Collected Works of Zane Grey, page 303
ZANE GREY
BOOK I. THE OUTLAW
CHAPTER I
SO IT WAS in him, then — an inherited fighting instinct, a driving intensity to kill. He was the last of the Duanes, that old fighting stock of Texas. But not the memory of his dead father, nor the pleading of his soft-voiced mother, nor the warning of this uncle who stood before him now, had brought to Buck Duane so much realization of the dark passionate strain in his blood. It was the recurrence, a hundred-fold increased in power, of a strange emotion that for the last three years had arisen in him.
“Yes, Cal Bain’s in town, full of bad whisky an’ huntin’ for you,” repeated the elder man, gravely.
“It’s the second time,” muttered Duane, as if to himself.
“Son, you can’t avoid a meetin’. Leave town till Cal sobers up. He ain’t got it in for you when he’s not drinkin’.”
“But what’s he want me for?” demanded Duane. “To insult me again? I won’t stand that twice.”
“He’s got a fever that’s rampant in Texas these days, my boy. He wants gun-play. If he meets you he’ll try to kill you.”
Here it stirred in Duane again, that bursting gush of blood, like a wind of flame shaking all his inner being, and subsiding to leave him strangely chilled.
“Kill me! What for?” he asked.
“Lord knows there ain’t any reason. But what’s that to do with most of the shootin’ these days? Didn’t five cowboys over to Everall’s kill one another dead all because they got to jerkin’ at a quirt among themselves? An’ Cal has no reason to love you. His girl was sweet on you.”
“I quit when I found out she was his girl.”
“I reckon she ain’t quit. But never mind her or reasons. Cal’s here, just drunk enough to be ugly. He’s achin’ to kill somebody. He’s one of them four-flush gun-fighters. He’d like to be thought bad. There’s a lot of wild cowboys who’re ambitious for a reputation. They talk about how quick they are on the draw. T hey ape Bland an’ King Fisher an’ Hardin an’ all the big outlaws. They make threats about joinin’ the gangs along the Rio Grande. They laugh at the sheriffs an’ brag about how they’d fix the rangers. Cal’s sure not much for you to bother with, if you only keep out of his way.”
“You mean for me to run?” asked Duane, in scorn.
“I reckon I wouldn’t put it that way. Just avoid him. Buck, I’m not afraid Cal would get you if you met down there in town. You’ve your father’s eye an’ his slick hand with a gun. What I’m most afraid of is that you’ll kill Bain.”
Duane was silent, letting his uncle’s earnest words sink in, trying to realize their significance.
“If Texas ever recovers from that fool war an’ kills off these outlaws, why, a young man will have a lookout,” went on the uncle. “You’re twenty-three now, an’ a powerful sight of a fine fellow, barrin’ your temper. You’ve a chance in life. But if you go gun-fightin’, if you kill a man, you’re ruined. Then you’ll kill another. It’ll be the same old story. An’ the rangers would make you an outlaw. The rangers mean law an’ order for Texas. This even-break business doesn’t work with them. If you resist arrest they’ll kill you. If you submit to arrest, then you go to jail, an’ mebbe you hang.”
“I’d never hang,” muttered Duane, darkly.
“I reckon you wouldn’t,” replied the old man. “You’d be like your father. He was ever ready to draw — too ready. In times like these, with the Texas rangers enforcin’ the law, your Dad would have been driven to the river. An’, son, I’m afraid you’re a chip off the old block. Can’t you hold in — keep your temper — run away from trouble? Because it’ll only result in you gettin’ the worst of it in the end. Your father was killed in a street-fight. An’ it was told of him that he shot twice after a bullet had passed through his heart. Think of the terrible nature of a man to be able to do that. If you have any such blood in you, never give it a chance.”
“What you say is all very well, uncle,” returned Duane, “but the only way out for me is to run, and I won’t do it. Cal Bain and his outfit have already made me look like a coward. He says I’m afraid to come out and face him. A man simply can’t stand that in this country. Besides, Cal would shoot me in the back some day if I didn’t face him.”
“Well, then, what’re you goin’ to do?” inquired the elder man.
“I haven’t decided — yet.”
“No, but you’re comin’ to it mighty fast. That damned spell is workin’ in you. You’re different to-day. I remember how you used to be moody an’ lose your temper an’ talk wild. Never was much afraid of you then. But now you’re gettin’ cool an’ quiet, an’ you think deep, an’ I don’t like the light in your eye. It reminds me of your father.”
“I wonder what Dad would say to me to-day if he were alive and here,” said Duane.
“What do you think? What could you expect of a man who never wore a glove on his right hand for twenty years?”
“Well, he’d hardly have said much. Dad never talked. But he would have done a lot. And I guess I’ll go down-town and let Cal Bain find me.”
Then followed a long silence, during which Duane sat with downcast eyes, and the uncle appeared lost in sad thought of the future. Presently he turned to Duane with an expression that denoted resignation, and yet a spirit which showed wherein they were of the same blood.
“You’ve got a fast horse — the fastest I know of in this country. After you meet Bain hurry back home. I’ll have a saddle-bag packed for you and the horse ready.”
With that he turned on his heel and went into the house, leaving Duane to revolve in his mind his singular speech. Buck wondered presently if he shared his uncle’s opinion of the result of a meeting between himself and Bain. His thoughts were vague. But on the instant of final decision, when he had settled with himself that he would meet Bain, such a storm of passion assailed him that he felt as if he was being shaken with ague. Yet it was all internal, inside his breast, for his hand was like a rock and, for all he could see, not a muscle about him quivered. He had no fear of Bain or of any other man; but a vague fear of himself, of this strange force in him, made him ponder and shake his head. It was as if he had not all to say in this matter. There appeared to have been in him a reluctance to let himself go, and some voice, some spirit from a distance, something he was not accountable for, had compelled him. That hour of Duane’s life was like years of actual living, and in it he became a thoughtful man.
He went into the house and buckled on his belt and gun. The gun was a Colt.45, six-shot, and heavy, with an ivory handle. He had packed it, on and off, for five years. Before that it had been used by his father. There were a number of notches filed in the bulge of the ivory handle. This gun was the one his father had fired twice after being shot through the heart, and his hand had stiffened so tightly upon it in the death-grip that his fingers had to be pried open. It had never been drawn upon any man since it had come into Duane’s possession. But the cold, bright polish of the weapon showed how it had been used. Duane could draw it with inconceivable rapidity, and at twenty feet he could split a card pointing edgewise toward him.
Duane wished to avoid meeting his mother. Fortunately, as he thought, she was away from home. He went out and down the path toward the gate. The air was full of the fragrance of blossoms and the melody of birds. Outside in the road a neighbor woman stood talking to a countryman in a wagon; they spoke to him; and he heard, but did not reply. Then he began to stride down the road toward the town.
Wellston was a small town, but important in that unsettled part of the great state because it was the trading-center of several hundred miles of territory. On the main street there were perhaps fifty buildings, some brick, some frame, mostly adobe, and one-third of the lot, and by far the most prosperous, were saloons. From the road Duane turned into this street. It was a wide thoroughfare lined by hitching-rails and saddled horses and vehicles of various kinds. Duane’s eye ranged down the street, taking in all at a glance, particularly persons moving leisurely up and down. Not a cowboy was in sight. Duane slackened his stride, and by the time he reached Sol White’s place, which was the first saloon, he was walking slowly. Several people spoke to him and turned to look back after they had passed. He paused at the door of White’s saloon, took a sharp survey of the interior, then stepped inside.
The saloon was large and cool, full of men and noise and smoke. The noise ceased upon his entrance, and the silence ensuing presently broke to the clink of Mexican silver dollars at a monte table. Sol White, who was behind the bar, straightened up when he saw Duane; then, without speaking, he bent over to rinse a glass. All eyes except those of the Mexican gamblers were turned upon Duane; and these glances were keen, speculative, questioning. These men knew Bain was looking for trouble; they probably had heard his boasts. But what did Duane intend to do? Several of the cowboys and ranchers present exchanged glances. Duane had been weighed by unerring Texas instinct, by men who all packed guns. The boy was the son of his father. Whereupon they greeted him and returned to their drinks and cards. Sol White stood with his big red hands out upon the bar; he was a tall, raw-boned Texan with a long mustache waxed to sharp points.
“Howdy, Buck,” was his greeting to Duane. He spoke carelessly and averted his dark gaze for an instant.
“Howdy, Sol,” replied Duane, slowly. “Say, Sol, I hear there’s a gent in town looking for me bad.”
“Reckon there is, Buck,” replied White. “He came in heah aboot an hour ago. Shore he was some riled an’ a-roarin’ for gore. Told me confidential a certain party had given you a white silk scarf, an’ he was hell-bent on wearin’ it home spotted red.”
“Anybody with him?” queried Duane.
“Burt an’ Sam Outcalt an’ a little cowpuncher I never seen before. They-all was coaxin’ trim to leave town. But he’s looked on the flowin’ glass, Buck, an’ he’s heah for keeps.”
“Why doesn’t Sheriff Oaks lock him up if he’s that bad?”
“Oaks went away with the rangers. There’s been another raid at Flesher’s ranch. The King Fisher gang, likely. An’ so the town’s shore wide open.”
Duane stalked outdoors and faced down the street. He walked the whole length of the long block, meeting many people — farmers, ranchers, clerks, merchants, Mexicans, cowboys, and women. It was a singular fact that when he turned to retrace his steps the street was almost empty. He had not returned a hundred yards on his way when the street was wholly deserted. A few heads protruded from doors and around corners. That main street of Wellston saw some such situation every few days. If it was an instinct for Texans to fight, it was also instinctive for them to sense with remarkable quickness the signs of a coming gun-play. Rumor could not fly so swiftly. In less than ten minutes everybody who had been on the street or in the shops knew that Buck Duane had come forth to meet his enemy.
Duane walked on. When he came to within fifty paces of a saloon he swerved out into the middle of the street, stood there for a moment, then went ahead and back to the sidewalk. He passed on in this way the length of the block. Sol White was standing in the door of his saloon.
“Buck, I’m a-tippin’ you off,” he said, quick and low-voiced. “Cal Bain’s over at Everall’s. If he’s a-huntin’ you bad, as he brags, he’ll show there.”
Duane crossed the street and started down. Notwithstanding White’s statement Duane was wary and slow at every door. Nothing happened, and he traversed almost the whole length of the block without seeing a person. Everall’s place was on the corner.
Duane knew himself to be cold, steady. He was conscious of a strange fury that made him want to leap ahead. He seemed to long for this encounter more than anything he had ever wanted. But, vivid as were his sensations, he felt as if in a dream.
Before he reached Everall’s he heard loud voices, one of which was raised high. Then the short door swung outward as if impelled by a vigorous hand. A bow-legged cowboy wearing wooley chaps burst out upon the sidewalk. At sight of Duane he seemed to bound into the air, and he uttered a savage roar.
Duane stopped in his tracks at the outer edge of the sidewalk, perhaps a dozen rods from Everall’s door.
If Bain was drunk he did not show it in his movement. He swaggered forward, rapidly closing up the gap. Red, sweaty, disheveled, and hatless, his face distorted and expressive of the most malignant intent, he was a wild and sinister figure. He had already killed a man, and this showed in his demeanor. His hands were extended before him, the right hand a little lower than the left. At every step he bellowed his rancor in speech mostly curses. Gradually he slowed his walk, then halted. A good twenty-five paces separated the men.
“Won’t nothin’ make you draw, you — !” he shouted, fiercely.
“I’m waitin’ on you, Cal,” replied Duane.
Bain’s right hand stiffened — moved. Duane threw his gun as a boy throws a ball underhand — a draw his father had taught him. He pulled twice, his shots almost as one. Bain’s big Colt boomed while it was pointed downward and he was falling. His bullet scattered dust and gravel at Duane’s feet. He fell loosely, without contortion.
In a flash all was reality for Duane. He went forward and held his gun ready for the slightest movement on the part of Bain. But Bain lay upon his back, and all that moved were his breast and his eyes. How strangely the red had left his face — and also the distortion! The devil that had showed in Bain was gone. He was sober and conscious. He tried to speak, but failed. His eyes expressed something pitifully human. They changed — rolled — set blankly.
Duane drew a deep breath and sheathed his gun. He felt calm and cool, glad the fray was over. One violent expression burst from him. “The fool!”
When he looked up there were men around him.
“Plumb center,” said one.
Another, a cowboy who evidently had just left the gaming-table, leaned down and pulled open Bain’s shirt. He had the ace of spades in his hand. He laid it on Bain’s breast, and the black figure on the card covered the two bullet-holes just over Bain’s heart.
Duane wheeled and hurried away. He heard another man say:
“Reckon Cal got what he deserved. Buck Duane’s first gunplay. Like father like son!”
CHAPTER II
A THOUGHT KEPT repeating itself to Duane, and it was that he might have spared himself concern through his imagining how awful it would be to kill a man. He had no such feeling now. He had rid the community of a drunken, bragging, quarrelsome cowboy.
When he came to the gate of his home and saw his uncle there with a mettlesome horse, saddled, with canteen, rope, and bags all in place, a subtle shock pervaded his spirit. It had slipped his mind — the consequence of his act. But sight of the horse and the look of his uncle recalled the fact that he must now become a fugitive. An unreasonable anger took hold of him.
“The d — d fool!” he exclaimed, hotly. “Meeting Bain wasn’t much, Uncle Jim. He dusted my boots, that’s all. And for that I’ve got to go on the dodge.”
“Son, you killed him — then?” asked the uncle, huskily.
“Yes. I stood over him — watched him die. I did as I would have been done by.”
“I knew it. Long ago I saw it comin’. But now we can’t stop to cry over spilt blood. You’ve got to leave town an’ this part of the country.”
“Mother!” exclaimed Duane.
“She’s away from home. You can’t wait. I’ll break it to her — what she always feared.”
Suddenly Duane sat down and covered his face with his hands.
“My God! Uncle, what have I done?” His broad shoulders shook.
“Listen, son, an’ remember what I say,” replied the elder man, earnestly. “Don’t ever forget. You’re not to blame. I’m glad to see you take it this way, because maybe you’ll never grow hard an’ callous. You’re not to blame. This is Texas. You’re your father’s son. These are wild times. The law as the rangers are laying it down now can’t change life all in a minute. Even your mother, who’s a good, true woman, has had her share in making you what you are this moment. For she was one of the pioneers — the fightin’ pioneers of this state. Those years of wild times, before you was born, developed in her instinct to fight, to save her life, her children, an’ that instinct has cropped out in you. It will be many years before it dies out of the boys born in Texas.”
“I’m a murderer,” said Duane, shuddering.
“No, son, you’re not. An’ you never will be. But you’ve got to be an outlaw till time makes it safe for you to come home.”
“An outlaw?”
“I said it. If we had money an’ influence we’d risk a trial. But we’ve neither. An’ I reckon the scaffold or jail is no place for Buckley Duane. Strike for the wild country, an’ wherever you go an’ whatever you do-be a man. Live honestly, if that’s possible. If it isn’t, be as honest as you can. If you have to herd with outlaws try not to become bad. There are outlaws who ‘re not all bad — many who have been driven to the river by such a deal as this you had. When you get among these men avoid brawls. Don’t drink; don’t gamble. I needn’t tell you what to do if it comes to gun-play, as likely it will. You can’t come home. When this thing is lived down, if that time ever comes, I’ll get word into the unsettled country. It’ll reach you some day. That’s all. Remember, be a man. Goodby.”
Duane, with blurred sight and contracting throat, gripped his uncle’s hand and bade him a wordless farewell. Then he leaped astride the black and rode out of town.
As swiftly as was consistent with a care for his steed, Duane put a distance of fifteen or eighteen miles behind him. With that he slowed up, and the matter of riding did not require all his faculties. He passed several ranches and was seen by men. This did not suit him, and he took an old trail across country. It was a flat region with a poor growth of mesquite and prickly-pear cactus. Occasionally he caught a glimpse of low hills in the distance. He had hunted often in that section, and knew where to find grass and water. When he reached this higher ground he did not, however, halt at the first favorable camping-spot, but went on and on. Once he came out upon the brow of a hill and saw a considerable stretch of country beneath him. It had the gray sameness characterizing all that he had traversed. He seemed to want to see wide spaces — to get a glimpse of the great wilderness lying somewhere beyond to the southwest. It was sunset when he decided to camp at a likely spot he came across. He led the horse to water, and then began searching through the shallow valley for a suitable place to camp. He passed by old camp-sites that he well remembered. These, however, did not strike his fancy this time, and the significance of the change in him did not occur at the moment. At last he found a secluded spot, under cover of thick mesquites and oaks, at a goodly distance from the old trail. He took saddle and pack off the horse. He looked among his effects for a hobble, and, finding that his uncle had failed to put one in, he suddenly remembered that he seldom used a hobble, and never on this horse. He cut a few feet off the end of his lasso and used that. The horse, unused to such hampering of his free movements, had to be driven out upon the grass.
