Collected Works of Zane Grey, page 557
“Yes, I’m sure I don’t,” replied Columbine, with tingling cheeks.
“Wal, I’m glad of thet. Reckon it’ll be no great matter whether Wils stays or leaves. If he wants to I’ll give him a job with the hounds.”
That evening Columbine went to her room early. It was a cozy little blanketed nest which she had arranged and furnished herself. There was a little square window cut through the logs and through which many a night the snow had blown in upon her bed. She loved her little isolated refuge. This night it was cold, the first time this autumn, and the lighted lamp, though brightening the room, did not make it appreciably warmer. There was a stone fireplace, but as she had neglected to bring in wood she could not start a fire. So she undressed, blew out the lamp, and went to bed. Columbine was soon warm, and the darkness of her little room seemed good to her. Sleep she felt never would come that night. She wanted to think; she could not help but think; and she tried to halt the whirl of her mind. Wilson Moore occupied the foremost place in her varying thoughts — a fact quite remarkable and unaccountable. She tried to change it. In vain! Wilson persisted — on his white mustang flying across the ridge-top — coming to her as never before — with his anger and disapproval — his strange, poignant cry, “Columbine!” that haunted her — with his bitter smile and his resignation and his mocking talk of jealousy. He persisted and grew with the old rancher’s frank praise.
“I must not think of him,” she whispered. “Why, I’ll be — be married soon.... Married!”
That word transformed her thought, and where she had thrilled she now felt cold. She revolved the fact in mind.
“It’s true, I’ll be married, because I ought — I must,” she said, half aloud. “Because I can’t help myself. I ought to want to — for dad’s sake.... But I don’t — I don’t.”
She longed above all things to be good, loyal, loving, helpful, to show her gratitude for the home and the affection that had been bestowed upon a nameless waif. Bill Belllounds had not been under any obligation to succor a strange, lost child. He had done it because he was big, noble. Many splendid deeds had been laid at the old rancher’s door. She was not of an ungrateful nature. She meant to pay. But the significance of the price began to dawn upon her.
“It will change my whole life,” she whispered, aghast.
But how? Columbine pondered. She must go over the details of that change. No mother had ever taught her. The few women that had been in the Belllounds home from time to time had not been sympathetic or had not stayed long enough to help her much. Even her school life in Denver had left her still a child as regarded the serious problems of women.
“If I’m his wife,” she went on, “I’ll have to be with him — I’ll have to give up this little room — I’ll never be free — alone — happy, any more.”
That was the first detail she enumerated. It was also the last. Realization came with a sickening little shudder. And that moment gave birth to the nucleus of an unconscious revolt.
The coyotes were howling. Wild, sharp, sweet notes! They soothed her troubled, aching head, lulled her toward sleep, reminded her of the gold-and-purple sunset, and the slopes of sage, the lonely heights, and the beauty that would never change. On the morrow, she drowsily thought, she would persuade Wilson not to kill all the coyotes; to leave a few, because she loved them.
Bill Belllounds had settled in Middle Park in 1860. It was wild country, a home of the Ute Indians, and a natural paradise for elk, deer, antelope, buffalo. The mountain ranges harbored bear. These ranges sheltered the rolling valley land which some explorer had named Middle Park in earlier days.
Much of this inclosed table-land was prairie, where long grass and wild flowers grew luxuriantly. Belllounds was a cattleman, and he saw the possibilities there. To which end he sought the friendship of Piah, chief of the Utes. This noble red man was well disposed toward the white settlers, and his tribe, during those troublous times, kept peace with these invaders of their mountain home.
In 1868 Belllounds was instrumental in persuading the Utes to relinquish Middle Park. The slopes of the hills were heavily timbered; gold and silver had been found in the mountains. It was a country that attracted prospectors, cattlemen, lumbermen. The summer season was not long enough to grow grain, and the nights too frosty for corn; otherwise Middle Park would have increased rapidly in population.
In the years that succeeded the departure of the Utes Bill Belllounds developed several cattle-ranches and acquired others. White Slides Ranch lay some twenty-odd miles from Middle Park, being a winding arm of the main valley land. Its development was a matter of later years, and Belllounds lived there because the country was wilder. The rancher, as he advanced in years, seemed to want to keep the loneliness that had been his in earlier days. At the time of the return of his son to White Slides Belllounds was rich in cattle and land, but he avowed frankly that he had not saved any money, and probably never would. His hand was always open to every man and he never remembered an obligation. He trusted every one. A proud boast of his was that neither white man nor red man had ever betrayed his trust. His cowboys took advantage of him, his neighbors imposed upon him, but none were there who did not make good their debts of service or stock. Belllounds was one of the great pioneers of the frontier days to whom the West owed its settlement; and he was finer than most, because he proved that the Indians, if not robbed or driven, would respond to friendliness.
Belllounds was not seen at his customary tasks on the day he expected his son. He walked in the fields and around the corrals; he often paced up and down the porch, scanning the horizon below, where the road from Kremmling showed white down the valley; and part of the time he stayed indoors.
It so happened that early in the afternoon he came out in time to see a buckboard, drawn by dust-and-lather-stained horses, pull into the yard. And then he saw his son. Some of the cowboys came running. There were greetings to the driver, who appeared well known to them.
Jack Belllounds did not look at them. He threw a bag out of the buckboard and then clambered down slowly, to go toward the porch.
“Wal, Jack — my son — I’m sure glad you’re back home,” said the old rancher, striding forward. His voice was deep and full, singularly rich. But that was the only sign of feeling he showed.
“Howdy — dad!” replied the son, not heartily, as he put out his hand to his father’s.
Jack Belllounds’s form was tail, with a promise of his father’s bulk. But he did not walk erect; he slouched a little. His face was pale, showing he had not of late been used to sun and wind. Any stranger would have seen the resemblance of boy to man would have granted the handsome boldness, but denied the strength. The lower part of Jack Belllounds’s face was weak.
The constraint of this meeting was manifest mostly in the manner of the son. He looked ashamed, almost sullen. But if he had been under the influence of liquor at Kremmling, as reported the day before, he had entirely recovered.
“Come on in,” said the rancher.
When they got into the big living-room, and Belllounds had closed the doors, the son threw down his baggage and faced his father aggressively.
“Do they all know where I’ve been?” he asked, bitterly. Broken pride and shame flamed in his face.
“Nobody knows. The secret’s been kept.” replied Belllounds.
Amaze and relief transformed the young man. “Aw, now, I’m — glad—” he exclaimed, and he sat down, half covering his face with shaking hands.
“Jack, we’ll start over,” said Belllounds, earnestly, and his big eyes shone with a warm and beautiful light. “Right hyar. We’ll never speak of where you’ve been these three years. Never again!”
Jack gazed up, then, with all the sullenness and shadow gone.
“Father, you were wrong about — doing me good. It’s done me harm. But now, if nobody knows — why, I’ll try to forget it.”
“Mebbe I blundered,” replied Belllounds, pathetically. “Yet, God knows I meant well. You sure were — But thet’s enough palaver.... You’ll go to work as foreman of White Slides. An’ if you make a success of it I’ll be only too glad to have you boss the ranch. I’m gettin’ along in years, son. An’ the last year has made me poorer. Hyar’s a fine range, but I’ve less stock this year than last. There’s been some rustlin’ of cattle, an a big loss from wolves an’ lions an’ poison-weed.... What d’you say, son?”
“I’ll run White Slides,” replied Jack, with a wave of his hand. “I hadn’t hoped for such a chance. But it’s due me. Who’s in the outfit I know?”
“Reckon no one, except Wils Moore.”
“Is that cowboy here yet? I don’t want him.”
“Wal, I’ll put him to chasin’ varmints with the hounds. An’ say, son, this outfit is bad. You savvy — it’s bad. You can’t run that bunch. The only way you can handle them is to get up early an’ come back late. Sayin’ little, but sawin’ wood. Hard work.”
Jack Belllounds did not evince any sign of assimilating the seriousness of his father’s words.
“I’ll show them,” he said. “They’ll find out who’s boss. Oh, I’m aching to get into boots and ride and tear around.”
Belllounds stroked his grizzled beard and regarded his son with mingled pride and doubt. Not at this moment, most assuredly, could he get away from the wonderful fact that his only son was home.
“Thet’s all right, son. But you’ve been off the range fer three years. You’ll need advice. Now listen. Be gentle with hosses. You used to be mean with a hoss. Some cowboys jam their hosses around an’ make ’em pitch an’ bite. But it ain’t the best way. A hoss has got sense. I’ve some fine stock, an’ don’t want it spoiled. An’ be easy an’ quiet with the boys. It’s hard to get help these days. I’m short on hands now.... You’d do best, son, to stick to your dad’s ways with hosses an’ men.”
“Dad, I’ve seen you kick horses an’ shoot at men” replied Jack.
“Right, you have. But them was particular bad cases. I’m not advisin’ thet way.... Son, it’s close to my heart — this hope I have thet you’ll—”
The full voice quavered and broke. It would indeed have been a hardened youth who could not have felt something of the deep and unutterable affection in the old man. Jack Belllounds put an arm around his father’s shoulder.
“Dad, I’ll make you proud of me yet. Give me a chance. And don’t be sore if I can’t do wonders right at first.”
“Son, you shall have every chance. An’ thet reminds me. Do you remember Columbine?”
“I should say so,” replied Jack, eagerly. “They spoke of her in Kremmling. Where is she?”
“I reckon somewheres about. Jack, you an’ Columbine are to marry.”
“Marry! Columbine and me?” he ejaculated.
“Yes. You’re my son an’ she’s my adopted daughter. I won’t split my property. An’ it’s right she had a share. A fine, strong, quiet, pretty lass, Jack, an’ she’ll make a good wife. I’ve set my heart on the idee.”
“But Columbine always hated me.”
“Wal, she was a kid then an’ you teased her. Now she’s a woman, an’ willin’ to please me. Jack, you’ll not buck ag’in’ this deal?”
“That depends,” replied Jack. “I’d marry `most any girl you wanted me to. But if Columbine were to flout me as she used to — why, I’d buck sure enough.... Dad, are you sure she knows nothing, suspects nothing of where you — you sent me?”
“Son, I swear she doesn’t.”
“Do you mean you’d want us to marry soon?”
“Wal, yes, as soon as Collie would think reasonable. Jack, she’s shy an’ strange, an’ deep, too. If you ever win her heart you’ll be richer than if you owned all the gold in the Rockies. I’d say go slow. But contrariwise, it’d mebbe be surer to steady you, keep you home, if you married right off.”
“Married right off!” echoed Jack, with a laugh. “It’s like a story. But wait till I see her.”
At that very moment Columbine was sitting on the topmost log of a high corral, deeply interested in the scene before her.
Two cowboys were in the corral with a saddled mustang. One of them carried a canvas sack containing tools and horseshoes. As he dropped it with a metallic clink the mustang snorted and jumped and rolled the whites of his eyes. He knew what that clink meant.
“Miss Collie, air you-all goin’ to sit up thar?” inquired the taller cowboy, a lean, supple, and powerful fellow, with a rough, red-blue face, hard as a rock, and steady, bright eyes.
“I sure am, Jim,” she replied, imperturbably.
“But we’ve gotta hawg-tie him,” protested the cowboy.
“Yes, I know. And you’re going to be gentle about it.”
Jim scratched his sandy head and looked at his comrade, a little gnarled fellow, like the bleached root of a tree. He seemed all legs.
“You hear, you Wyomin’ galoot,” he said to Jim. “Them shoes goes on Whang right gentle.”
Jim grinned, and turned to speak to his mustang. “Whang, the law’s laid down an’ we wanta see how much hoss sense you hev.”
The shaggy mustang did not appear to be favorably impressed by this speech. It was a mighty distrustful look he bent upon the speaker.
“Jim, seein’ as how this here job’s aboot the last Miss Collie will ever boss us on, we gotta do it without Whang turnin’ a hair,” drawled the other cowboy.
“Lem, why is this the last job I’ll ever boss you boys?” demanded Columbine, quickly.
Jim gazed quizzically at her, and Lem assumed that blank, innocent face Columbine always associated with cowboy deviltry.
“Wal, Miss Collie, we reckon the new boss of White Slides rode in to-day.”
“You mean Jack Belllounds came home,” said Columbine. “Well, I’ll boss you boys the same as always.”
“Thet’d be mighty fine for us, but I’m feared it ain’t writ in the fatal history of White Slides,” replied Jim.
“Buster Jack will run over the ole man an’ marry you,” added Lem.
“Oh, so that’s your idea,” rejoined Columbine, lightly. “Well, if such a thing did come to pass I’d be your boss more than ever.”
“I reckon no, Miss Collie, for we’ll not be ridin’ fer White Sides,” said Jim, simply.
Columbine had sensed this very significance long before when the possibility of Buster Jack’s return had been rumored. She knew cowboys. As well try to change the rocks of the hills!
“Boys, the day you leave White Slides will be a sad one for me,” sighed Columbine.
“Miss Collie, we ‘ain’t gone yet,” put in Lem, with awkward softness. “Jim has long hankered fer Wyomin’ an’ he jest talks thet way.”
Then the cowboys turned to the business in hand. Jim removed the saddle, but left the bridle on. This move, of course, deceived Whang. He had been broken to stand while his bridle hung, and, like a horse that would have been good if given a chance, he obeyed as best he could, shaking in every limb. Jim, apparently to hobble Whang, roped his forelegs together, low down, but suddenly slipped the rope over the knees. Then Whang knew he had been deceived. He snorted fire, let out a scream, and, rearing on his hind legs, he pawed the air savagely. Jim hauled on the rope while Whang screamed and fought with his forefeet high in the air. Then Jim, with a powerful jerk, pulled Whang down and threw him, while Lem, seizing the bridle, hauled him over on his side and sat upon his head. Whereupon Jim slipped the loop off one front hoof and pulled the other leg back across one of the hind ones, where both were secured by a quick hitch. Then the lasso was wound and looped around front and back hoofs together. When this had been done the mustang was rolled over on his other side, his free front hoof lassoed and pulled back to the hind one, where both were secured, as had been the others. This rendered the mustang powerless, and the shoeing proceeded.
Columbine hated to sit by and watch it, but she always stuck to her post, when opportunity afforded, because she knew the cowboys would not be brutal while she was there.
“Wal, he’ll step high to-morrer,” said Lem, as he got up from his seat on the head of Whang.
“Ahuh! An’, like a mule, he’ll be my friend fer twenty years jest to get a chance to kick me.” replied Jim.
For Columbine, the most interesting moment of this incident was when the mustang raised his head to look at his legs, in order to see what had been done to them. There was something almost human in that look. It expressed intelligence and fear and fury.
The cowboys released his legs and let him get up. Whang stamped his iron-shod hoofs.
“It was a mean trick, Whang,” said Columbine. “If I owned you that’d never be done to you.”
“I reckon you can have him fer the askin’,” said Jim, as he threw on the saddle. “Nobody but me can ride him. Do you want to try?”
“Not in these clothes,” replied Columbine, laughing.
“Wal, Miss Collie, you’re shore dressed up fine to-day, fer some reason or other,” said Lem, shaking his head, while he gathered up the tools from the ground.
“Ahuh! An’ here comes the reason,” exclaimed Jim, in low, hoarse whisper.
Columbine heard the whisper and at the same instant a sharp footfall on the gravel road. She quickly turned, almost losing her balance. And she recognized Jack Belllounds. The boy Buster Jack she remembered so well was approaching, now a young man, taller, heavier, older, with paler face and bolder look. Columbine had feared this meeting, had prepared herself for it. But all she felt when it came was annoyance at the fact that he had caught her sitting on top of the corral fence, with little regard for dignity. It did not occur to her to jump down. She merely sat straight, smoothed down her skirt, and waited.
Jim led the mustang out of the corral and Lem followed. It looked as if they wanted to avoid the young man, but he prevented that.
“Howdy, boys! I’m Jack Belllounds,” he said, rather loftily. But his manner was nonchalant. He did not offer to shake hands.
Jim mumbled something, and Lem said, “Hod do.”
