he said and did. Just as Marjorie wished him to shine in the heavens over all her people, so, in regard to his associates, he was extraordinarily anxious that they should realize, and realize from the outset without qualification or hesitation, how beautiful, brave and delightful she was. And you know he had already begun to be aware of an evasive feeling in his mind that at times she did not altogether do herself justice—he scarcely knew as yet how or why….
She was very young….
One or two individuals stood out in his imagination, representatives and symbols of the rest. Particularly there was that old giant, Sir Roderick Dover, who had been, until recently, the Professor of Physics in the great Oxford laboratories. Dover and Trafford had one of those warm friendships which spring up at times between a rich-minded man whose greatness is assured and a young man of brilliant promise. It was all the more affectionate because Dover had been a friend of Trafford’s father. These two and a group of other careless-minded, able, distinguished, and uninfluential men at the Winton Club affected the end of the smoking-room near the conservatory in the hours after lunch, and shared the joys of good talk and fine jesting about the big fireplace there. Under Dover’s broad influence they talked more ideas and less gossip than is usual with English club men. Twaddle about appointments, about reputations, topics from the morning’s papers, London architecture, and the commerce in “good stories” took refuge at the other end in the window bays or by the further fireplace. Trafford only began to realize on his return to London how large a share this intermittent perennial conversation had contributed to the atmosphere of his existence. Amidst the romantic circumstances of his flight with Marjorie he had forgotten the part these men played in his life and thoughts. Now he was enormously exercised in the search for a reconciliation between these, he felt, incommensurable factors.
He was afraid of what might be Sir Roderick’s unspoken judgment on Marjorie and the house she had made—though what was there to be afraid of? He was still more afraid—and this was even more remarkable—of the clear little judgments—hard as loose, small diamonds in a bed—that he thought Marjorie might pronounce on Sir Roderick. He had never disguised from himself that Sir Roderick was fat—nobody who came within a hundred yards of him could be under any illusion about that—and that he drank a good deal, ate with a cosmic spaciousness, loved a cigar, and talked and laughed with a freedom that sometimes drove delicate-minded new members into the corners remotest from the historical fireplace. Trafford knew himself quite definitely that there was a joy in Dover’s laugh and voice, a beauty in his face (that was somehow mixed up with his healthy corpulence), and a breadth, a charity, a leonine courage in his mind (that was somehow mixed up with his careless freedom of speech) that made him an altogether satisfactory person.
But supposing Marjorie didn’t see any of that!
Still, he was on the verge of bringing Sir Roderick home when a talk at the club one day postponed that introduction of the two extremes of Trafford’s existence for quite a considerable time.
Those were the days of the first enthusiasms of the militant suffrage movement, and the occasional smashing of a Downing Street window or an assault upon a minister kept the question of woman’s distinctive intelligence and character persistently before the public. Godley Buzard, the feminist novelist, had been the guest of some member to lunch, and the occasion was too provocative for any one about Dover’s fireplace to avoid the topic. Buzard’s presence, perhaps, drove Dover into an extreme position on the other side; he forgot Trafford’s new-wedded condition, and handled this great argument, an argument which has scarcely progressed since its beginning in the days of Plato and Aristophanes, with the freedoms of an ancient Greek and the explicitness of a modern scientific man.
He opened almost apropos of nothing. “Women,” he said, “are inferior—and you can’t get away from it.”
“You can deny it,” said Buzard.
“In the face of the facts,” said Sir Roderick. “To begin with, they’re several inches shorter, several pounds lighter; they’ve less physical strength in footpounds.”
“More endurance,” said Buzard.
“Less sensitiveness merely. All those are demonstrable things—amenable to figures and apparatus. Then they stand nervous tensions worse, the breaking-point comes sooner. They have weaker inhibitions, and inhibition is the test of a creature’s position in the mental scale.”
He maintained that in the face of Buzard’s animated protest. Buzard glanced at their moral qualities. “More moral!” cried Dover, “more self-restraint! Not a bit of it! Their desires and passions are weaker even than their controls; that’s all. Weaken restraints and they show their quality. A drunken woman is far worse than a drunken man. And as for their biological significance——”
“They are the species,” said Buzard, “and we are the accidents.”
“They are the stolon and we are the individualized branches. They are the stem and we are the fruits. Surely it’s better to exist than just transmit existence. And that’s a woman’s business, though we’ve fooled and petted most of ‘em into forgetting it….”
He proceeded to an attack on the intellectual quality of women. He scoffed at the woman artist, at feminine research, at what he called the joke of feminine philosophy. Buzard broke in with some sentences of reply. He alleged the lack of feminine opportunity, inferior education.
“You don’t or won’t understand me,” said Dover. “It isn’t a matter of education or opportunity, or simply that they’re of inferior capacity; it lies deeper than that. They don’t want to do these things. They’re different.”
“Precisely,” ejaculated Buzard, as if he claimed a score.
“They don’t care for these things. They don’t care for art or philosophy, or literature or anything except the things that touch them directly. That’s their peculiar difference. Hunger they understand, and comfort, and personal vanity and desire, furs and chocolate and husbands, and the extreme importance conferred upon them by having babies at infrequent intervals. But philosophy or beauty for its own sake, or dreams! Lord! no! The Mahometans know they haven’t souls, and they say it. We know, and keep it up that they have. Haven’t all we scientific men had ‘em in our laboratories working; don’t we know the papers they turn out? Every sane man of five and forty knows something of the disillusionment of the feminine dream, but we who’ve had the beautiful creatures under us, weighing rather badly, handling rather weakly, invariably missing every fine detail and all the implications of our researches, never flashing, never leaping, never being even thoroughly bad,—we’re specialists in the subject. At the present time there are far more educated young women than educated young men available for research work—and who wants them? Oh, the young professors who’ve still got ideals perhaps. And in they come, and if they’re dull, they just voluminously do nothing, and if they’re bright, they either marry your demonstrator or get him into a mess. And the work——? It’s nothing to them. No woman ever painted for the love of painting, or sang for the sounds she made, or philosophized for the sake of wisdom as men do——”
Buzard intervened with instances. Dover would have none of them. He displayed astonishing and distinctive knowledge. “Madame Curie,” clamoured Buzard, “Madame Curie.”
“There was Curie,” said Dover. “No woman alone has done such things. I don’t say women aren’t clever,” he insisted. “They’re too clever. Give them a man’s track or a man’s intention marked and defined, they’ll ape him to the life——”
Buzard renewed his protests, talking at the same time as Dover, and was understood to say that women had to care for something greater than art or philosophy. They were custodians of life, the future of the race——
“And that’s my crowning disappointment,” cried Dover. “If there was one thing in which you might think women would show a sense of some divine purpose in life, it is in the matter of children—and they show about as much care in that matter, oh!—as rabbits. Yes, rabbits! I stick to it. Look at the things a nice girl will marry; look at the men’s children she’ll consent to bring into the world. Cheerfully! Proudly! For the sake of the home and the clothes. Nasty little beasts they’ll breed without turning a hair. All about us we see girls and women marrying ugly men, dull and stupid men, ill-tempered dyspeptic wrecks, sickly young fools, human rats—rats!”
“No, no!” cried Trafford to Dover.
Buzard’s voice clamoured that all would be different when women had the vote.
“If ever we get a decent care for Eugenics, it will come from men,” said a white-faced little man on the sofa beside Trafford, in the confidential tone of one who tells a secret.
“Doing it cheerfully!” insisted Dover.
Trafford in mid-protest was suddenly stricken into silence by a memory. It was as if the past had thrown a stone at the back of his head and hit it smartly. He nipped his sentence in the bud. He left the case for women to Buzard….
He revived that memory again on his way home. It had been in his mind overlaid by a multitude of newer, fresher things, but now he took it out and looked at it. It was queer, it was really very queer, to think that once upon a time, not so very long ago, Marjorie had been prepared to marry Magnet. Of course she had hated it, but still——….
There is much to be discovered about life, even by a brilliant and rising young Professor of Physics….
Presently Dover, fingering the little glass of yellow chartreuse he had hitherto forgotten in the heat of controversy, took a more personal turn.
“Don’t we know,” he said, and made the limpid amber vanish in his pause. “Don’t we know we’ve got to manage and control ‘em—just as we’ve got to keep ‘em and stand the racket of their misbehaviour? Don’t our instincts tell us? Doesn’t something tell us all that if we let a woman loose with our honour and trust, some other man will get hold of her? We’ve tried it long enough now, this theory that a woman’s a partner and an equal; we’ve tried it long enough to see some of the results, and does it work? Does it? A woman’s a prize, a possession, a responsibility, something to take care of and be careful about…. You chaps, if you’ll forgive me, you advanced chaps, seem to want to have the women take care of you. You seem always to want to force decisions on them, make them answerable for things that you ought to decide and answer for…. If one could, if one could! If!… But they’re not helps—that’s a dream—they’re distractions, gratifications, anxieties, dangers, undertakings….”
Buzard got in his one effective blow at this point. “That’s why you’ve never married, Sir Roderick?” he threw out.
The big man was checked for a moment. Trafford wondered what memory lit that instant’s pause. “I’ve had my science,” said Dover.
§ 5
Mrs. Pope was of course among the first to visit the new home so soon as it was open to inspection. She arrived, looking very bright and neat in a new bonnet and some new black furs that suited her, bearing up bravely but obviously in a state of dispersed and miscellaneous emotion….
In many ways Marjorie’s marriage had been a great relief to her mother. Particularly it had been a financial relief. Marjorie had been the most expensive child of her family, and her cessation had led to increments both of Mrs. Pope’s and Daphne’s all too restricted allowances. Mrs. Pope had been able therefore to relapse from the orthodox Anglicanism into which poverty had driven her, and indulge for an hour weekly in the consolations of Higher Thought. These exercises in emancipated religiosity occurred at the house of Mr. Silas Root, and were greatly valued by a large circle of clients. Essentially they were orgies of vacuity, and they cost six guineas for seven hours. They did her no end of good. All through the precious weekly hour she sat with him in a silent twilight, very, very still and feeling—oh! “higher” than anything, and when she came out she wore an inane smile on her face and was prepared not to worry, to lie with facility, and to take the easiest way in every eventuality in an entirely satisfactory and exalted manner. Moreover he was “treating” her investments. Acting upon his advice, and doing the whole thing quietly with the idea of preparing a pleasant surprise for her husband, she had sold out of certain Home Railway debentures and invested in a company for working the auriferous waste which is so abundant in the drainage of Philadelphia, a company whose shareholders were chiefly higher thought disciples and whose profits therefore would inevitably be greatly enhanced by their concerted mental action. It was to the prospective profits in this that she owed the new black furs she was wearing.
The furs and the bonnet and the previous day’s treatment she had had, all helped to brace her up on Marjorie’s doorstep for a complex and difficult situation, and to carry her through the first tensions of her call. She was so much to pieces as it was that she could not help feeling how much more to pieces she might have been—but for the grace of Silas Root. She knew she ought to have very strong feelings about Trafford, though it was not really clear to her what feelings she ought to have. On the whole she was inclined to believe she was experiencing moral disapproval mixed up with a pathetic and rather hopeless appeal for the welfare of the tender life that had entrusted itself so recklessly to these brutal and discreditable hands, though indeed if she had really dared to look inside her mind her chief discovery would have been a keenly jealous appreciation of Trafford’s good looks and generous temper, and a feeling of injustice as between her own lot and Marjorie’s. However, going on her assumed basis she managed to be very pale, concise and tight-lipped at any mention of her son-in-law, and to put a fervour of helpless devotion into her embraces of her daughter. She surveyed the house with a pained constrained expression, as though she tried in vain to conceal from herself that it was all slightly improper, and even such objects as the Bokhara hangings failed to extort more than an insincere, “Oh, very nice, dear—very nice.”
In the bedroom, she spoke about Mr. Pope. “He was dreadfully upset,” she said. “His first thought was to come after you both with a pistol. If—if he hadn’t married you——”
“But dear Mummy, of course we meant to marry! We married right away.”
“Yes, dear, of course. But if he hadn’t——”
She paused, and Marjorie, with a momentary flush of indignation in her cheeks, did not urge her to conclude her explanation.
“He’s wounded,” said Mrs. Pope. “Some day perhaps he’ll come round—you were always his favourite daughter.”
“I know,” said Marjorie concisely, with a faint flavour of cynicism in her voice.
“I’m afraid dear, at present—he will do nothing for you.”
“I don’t think Rag would like him to,” said Marjorie with an unreal serenity; “ever.”
“For a time I’m afraid he’ll refuse to see you. He just wants to forget——. Everything.”
“Poor old Dad! I wish he wouldn’t put himself out like this. Still, I won’t bother him, Mummy, if you mean that.”
Then suddenly into Mrs. Pope’s unsystematic, unstable mind, started perhaps by the ring in her daughter’s voice, there came a wave of affectionate feeling. That she had somehow to be hostile and unsympathetic to Marjorie, that she had to pretend that Trafford was wicked and disgusting, and not be happy in the jolly hope and happiness of this bright little house, cut her with a keen swift pain. She didn’t know clearly why she was taking this coldly hostile attitude, or why she went on doing so, but the sense of that necessity hurt her none the less. She put out her hands upon her daughter’s shoulders and whimpered: “Oh my dear! I do wish things weren’t so difficult—so very difficult.”
The whimper changed by some inner force of its own to honest sobs and tears.
Marjorie passed through a flash of amazement to a sudden understanding of her mother’s case. “Poor dear Mummy,” she said. “Oh! poor dear Mummy. It’s a shame of us!”
