Collected Works of Zane Grey, page 1387
Ken caught fire with the flame of that spirit.
“Boys, come on!” he cried, in his piercing tenor. “They can’t beat us trying!”
As he ran out into the field members of the varsity spoke to him. “You green-backed freshman! Shut up! You scrub!”
“I’m not a varsity has-been!” retorted Ken, hurrying out to his position.
The first man up, a left-hander, rapped a hard twisting liner to right field. Ken ran toward deep centre with all his might. The ball kept twisting and curving. It struck squarely in Ken’s hands and bounced out and rolled far. When he recovered it the runner was on third base. Before Ken got back to his position the second batter hit hard through the infield toward right. The ball came skipping like a fiendish rabbit. Ken gritted his teeth and went down on his knees, to get the bounding ball full in his breast. But he stopped it, scrambled for it, and made the throw in. Dale likewise hit in his direction, a slow low fly, difficult to judge. Ken over-ran it, and the hit gave Dale two bases. Ken realized that the varsity was now executing Worry Arthurs’ famous right-field hitting. The sudden knowledge seemed to give Ken the blind-staggers. The field was in a haze; the players blurred in his sight. He heard the crack of the ball and saw Raymond dash over and plunge down. Then the ball seemed to streak out of the grass toward him, and, as he bent over, it missed his hands and cracked on his shin. Again he fumbled wildly for it and made the throw in. The pain roused his rage. He bit his lips and called to himself: “I’ll stop them if it kills me!”
Dreer lined the ball over his head for a home-run. Hollis made a bid for a three-bagger, but Ken, by another hard sprint, knocked the ball down. Hickle then batted up a tremendously high fly. It went far beyond Ken and he ran and ran. It looked like a small pin-point of black up in the sky. Then he tried to judge it, to get under it. The white sky suddenly glazed over and the ball wavered this way and that. Ken lost it in the sun, found it again, and kept on running. Would it never come down? He had not reached it, he had run beyond it. In an agony he lunged out, and the ball fell into his hands and jumped out.
Then followed a fusillade of hits, all between second base and first, and all vicious-bounding grounders. To and fro Ken ran, managing somehow to get some portion of his anatomy in front of the ball. It had become a demon to him now and he hated it. His tongue was hanging out, his breast was bursting, his hands were numb, yet he held before him the one idea to keep fiercely trying.
He lost count of the runs after eleven had been scored. He saw McCord and Raymond trying to stem the torrent of right-field hits, but those they knocked down gave him no time to recover. He blocked the grass-cutters with his knees or his body and pounced upon the ball and got it away from him as quickly as possible. Would this rapid fire of uncertain-bounding balls never stop? Ken was in a kind of frenzy. If he only had time to catch his breath!
Then Dreer was at bat again. He fouled the first two balls over the grand-stand. Some one threw out a brand-new ball. Farther and farther Ken edged into deep right. He knew what was coming. “Let him — hit it!” he panted. “I’ll try to get it! This day settles me. I’m no outfielder. But I’ll try!”
The tired pitcher threw the ball and Dreer seemed to swing and bound at once with the ringing crack. The hit was one of his famous drives close to the right-field foul-line.
Ken was off with all the speed left in him. He strained every nerve and was going fast when he passed the foul-flag. The bleachers loomed up indistinct in his sight. But he thought only of meeting the ball. The hit was a savage liner, curving away from him. Cinders under his flying feet were a warning that he did not heed. He was on the track. He leaped into the air, left hand outstretched, and felt the ball strike in his glove.
Then all was dark in a stunning, blinding crash —
CHAPTER VIII
EXAMINATIONS
WHEN KEN WARD came fully to his senses he was being half carried and half led across the diamond to the players’ bench. He heard Worry Arthurs say: “He ain’t hurt much — only butted into the fence.”
Ken tried manfully to entertain Worry’s idea about it, but he was too dazed and weak to stand alone. He imagined he had broken every bone in his body.
“Did I make the catch — hang to the ball?” he asked.
“No, Peg, you didn’t,” replied the coach, kindly. “But you made a grand try for it.”
He felt worse over failing to hold the ball than he felt over half killing himself against the bleachers. He spent the remainder of that never-to-be-forgotten game sitting on the bench. But to watch his fellow-players try to play was almost as frightful as being back there in right field. It was no consolation for Ken to see his successor chasing long hits, misjudging flies, failing weakly on wicked grounders. Even Graves weakened toward the close and spoiled his good beginning by miserable fumbles and throws. It was complete and disgraceful rout. The varsity never let up until the last man was out. The team could not have played harder against Place or Herne. Arthurs called the game at the end of the sixth inning with the score 41 to 0.
Many beaten and despondent players had dragged themselves off Grant Field in bygone years. But none had ever been so humiliated, so crushed. No player spoke a word or looked at another. They walked off with bowed heads. Ken lagged behind the others; he was still stunned and lame. Presently Arthurs came back to help him along, and did not speak until they were clear of the campus and going down Ken’s street.
“I’m glad that’s over,” said Worry. “I kicked against havin’ the game, but ’em fat-head directors would have it. Now we’ll be let alone. There won’t be no students comin’ out to the field, and I’m blamed glad.”
Ken was sick and smarting with pain, and half crying.
“I’m sorry, Mr. Arthurs,” he faltered, “we were — so — so — rotten!”
“See here, Peg,” was the quick reply, “that cuts no ice with me. It was sure the rottenest exhibition I ever seen in my life. But there’s excuses, and you can just gamble I’m the old boy who knows. You kids were scared to death. What hurts me, Peg, is the throw-down we got from my old team and from the students. We’re not to blame for rules made by fat-head directors. I was surprised at Dale. He was mean, and so were Hollis and Hickle — all of ‘em. They didn’t need to disgrace us like that.”
“Oh, Mr. Arthurs, what players they are!” exclaimed Ken. “I never saw such running, such hitting. You said they’d hit to right field like bullets, but it was worse than bullets. And Dreer!... When he came up my heart just stopped beating.”
“Peg, listen,” said Worry. “Three years ago when Dreer came out on the field he was greener than you, and hadn’t half the spunk. I made him what he is, and I made all of ’em — I made that team, and I can make another.”
“You are just saying that to — to encourage me,” replied Ken, hopelessly. “I can’t play ball. I thought I could, but I know now. I’ll never go out on the field again.”
“Peg, are you goin’ to throw me down, too?”
“Mr. Arthurs! I — I—”
“Listen, Peg. Cut out the dumps. Get over ‘em. You made the varsity to-day. Understand? You earned your big W. You needn’t mention it, but I’ve picked you to play somewhere. You weren’t a natural infielder, and you didn’t make much of a showin’ in the outfield. But it’s the spirit I want. To-day was a bad day for a youngster. There’s always lots of feelin’ about college athletics, but here at Wayne this year the strain’s awful. And you fought yourself and stage-fright and the ridicule of ’em quitter students. You tried, Peg! I never saw a gamer try. You didn’t fail me. And after you made that desperate run and tried to smash the bleachers with your face the students shut up their guyin’. It made a difference, Peg. Even the varsity was a little ashamed. Cheer up, now!”
Ken was almost speechless; he managed to mumble something, at which the coach smiled in reply and then walked rapidly away. Ken limped to his room and took off his baseball suit. The skin had been peeled from his elbow, and his body showed several dark spots that Ken knew would soon be black-and-blue bruises. His legs from his knees down bore huge lumps so sore to the touch that Ken winced even at gentle rubbing. But he did not mind the pain. All the darkness seemed to have blown away from his mind.
“What a fine fellow Worry is!” said Ken. “How I’ll work for him! I must write to brother Hal and Dick Leslie, to tell them I’ve made the varsity... No, not yet; Worry said not to mention it... And now to plug. I’ll have to take my exams before the first college game, April 8th, and that’s not long.”
In the succeeding days Ken was very busy with attendance at college in the mornings, baseball practice in the afternoons, and study at night.
If Worry had picked any more players for the varsity, Ken could not tell who they were. Of course Graves would make the team, and Weir and Raymond were pretty sure of places. There were sixteen players for the other five positions, and picking them was only guesswork. It seemed to Ken that some of the players showed streaks of fast playing at times, and then as soon as they were opposed to one another in the practice game they became erratic. His own progress was slow. One thing he could do that brought warm praise from the coach — he could line the ball home from deep outfield with wonderful speed and accuracy.
After the varsity had annihilated Worry’s “kids,” as they had come to be known, the students showed no further interest. When they ceased to appear on the field the new players were able to go at their practice without being ridiculed. Already an improvement had been noticeable. But rivalry was so keen for places, and the coach’s choice so deep a mystery, that the contestants played under too great a tension, and school-boys could have done better.
It was on the first of April that Arthurs took Ken up into College Hall to get permission for him to present himself to the different professors for the early examinations. While Ken sat waiting in the office he heard Arthurs talking to men he instantly took to be the heads of the Athletic Association. They were in an adjoining room with the door open, and their voices were very distinct, so that Ken could not help hearing.
“Gentlemen, I want my answer to-day,” said the coach.
“Is there so great a hurry? Wait a little,” was the rejoinder.
“I’m sorry, but this is April 1st, and I’ll wait no longer. I’m ready to send some of my boys up for early exams, and I want to know where I stand.”
“Arthurs, what is it exactly that...Things have been in an awful mess, ...r case and we’ll try to give you a definite answer.”
“I want full charge of the coachin’ — the handlin’ of the team, as I always had before. I don’t want any grad coaches. The directors seem divided, one half want this, the other half that. They’ve cut out the trainin’ quarters. I’ve had no help from Murray; no baths or rub-downs or trainin’ for my candidates. Here’s openin’ day a week off and I haven’t picked my team. I want to take them to the trainin’-table and have them under my eye all the time. If I can’t have what I want I’ll resign. If I can I’ll take the whole responsibility of the team on my own shoulders.”
“Very well, Arthurs, we’ll let you go ahead and have full charge. There has been talk this year of abolishing a private training-house and table for this green varsity. But rather than have you resign we’ll waive that. You can rest assured from now on you will not be interfered with. Give us the best team you can under the circumstances. There has been much dissension among the directors and faculty because of our new eligibility rules. It has stirred everybody up, and the students are sore. Then there has been talk of not having a professional coach this year, but we overruled that in last night’s meeting. We’re going to see what you can do. I may add, Arthurs, if you shape up a varsity this year that makes any kind of a showing against Place and Herne you will win the eternal gratitude of the directors who have fostered this change in athletics. Otherwise I’m afraid the balance of opinion will favor the idea of dispensing with professional coaches in the future.”
Ken saw that Arthurs was white in the face when he left the room. They went out together, and Worry handed Ken a card that read for him to take his examinations at once.
“Are you up on ‘em?” asked the coach, anxiously.
“I — I think so,” replied Ken.
“Well, Peg, good luck to you! Go at ’em like you went at Dreer’s hit.”
Much to his amazement it was for Ken to discover that, now the time had come for him to face his examinations, he was not at all sanguine. He began to worry. He forg...ooks he had mastered in his room during the long winter when he feared to venture out because of the sophomores. It was not very long till he had worked himself into a state somewhat akin to his trepidation in the varsity ball game. Then he decided to go up at once and have it done with. His whole freshman year had been one long agony. What a relief to have it ended!
Ken passed four examinations in one morning, passed them swimmingly, smilingly, splendidly, and left College Hall in an ecstasy. Things were working out fine. But he had another examination, and it was in a subject he had voluntarily included in his course. Whatever on earth he had done it for he could not now tell. The old doctor who held the chair in that department had thirty years before earned the name of Crab. And slowly in the succeeding years he had grown crabbier, crustier, so student rumor had it. Ken had rather liked the dry old fellow, and had been much absorbed in his complex lectures, but he had never been near him, and now the prospect changed color. Foolishly Ken asked a sophomore in what light old Crab might regard a student who was ambitious to pass his exams early. The picture painted by that sophomore would have made a flaming-mouthed dragon appear tame. Nerving himself to the ordeal, Ken took his card and presented himself one evening at the doctor’s house.
A maid ushered him into the presence of a venerable old man who did not look at all, even in Ken’s distorted sight, like a crab or a dragon. His ponderous brow seemed as if it had all the thought in the world behind it. He looked over huge spectacles at Ken’s card and then spoke in a dry, quavering voice.
“Um-m. Sit down, Mr. Ward.”
Ken found his breath and strangely lost his fear and trembling. The doctor dryly asked him why he thought he knew more than the other students, who were satisfied to wait months longer before examination. Ken hastened to explain that it was no desire of his; that, although he had studied hard and had not missed many lectures, he knew he was unprepared. Then he went on to tell about the baseball situation and why he had been sent up.
...” The professor held a glass paperweight up before Ken and asked a question about it. Next he held out a ruler and asked something about that, and also a bottle of ink. Following this he put a few queries about specific gravity, atomic weight, and the like. Then he sat thrumming his desk and appeared far away in thought. After a while he turned to Ken with a smile that made his withered, parchment-like face vastly different.
“Where do you play?” he asked.
“S-sir?” stammered Ken.
“In baseball, I mean. What place do you play? Catch? Thrower? I don’t know the names much.”
Ken replied eagerly, and then it seemed he was telling this stern old man all about baseball. He wanted to know what fouls were, and how to steal bases, and he was nonplussed by such terms as “hit-and-run.” Ken discoursed eloquently on his favorite sport, and it was like a kind of dream to be there. Strange things were always happening to him.
“I’ve never seen a game,” said the professor. “I used to play myself long ago, when we had a yarn ball and pitched underhand. I’ll have to come out to the field some day. President Halstead, why, he likes baseball, he’s a — a — what do you call it?”
“A fan — a rooter?” replied Ken, smiling.
“Um-m. I guess that’s it. Well, Mr. Ward, I’m glad to meet you. You may go now.”
Ken got up blushing like a girl. “But, Doctor, you were to — I was to be examined.”
“I’ve examined you,” he drawled, with a dry chuckle, and he looked over his huge spectacles at Ken. “I’ll give you a passing mark. But, Mr. Ward, you know a heap more about baseball than you know about physics.”
As Ken went out he trod upon air. What a splendid old fellow! The sophomore had lied. For that matter, when had a sophomore ever been known to tell the truth? But, he suddenly exclaimed, he himself was no longer a freshman. He pondered happily on the rosy lining to his old cloud of gloom. How different things appeared after a little time. That old doctor’s smile would linger long in Ken’s memory. He felt deep remorse that he had ever misjudged him. He...ed on to Worry Arthurs’ house to tell him the good news. And as he walked his mind was full with the wonder of it all — his lonely, wretched freshman days, now forever past; the slow change from hatred; the dawning of some strange feeling for the college and his teachers; and, last, the freedom, the delight, the quickening stir in the present.
CHAPTER IX
PRESIDENT HALSTEAD ON COLLEGE SPIRIT
WAYNE’S OPENING GAME was not at all what Ken had dreamed it would be. The opposing team from Hudson School was as ill-assorted an aggregation as Ken had ever seen. They brought with them a small but noisy company of cheering supporters who, to the shame of Ken and his fellows, had the bleachers all to themselves. If any Wayne students were present they either cheered for Hudson or remained silent.
Hudson won, 9 to 2. It was a game that made Arthurs sag a little lower on the bench. Graves got Wayne’s two tallies. Raymond at second played about all the game from the fielding standpoint. Ken distinguished himself by trying wildly and accomplishing nothing. When he went to his room that night he had switched back to his former spirits, and was disgusted with Wayne’s ball team, himself most of all.
That was on a Wednesday. The next day rain prevented practice, and on Friday the boys were out on the field again. Arthurs shifted the players around, trying resignedly to discover certain positions that might fit certain players. It seemed to Ken that all the candidates, except one or two, were good at fielding and throwing, but when they came to play a game they immediately went into a trance.
