Collected Works of Zane Grey, page 131
“Well, by G — d!” Dave’s arms came down and his face blanched to his lips. “Holderness!”
“I know what you’d say,” interrupted the ranchman.
“But stop it. I know you’re game. And what’s the use of fighting? I’m talking business. I’ll—”
“You can’t talk business or anything else to me,” said Dave Naab, and he veered sharply toward his brother. “Say it again, Snap Naab. You’ve hired out to ride for this man?”
“That’s it.”
“You’re going against your father, your brothers, your own flesh and blood?”
“I can’t see it that way.”
“Then you’re a drunken, easily-led fool. This man’s no rancher. He’s a rustler. He ruined Martin Cole, the father of your first wife. He’s stolen our cattle; he’s jumped our water-rights. He’s trying to break us. For God’s sake, ain’t you a man?”
“Things have gone bad for me,” replied Snap, sullenly, shifting in his saddle. “I reckon I’ll do better to cut out alone for myself.”
“You crooked cur! But you’re only my half-brother, after all. I always knew you’d come to something bad, but I never thought you’d disgrace the Naabs and break your father’s heart. Now then, what do you want here? Be quick. This’s our range and you and your boss can’t ride here. You can’t even water your horses. Out with it!”
At this, Hare, who had been so absorbed as to forget himself, suddenly felt a cold tightening of the skin of his face, and a hard swell of his breast. The dance of Snap’s eyes, the downward flit of his hand seemed instantaneous with a red flash and loud report. Instinctively Hare dodged, but the light impact of something like a puff of air gave place to a tearing hot agony. Then he slipped down, back to the stone, with a bloody hand fumbling at his breast.
Dave leaped with tigerish agility, and knocking up the levelled Colt, held Snap as in a vise. George Naab gave Holderness’s horse a sharp kick which made the mettlesome beast jump so suddenly that his rider was nearly unseated. Zeke ran to Hare and laid him back against the stone.
“Cool down, there!” ordered Zeke. “He’s done for.”
“My God — my God!” cried Dave, in a broken voice. “Not — not dead?”
“Shot through the heart!”
Dave Naab flung Snap backward, almost off his horse. “D — n you! run, or I’ll kill you. And you, Holderness! Remember! If we ever meet again — you draw!” He tore a branch from a cedar and slashed both horses. They plunged out of the glade, and clattering over the stones, brushing the cedars, disappeared. Dave groped blindly back toward his brothers.
“Zeke, this’s awful. Another murder by Snap! And my friend! . . . Who’s to tell father?”
Then Hare sat up, leaning against the stone, his shirt open and his bare shoulder bloody; his face was pale, but his eyes were smiling. “Cheer up, Dave. I’m not dead yet.”
“Sure he’s not,” said Zeke. “He ducked none too soon, or too late, and caught the bullet high up in the shoulder.”
Dave sat down very quietly without a word, and the hand he laid on Hare’s knee shook a little.
“When I saw George go for his gun,” went on Zeke, “I knew there’d be a lively time in a minute if it wasn’t stopped, so I just said Jack was dead.”
“Do you think they came over to get me?” asked Hare.
“No doubt,” replied Dave, lifting his face and wiping the sweat from his brow. “I knew that from the first, but I was so dazed by Snap’s going over to Holderness that I couldn’t keep my wits, and I didn’t mark Snap edging over till too late.”
“Listen, I hear horses,” said Zeke, looking up from his task over Hare’s wound.
“It’s Billy, up on the home trail,” added George “Yes, and there’s father with him. Good Lord, must we tell him about Snap?”
“Some one must tell him,” answered Dave.
“That’ll be you, then. You always do the talking.”
August Naab galloped into the glade, and swung himself out of the saddle. “I heard a shot. What’s this? Who’s hurt? — Hare! Why — lad — how is it with you?”
“Not bad,” rejoined Hare.
“Let me see,” August thrust Zeke aside. “A bullet-hole — just missed the bone — not serious. Tie it up tight. I’ll take him home to-morrow. . . . Hare, who’s been here?”
“Snap rode in and left his respects.”
“Snap! Already? Yet I knew it — I saw it. You had Providence with you, lad, for this wound is not bad. Snap surprised you, then?”
“No. I knew it was coming.”
“Jack hung his belt and gun on Silvermane’s saddle,” said Dave. “He didn’t feel as if he could draw on either Snap or Holderness—”
“Holderness!”
“Yes. Snap rode in with Holderness. Hare thought if he was unarmed they wouldn’t draw. But Snap did.”
“Was he drunk?”
“No. They came over to kill Hare.” Dave went on to recount the incident in full. “And — and see here, dad — that’s not all. Snap’s gone to the bad.”
Dave Naab hid his face while he told of his brother’s treachery; the others turned away, and Hare closes his eyes.
For long moments there was silence broken only by the tramp of the old man as he strode heavily to and fro. At last the footsteps ceased, and Hare opened his eyes to see Naab’s tall form erect, his arms uplifted, his shaggy head rigid.
“Hare,” began August, presently. “I’m responsible for this cowardly attack on you. I brought you out here. This is the second one. Beware of the third! I see — but tell me, do you remember that I said you must meet Snap as man to man?”
“Yes.”
“Don’t you want to live?”
“Of course.”
“You hold to no Mormon creed?”
“Why, no,” Hare replied, wonderingly.
“What was the reason I taught you my trick with a gun?”
“I suppose it was to help me to defend myself.”
“Then why do you let yourself be shot down in cold blood? Why did you hang up your gun? Why didn’t you draw on Snap? Was it because of his father, his brothers, his family?”
“Partly, but not altogether,” replied Hare, slowly. “I didn’t know before what I know now. My flesh sickened at the thought of killing a man, even to save my own life; and to kill — your son—”
“No son of mine!” thundered Naab. “Remember that when next you meet. I don’t want your blood on my hands. Don’t stand to be killed like a sheep! If you have felt duty to me, I release you.”
Zeke finished bandaging the wound. Making a bed of blankets he lifted Hare into it, and covered him, cautioning him to lie still. Hare had a sensation of extreme lassitude, a deep drowsiness which permeated even to his bones. There were intervals of oblivion, then a time when the stars blinked in his eyes; he heard the wind, Silvermane’s bell, the murmur of voices, yet all seemed remote from him, intangible as things in a dream.
He rode home next day, drooping in the saddle and fainting at the end of the trail, with the strong arm of August Naab upholding him. His wound was dressed and he was put to bed, where he lay sleeping most of the time, brooding the rest.
In three weeks he was in the saddle again, riding out over the red strip of desert toward the range. During his convalescence he had learned that he had come to the sombre line of choice. Either he must deliberately back away, and show his unfitness to survive in the desert, or he must step across into its dark wilds. The stern question haunted him. Yet he knew a swift decision waited on the crucial moment.
He sought lonely rides more than ever, and, like Silvermane, he was always watching and listening. His duties carried him half way to Seeping Springs, across the valley to the red wall, up the slope of Coconina far into the forest of stately pines. What with Silvermane’s wonderful scent and sight, and his own constant watchfulness, there were never range-riders or wild horses nor even deer near him without his knowledge.
The days flew by; spring had long since given place to summer; the blaze of sun and blast of flying sand were succeeded by the cooling breezes from the mountain; October brought the flurries of snow and November the dark storm-clouds.
Hare was the last of the riders to be driven off the mountain. The brothers were waiting for him at Silver Cup, and they at once packed and started for home.
August Naab listened to the details of the range-riding since his absence, with silent surprise. Holderness and Snap had kept away from Silver Cup after the supposed killing of Hare. Occasionally a group of horsemen rode across the valley or up a trail within sight of Dave and his followers, but there was never a meeting. Not a steer had been driven off the range that summer and fall; and except for the menace always hanging in the blue smoke over Seeping Springs the range-riding had passed without unusual incident.
So for Hare the months had gone by swiftly; though when he looked back afterward they seemed years. The winter at the oasis he filled as best he could, with the children playing in the yard, with Silvermane under the sunny lee of the great red wall, with any work that offered itself. It was during the long evenings, when he could not be active, that time oppressed him, and the memories of the past hurt him. A glimpse of the red sunset through the cliff-gate toward the west would start the train of thought; he both loved and hated the Painted Desert. Mescal was there in the purple shadows. He dreamed of her in the glowing embers of the log-fire. He saw her on Black Bolly with hair flying free to the wind. And he could not shut out the picture of her sitting in the corner of the room, silent, with bowed head, while the man to whom she was pledged hung close over her. That memory had a sting. It was like a spark of fire dropped on the wound in his breast where the desert-hawk had struck him. It was like a light gleaming on the sombre line he was waiting to cross.
XIV. WOLF
ON THE ANNIVERSARY of the night Mescal disappeared the mysterious voice which had called to Hare so often and so strangely again pierced his slumber, and brought him bolt upright in his bed shuddering and listening. The dark room was as quiet as a tomb. He fell back into his blankets trembling with emotion. Sleep did not close his eyes again that night; he lay in a fever waiting for the dawn, and when the gray gloom lightened he knew what he must do.
After breakfast he sought August Naab. “May I go across the river?” he asked.
The old man looked up from his carpenter’s task and fastened his glance on Hare. “Mescal?”
“Yes.”
“I saw it long ago.” He shook his head and spread his great hands. “There’s no use for me to say what the desert is. If you ever come back you’ll bring her. Yes, you may go. It’s a man’s deed. God keep you!”
Hare spoke to no other person; he filled one saddle-bag with grain, another with meat, bread, and dried fruits, strapped a five-gallon leather water-sack back of Silvermane’s saddle, and set out toward the river. At the crossing-bar he removed Silvermane’s equipments and placed them in the boat. At that moment a long howl, as of a dog baying the moon, startled him from his musings, and his eyes sought the river-bank, up and down, and then the opposite side. An animal, which at first he took to be a gray timber-wolf, was running along the sand-bar of the landing.
“Pretty white for a wolf,” he muttered. “Might be a Navajo dog.”
The beast sat down on his haunches and, lifting a lean head, sent up a doleful howl. Then he began trotting along the bar, every few paces stepping to the edge of the water. Presently he spied Hare, and he began to bark furiously.
“It’s a dog all right; wants to get across,” said Hare. “Where have I seen him?”
Suddenly he sprang to his feet, almost upsetting the boat. “He’s like Mescal’s Wolf!” He looked closer, his heart beginning to thump, and then he yelled: “Ki-yi! Wolf! Hyer! Hyer!”
The dog leaped straight up in the air, and coming down, began to dash back and forth along the sand with piercing yelps.
“It’s Wolf! Mescal must be near,” cried Hare. A veil obscured his sight, and every vein was like a hot cord. “Wolf! Wolf! I’m coming!”
With trembling hands he tied Silvermane’s bridle to the stern seat of the boat and pushed off. In his eagerness he rowed too hard, dragging Silvermane’s nose under water, and he had to check himself. Time and again he turned to call to the dog. At length the bow grated on the sand, and Silvermane emerged with a splash and a snort.
“Wolf, old fellow!” cried Hare. “Where’s Mescal? Wolf, where is she?” He threw his arms around the dog. Wolf whined, licked Hare’s face, and breaking away, ran up the sandy trail, and back again. But he barked no more; he waited to see if Hare was following.
“All right, Wolf — coming.” Never had Hare saddled so speedily, nor mounted so quickly. He sent Silvermane into the willow-skirted trail close behind the dog, up on the rocky bench, and then under the bulging wall. Wolf reached the level between the canyon and Echo Cliffs, and then started straight west toward the Painted Desert. He trotted a few rods and turned to see if the man was coming.
Doubt, fear, uncertainty ceased for Hare. With the first blast of dust-scented air in his face he knew Wolf was leading him to Mescal. He knew that the cry he had heard in his dream was hers, that the old mysterious promise of the desert had at last begun its fulfilment. He gave one sharp exultant answer to that call. The horizon, ever-widening, lay before him, and the treeless plains, the sun-scorched slopes, the sandy stretches, the massed blocks of black mesas, all seemed to welcome him; his soul sang within him.
For Mescal was there. Far away she must be, a mere grain of sand in all that world of drifting sands, perhaps ill, perhaps hurt, but alive, waiting for him, calling for him, crying out with a voice that no distance could silence. He did not see the sharp peaks as pitiless barriers, nor the mesas and domes as black-faced death, nor the moisture-drinking sands as life-sucking foes to plant and beast and man. That painted wonderland had sheltered Mescal for a year. He had loved it for its color, its change, its secrecy; he loved it now because it had not been a grave for Mescal, but a home. Therefore he laughed at the deceiving yellow distances in the foreground of glistening mesas, at the deceiving purple distances of the far-off horizon. The wind blew a song in his ears; the dry desert odors were fragrance in his nostrils; the sand tasted sweet between his teeth, and the quivering heat-waves, veiling the desert in transparent haze, framed beautiful pictures for his eyes.
Wolf kept to the fore for some thirty paces, and though he had ceased to stop, he still looked back to see if the horse and man were following. Hare had noted the dog occasionally in the first hours of travel, but he had given his eyes mostly to the broken line of sky and desert in the west, to the receding contour of Echo Cliffs, to the spread and break of the desert near at hand. Here and there life showed itself in a gaunt coyote sneaking into the cactus, or a horned toad huddling down in the dust, or a jewel-eyed lizard sunning himself upon a stone. It was only when his excited fancy had cooled that Hare came to look closely at Wolf. But for the dog’s color he could not have been distinguished from a real wolf. His head and ears and tail drooped, and he was lame in his right front paw.
Hare halted in the shade of a stone, dismounted and called the dog to him. Wolf returned without quickness, without eagerness, without any of the old-time friendliness of shepherding days. His eyes were sad and strange. Hare felt a sudden foreboding, but rejected it with passionate force. Yet a chill remained. Lifting Wolf’s paw he discovered that the ball of the foot was worn through; whereupon he called into service a piece of buckskin, and fashioning a rude moccasin he tied it round the foot. Wolf licked his hand, but there was no change in the sad light of his eyes. He turned toward the west as if anxious to be off.
“All right, old fellow,” said Hare, “only go slow. From the look of that foot I think you’ve turned back on a long trail.”
Again they faced the west, dog leading, man following, and addressed themselves to a gradual ascent. When it had been surmounted Hare realized that his ride so far had brought him only through an anteroom; the real portal now stood open to the Painted Desert. The immensity of the thing seemed to reach up to him with a thousand lines, ridges, canyons, all ascending out of a purple gulf. The arms of the desert enveloped him, a chill beneath their warmth.
As he descended into the valley, keeping close to Wolf, he marked a straight course in line with a volcanic spur. He was surprised when the dog, though continually threading jumbles of rock, heading canyons, crossing deep washes, and going round obstructions, always veered back to this bearing as true as a compass-needle to its magnet.
Hare felt the air growing warmer and closer as he continued the descent. By mid-afternoon, when he had travelled perhaps thirty miles, he was moist from head to foot, and Silvermane’s coat was wet. Looking backward Hare had a blank feeling of loss; the sweeping line of Echo Cliffs had retreated behind the horizon. There was no familiar landmark left.
Sunset brought him to a standstill, as much from its sudden glorious gathering of brilliant crimsons splashed with gold, as from its warning that the day was done. Hare made his camp beside a stone which would serve as a wind-break. He laid his saddle for a pillow and his blanket for a bed. He gave Silvermane a nose-bag full of water and then one of grain; he fed the dog, and afterward attended to his own needs. When his task was done the desert brightness had faded to gray; the warm air had blown away on a cool breeze, and night approached. He scooped out a little hollow in the sand for his hips, took a last look at Silvermane haltered to the rock, and calling Wolf to his side stretched himself to rest. He was used to lying on the ground, under the open sky, out where the wind blew and the sand seeped in, yet all these were different on this night. He was in the Painted Desert; Wolf crept close to him; Mescal lay somewhere under the blue-white stars.
He awakened and arose before any color of dawn hinted of the day. While he fed his four-footed companions the sky warmed and lightened. A tinge of rose gathered in the east. The air was cool and transparent. He tried to cheer Wolf out of his sad-eyed forlornness, and failed.
