H G Wells Omnibus, page 180
Mr. Pope entered with a stern expression and a sentence prepared. “Well, sir,” he said with a note of ironical affability, “to what may I ascribe this—intrusion?”
Mr. Trafford was about to reply when Mr. Pope interrupted. “Will you be seated,” he said, and turned his desk chair about for himself, and occupying it, crossed his legs and pressed the finger tips of his two hands together. “Well, sir?” he said.
Trafford remained standing astraddle over the boots before the gas fire.
“Look here, sir,” he said; “I am in love with your daughter. She’s one and twenty, and I want to see her—and in fact——” He found it hard to express himself. He could think only of a phrase that sounded ridiculous. “I want—in fact—to pay my addresses to her.”
“Well, sir, I don’t want you to do so. That is too mild. I object strongly—very strongly. My daughter has been engaged to a very distinguished and able man, and I hope very shortly to hear that that engagement—— Practically it is still going on. I don’t want you to intrude upon my daughter further.”
“But look here, sir. There’s a certain justice—I mean a certain reasonableness——”
Mr. Pope held out an arresting hand. “I don’t wish it. Let that be enough.”
“Of course it isn’t enough. I’m in love with her—and she with me. I’m an entirely reputable and decent person——”
“May I be allowed to judge what is or is not suitable companionship for my daughter—and what may or may not be the present state of her affections?”
“Well, that’s rather the point we are discussing. After all, Marjorie isn’t a baby. I want to do all this—this affair, openly and properly if I can, but, you know, I mean to marry Marjorie—anyhow.”
“There are two people to consult in that matter.”
“I’ll take the risk of that.”
“Permit me to differ.”
A feeling of helplessness came over Trafford. The curious irritation Mr. Pope always roused in him began to get the better of him. His face flushed hotly. “Oh really! really! this is—this is nonsense!” he cried. “I never heard anything so childish and pointless as your objection——”
“Be careful, sir!” cried Mr. Pope, “be careful!”
“I’m going to marry Marjorie.”
“If she marries you, sir, she shall never darken my doors again!”
“If you had a thing against me!”
“Haven’t I!”
“What have you?”
There was a quite perceptible pause before Pope fired his shot.
“Does any decent man want the name of Trafford associated with his daughter. Trafford! Look at the hoardings, sir!”
A sudden blaze of anger lit Trafford. “My God!” he cried and clenched his fists and seemed for a moment ready to fall upon the man before him. Then he controlled himself by a violent effort. “You believe in that libel on my dead father?” he said, with white lips.
“Has it ever been answered?”
“A hundred times. And anyhow!—Confound it! I don’t believe—you believe it. You’ve raked it up—as an excuse! You want an excuse for your infernal domestic tyranny! That’s the truth of it. You can’t bear a creature in your household to have a will or preference of her own. I tell you, sir, you are intolerable—intolerable!”
He was shouting, and Pope was standing now and shouting too. “Leave my house, sir. Get out of my house, sir. You come here to insult me, sir!”
A sudden horror of himself and Pope seized the younger man. He stiffened and became silent. Never in his life before had he been in a bawling quarrel. He was amazed and ashamed.
“Leave my house!” cried Pope with an imperious gesture towards the door.
Trafford made an absurd effort to save the situation. “I am sorry, sir, I lost my temper. I had no business to abuse you——”
“You’ve said enough.”
“I apologise for that. I’ve done what I could to manage things decently.”
“Will you go, sir?” threatened Mr. Pope.
“I’m sorry I came,” said Trafford.
Mr. Pope took his stand with folded arms and an expression of weary patience.
“I did what I could,” said Trafford at the door.
The staircase and passage were deserted. The whole house seemed to have caught from Mr. Pope that same quality of seeing him out….
“Confound it!” said Trafford in the street. “How on earth did all this happen?”…
He turned eastward, and then realized that work would be impossible that day. He changed his direction for Kensington Gardens, and in the flower-bordered walk near the Albert Memorial he sat down on a chair, and lugged at his moustache and wondered. He was extraordinarily perplexed, as well as ashamed and enraged by this uproar. How had it begun? Of course, he had been stupidly abusive, but the insult to his father had been unendurable. Did a man of Pope’s sort quite honestly believe that stuff? If he didn’t, he deserved kicking. If he did, of course he was entitled to have it cleared up. But then he wouldn’t listen! Was there any case for the man at all? Had he, Trafford, really put the thing so that Pope would listen? He couldn’t remember. What was it he had said in reply to Pope? What was it exactly that Pope had said?
It was already vague; it was a confused memory of headlong words and answers; what wasn’t vague, what rang in his ears still, was the hoarse discord of two shouting voices.
Could Marjorie have heard?
§ 9
So Marjorie carried her point. She wasn’t to be married tamely after the common fashion which trails home and all one’s beginnings into the new life. She was to be eloped with, romantically and splendidly, into a glorious new world. She walked on shining clouds, and if she felt some remorse, it was a very tender and satisfactory remorse, and with a clear conviction below it that in the end she would be forgiven.
They made all their arrangements elaborately and carefully. Trafford got a license to marry her; she was to have a new outfit from top to toe to go away with on that eventful day. It accumulated in the shop, and they marked the clothes M.T. She was watched, she imagined, but as her father did not know she had seen Trafford, nothing had been said to her, and no attempt was made to prohibit her going out and coming in. Trafford entered into the conspiracy with a keen interest, a certain amusement, and a queer little feeling of distaste. He hated to hide any act of his from any human being. The very soul of scientific work, you see, is publication. But Marjorie seemed to justify all things, and when his soul turned against furtiveness, he reminded it that the alternative was bawling.
One eventful afternoon he went to the college, and Marjorie slipped round by his arrangement to have tea with Mrs. Trafford….
He returned about seven in a state of nervous apprehension; came upstairs two steps at a time, and stopped breathless on the landing. He gulped as he came in, and his eyes were painfully eager. “She’s been?” he asked.
But Marjorie had won Mrs. Trafford.
“She’s been,” she answered. “Yes, she’s all right, my dear.”
“Oh, mother!” he said.
“She’s a beautiful creature, dear—and such a child! Oh! such a child! And God bless you, dear, God bless you….
“I think all young people are children. I want to take you both in my arms and save you…. I’m talking nonsense, dear.”
He kissed her, and she clung to him as if he were something too precious to release.
§ 10
The elopement was a little complicated by a surprise manœuvre of Mrs. Pope’s. She was more alive to the quality of the situation, poor lady! than her daughter suspected; she was watching, dreading, perhaps even furtively sympathizing and trying to arrange—oh! trying dreadfully to arrange. She had an instinctive understanding of the deep blue quiet in Marjorie’s eyes, and the girl’s unusual tenderness with Daffy and the children. She peeped under the blind as Marjorie went out, noted the care in her dress, watched her face as she returned, never plumbed her with a question for fear of the answer. She did not dare to breathe a hint of her suspicions to her husband, but she felt things were adrift in swift, smooth water, and all her soul cried out for delay. So presently there came a letter from Cousin Susan Pendexter at Plymouth. The weather was beautiful, Marjorie must come at once, pack up and come and snatch the last best glow of the dying autumn away there in the west. Marjorie’s jerry-built excuses, her manifest chagrin and reluctance, confirmed her mother’s worst suspicions.
She submitted and went, and Mrs. Pope and Syd saw her off.
I do not like to tell how a week later Marjorie explained herself and her dressing-bag and a few small articles back to London from Plymouth. Suffice it that she lied desperately and elaborately. Her mother had never achieved such miracles of mis-statement, and she added a vigour that was all her own. It is easier to sympathize with her than exonerate her. She was in a state of intense impatience, and—what is strange—extraordinarily afraid that something would separate her from her lover if she did not secure him. She was in a fever of determination. She could not eat or sleep or attend to anything whatever; she was occupied altogether with the thought of assuring herself to Trafford. He towered in her waking vision over town and land and sea.
He didn’t hear the lies she told; he only knew she was magnificently coming back to him. He met her at Paddington, a white-faced, tired, splendidly resolute girl, and they went to the waiting registrar’s forthwith.
She bore herself with the intentness and dignity of one who is taking the cardinal step in life. They kissed as though it was a symbol, and were keenly business-like about cabs and luggage and trains. At last they were alone in the train together. They stared at one another.
“We’ve done it, Mrs. Trafford!” said Trafford.
She snapped like an over-taut string, crumpled, clung to him, and without a word was weeping passionately in his arms.
It surprised him that she could weep as she did, and still more to see her as she walked by his side along the Folkestone pier, altogether recovered, erect, a little flushed and excited like a child. She seemed to miss nothing. “Oh, smell the sea!” she said, “Look at the lights! Listen to the swish of the water below.” She watched the luggage spinning on the wire rope of the giant crane, and he watched her face and thought how beautiful she was. He wondered why her eyes could sometimes be so blue and sometimes dark as night.
The boat cleared the pier and turned about and headed for France. They walked the upper deck together and stood side by side, she very close to him.
“I’ve never crossed the sea before,” she said.
“Old England,” she whispered. “It’s like leaving a nest. A little row of lights and that’s all the world I’ve ever known, shrunken to that already.”
Presently they went forward and peered into the night.
“Look!” she said. “Italy! There’s sunshine and all sorts of beautiful things ahead. Warm sunshine, wonderful old ruins, green lizards….” She paused and whispered almost noiselessly: “love——”
They pressed against each other.
“And yet isn’t it strange? All you can see is darkness, and clouds—and big waves that hiss as they come near….”
§ 11
Italy gave all her best to welcome them. It was a late year, a golden autumn, with skies of such blue as Marjorie had never seen before. They stayed at first in a pretty little Italian hotel with a garden on the lake, and later they walked over Salvator to Morcote and by boat to Ponte Tresa, and thence they had the most wonderful and beautiful tramp in the world to Luino, over the hills by Castelrotto. To the left of them all day was a broad valley with low-lying villages swimming in a luminous mist, to the right were purple mountains. They passed through paved streets with houses the colour of flesh and ivory, with balconies hung with corn and gourds, with tall church campaniles rising high, and great archways giving upon the blue lowlands; they tramped along avenues of sweet chestnut and between stretches of exuberant vineyard, in which men and women were gathering grapes—purple grapes, a hatful for a soldo, that rasped the tongue. Everything was strange and wonderful to Marjorie’s eyes; now it would be a wayside shrine and now a yoke of soft-going, dewlapped oxen, now a chapel hung about with ex votos, and now some unfamiliar cultivation—or a gipsy-eyed child—or a scorpion that scuttled in the dust. The very names of the villages were like jewels to her, Varasca, Croglio, Ronca, Sesia, Monteggio. They walked, or sat by the wayside and talked, or rested at the friendly table of some kindly albergo. A woman as beautiful as Ceres, with a white neck all open, made them an omelette, and then fetched her baby from its cradle to nurse it while she talked to them as they made their meal. And afterwards she filled their pockets with roasted chestnuts, and sent them with melodious good wishes upon their way. And always high over all against the translucent blue hung the white shape of Monte Rosa, that warmed in colour as the evening came.
Marjorie’s head was swimming with happiness and beauty, and with every fresh delight she recurred again to the crowning marvel of this clean-limbed man beside her, who smiled and carried all her luggage in a huge rucksack that did not seem to exist for him, and watched her and caressed her—and was hers, hers!
At Baveno there were letters. They sat at a little table outside a café and read them, suddenly mindful of England again. Incipient forgiveness showed through Mrs. Pope’s reproaches, and there was also a simple, tender love-letter (there is no other word for it) from old Mrs. Trafford to her son.
From Baveno they set off up Monte Mottarone—whence one may see the Alps from Visto to Ortler Spitz—trusting to find the inn still open, and if it was closed to get down to Orta somehow before night. Or at the worst sleep upon the mountain side.
(Monte Mottarone! Just for a moment taste the sweet Italian name upon your lips.) These were the days before the funicular from Stresa, when one trudged up a rude path through the chestnuts and walnuts.
As they ascended the long windings through the woods, they met an old poet and his wife, coming down from sunset and sunrise. There was a word or two about the inn, and they went upon their way. The old man turned ever and again to look at them.
“Adorable young people,” he said. “Adorable happy young people….
“Did you notice, dear, how she held that dainty little chin of hers?…
“Pride is such a good thing, my dear, clear, straight pride like theirs—and they were both so proud!…
“Isn’t it good, dear, to think that once you and I may have looked like that to some passer-by. I wish I could bless them—sweet, swift young things! I wish, dear, it was possible for old men to bless young people without seeming to set up for saints….”
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BOOK THE SECOND
MARJORIE MARRIED
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CHAPTER THE FIRST
Settling Down
§ 1
It was in a boat among reeds upon the lake of Orta that Trafford first became familiarized with the idea that Marjorie was capable of debt.
“Oh, I ought to have told you,” she began, apropos of nothing.
Her explanation was airy; she had let the thing slip out of her mind for a time. But there were various debts to Oxbridge tradespeople. How much? Well, rather a lot. Of course, the tradespeople were rather enticing when first one went up——How much, anyhow?
“Oh, about fifty pounds,” said Marjorie, after her manner. “Not more. I’ve not kept all the bills; and some haven’t come in. You know how slow they are.”
“These things will happen,” said Trafford, though, as a matter of fact, nothing of the sort had happened in his case. “However, you’ll be able to pay as soon as you get home, and get them all off your mind.”
“I think fifty pounds will clear me,” said Marjorie, clinging to her long-established total, “if you’ll let me have that.”
“Oh, we don’t do things like that,” said Trafford. “I’m arranging that my current account will be a sort of joint account, and your signature will be as good as mine—for the purpose of drawing, at least. You’ll have your own cheque-book——”
“I don’t understand, quite,” said Marjorie.
“You’ll have your own cheque-book and write cheques as you want them. That seems the simplest way to me.”
“Of course,” said Marjorie. “But isn’t this—rather unusual? Father always used to allowance mother.”
“It’s the only decent way according to my ideas,” said Trafford. “A man shouldn’t marry when he can’t trust.”
“Of course not,” said Marjorie. Something between fear and compunction wrung her. “Do you think you’d better?” she asked, very earnestly.
“Better?”
“Do this.”
“Why not?”
“It’s—it’s so generous.”
He didn’t answer. He took up an oar and began to push out from among the reeds with something of the shy awkwardness of a boy who becomes apprehensive of thanks. He stole a glance at her presently and caught her expression—there was something very solemn and intent in her eyes—and he thought what a grave, fine thing his Marjorie could be.
But, indeed, her state of mind was quite exceptionally confused. She was disconcerted—and horribly afraid of herself.
“Do you mean that I can spend what I like?” asked Marjorie.
