Personal Possessions, page 25
I swam harder than I had ever swam in my life. I beat my best time and doubled my laps. The whole of what happened earlier kept repeating in my head. The looks that covered Elle’s face, the words that came from her mouth, it was as if someone had hit the repeat button. The more I thought about it, the more I found the drive to push farther and faster. I finished and went back upstairs and grabbed a shower.
As I left my room, Elle was sitting out at the dining room table working on the accounts. I walked up behind her, moved her hair and laid a gentle kiss on the back of her neck. I didn’t want to disturb her but I needed to physical touch that this was all not just another dream.
“Now, now Mr. McHale, I am trying to work here.”
She got a laugh out of me, something I needed almost as much as she did.
“I know, I just wanted to see if I could distract you.”
I replied as I sat down beside her. I laid my hand to her leg. I couldn’t keep my hands off of her and I think she knew that, she tolerated my physical contact either because she craved it as much as I did or else she knew it was crucial to work through all that had been made known, either way…I didn’t give a shit.
“I cannot be distracted. I am a lean, mean working machine.”
She giggled back.
I laughed at her reply…she was tempting me, she knew it as did I.
“Oh, I think I can think of a way to distract you”
I moved my hand up farther onto her thigh as she continued typing. Slowly, I crept up farther, farther…
Suddenly, Elle’s head turned towards me. “TJ…”
“Gotcha!” I laughed. “Just call me the master of distraction.”
Elle stuck her tongue out at me and my dick went immediately hard.
“Don’t tease me; I might take you up on that offer.”
Elle stopped typing and turned towards me, leaning into me. Her lips barely laid on mine as she spoke.
“Oh Mr. McHale, that was so not a tease…baby, that was a taste of what will be available to you tonight, if you let me get this box finished.”
My cock jumped. I loved how she promised herself to me. She was my prize…my reward and if she wanted to finish, I would allow that, but later…she was all mine.
Elle leisurely laid her tongue on my bottom lip. I sucked it into my mouth for just a moment, taking in her taste, deciding that this would get done so much faster if the two of us worked on it.
It did…
We ended up finishing early, so as I finished up the last two, Elle moved her chair and got underneath the table and fulfilled her promise. I hurried and finished, I wanted her to have every bit of my attention.
“Oh fuck Elle, take it deeper, baby.”
Her mouth felt so fucking good. She was teasing me by licking the head of my cock and popping her lips around it. She leaned in further and swallowed all of me, until I touched the back of her throat and then she started swallowing.
“Jesus Christ, baby, I love your mouth… it’s like stroking my cock up against silk.”
She hummed her pleasure at the thought, she was being greedy. She didn’t want to take me out of her mouth. I had asked her for her mouth several times and she had yet to respond by giving me her fucking mouth. Oh fuck, I was gonna come.
“Shit, I wanna be inside you.”
Finally, she released me. Her eyes had never left me. She ran her hand up me once…twice, I watched her as she milked me, pre-cum dripped from the tip.
“I taste you on my tongue baby, I like knowing all I have to do is touch you to see you glisten for me.”
Oh shit, I was getting ready to blow just at her words. I had to get myself together. I closed my eyes as she continued.
“Or all I have to do is lick you…”
She ran her tongue down the side of my length and caught the droplets on her tongue as she swept back up to the tip. It was the hottest fucking thing I had ever seen in my life.
“And I can taste you anytime I want.”
Hell yeah she could. I wanted to shout it from the tallest building. I was shaking I was holding back so tight. I was not going to come in her mouth, I wanted to be in her where we were joined.
“Fuck baby, it’s all for you.”
I answered in a heady voice. I pushed her hair off of her face so that I could take all of her in. Small tear-shaped drops of sweat were laying against her forehead. She was enjoying every fucking minute of this as was I.
Elle’s lips were around my shaft and she was sucking hard. I moaned and bowed up suggesting that she take my cock deeper, she obliged. As she drew back, her tongue would flicker out, teasing where she had just sucked.
“That’s it honey, take my cock, goddamn, I’ve missed you.”
Elle moaned as she dropped her fingers between my legs. I tried to slowly stand up as she pushed me back down. I want to take care of her as she is taking care of me.
Until I notice that Elle is taking care of herself. The vision that was before my eyes couldn’t have been any sweeter.
“Yes Elle, play with yourself, touch that beautiful pussy, while my cock is in your mouth. Shit you’re gonna make me come.”
Was all I could make myself say. I was enjoying this way too much. Her fingers began to rub faster as her mouth followed suit. She was getting ready to come and I was going to be following along. Gently, I pushed Elle’s head down on me to coax her to go deeper. I was going to blow my load and fuck, it was fucking awesome.
“Oh shit….fuck baby I’m….don’t stop.”
I felt the warmth of my orgasm shoot out and into her mouth, it was an amazing feeling. Elle never slowed her pace as she moaned her pleasure with her own orgasm.
“Fuck Elle, I fucking love you!”
Oh shit…did I really say that…oh well, it was the truth.
“Yeah, I bet you do.”
Well that wasn’t the response I was expecting.
The alarm went off as I laid there listening to nothing but the fan turning. I wasn’t about to open my eyes. I didn’t want to move either, for fear that Elle would wake and move. Again, she was sprawled out, taking up most of the bed, this time though she was laying all over me. The warmth of her up against me was nothing the other women I had been with could even compare to. I was half of a man without her. She contained not only the other half of myself, but what made my existence possible...my heart.
The hole that made up the whole of my chest was now healed and in its place, a soul found its home. I was nonexistent the last seventeen years. I had been a ghost walking through life, not sure where to go or what to do. I concentrated on work…I took my frustration and anger out on men who more than likely felt the same way I did and got into this business for the same damn reasons I did. I was a liar, a player and sometimes even a cheat. I did and said whatever I had to so I could get an investor, make the sale, or seal the deal.
I was fucking pathetic.
I didn’t need that anymore. I had my heart and my soul back and nothing was going to take that away from me.
I felt Elle turn over to face me. I could sense her eyes staring at me, I didn’t even flinch hoping that she would confess whatever was hidden deep down inside of her. Her hand touched my skin and the electricity that pulsed through my body was almost debilitating. I burrowed closer to it, I didn’t want it to go away…ever. Just as I was about to open my eyes and tell Elle good morning, she leaned in and pressed her lips against mine. It took all of me to not kiss her back, she was having a moment…I wanted to make sure that she had her moment.
I listened as she walked into the bathroom and started the shower. I opened my eyes and welcomed another day I was given to spend with Elle. I walked naked into the bathroom and noticed Elle had her eyes closed with shampoo all in her hair, brushing her teeth and singing some song.
She was a great multi-tasker.
Slowly, I opened the glass door that led into the shower and stepped in front of her with my back against the glass. I just stared at the sight before me. Elle looked beautiful…no worries, carefree…
That brought the list of what I wanted for her back to my mind. I saw her throw her toothbrush over the top of the shower door as she went to put her head back and rinse her hair.
“Nice shot!”
Elle screamed and jumped. I laughed.
“Goddammit, you scared the shit outta me”
I didn’t respond, I just leaned in and kissed her…she tasted so fucking sweet.
“Mmmmm, you taste like peppermint”
“Well duh….”
“I had to repay you for the wonderful morning kiss you gave me just a minute ago.”
“You shit, you were awake?”
“You were having a moment, I wasn’t going to spoil it.”
She made me laugh so much. I missed laughing. Elle stared at me for a moment with pursed lips. I wasn’t sure if she was going to laugh or gripe me out. I just stared back.
“Here wash my back while I finish washing my hair, we’re gonna be late.”
We both finished in the shower and I wrapped up in a towel, as I carried my clothes back into my room. I quickly put my suit on and headed out to make some coffee. As I went to make a cup my phone rang. I dug in my pocket, pulling it out and looked at the caller ID…it was Kip.
“Hey…what’s up?” was my morning greeting to him.
“Saw your boy driving by the Nolan’s house last night?”
I froze a bit. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to even think that Bear would hurt Curt and Lilly…but seeing how he’d hurt his wife, it really wouldn’t have surprised me.
“Everything ok?” I said.
“Ok as good can be”
I take it that meant everything was fine. Sometimes Kip’s sayings made me wonder if this was a “figure out the riddle so we can move on” kinda thing.
“So where do we go from here?”
I was trying to keep my composure. I could hear Elle’s heels on the floor coming into the kitchen. I had to watch my words carefully right now. When she walked in, I had my back to her and she stood behind me. I needed to feel her around me. I needed to know that she was safe. Kip was saying something in my ear, I wasn’t really paying attention at the moment. I backed up until I felt her hands come up to my back. I laid the phone against my shoulder and reached behind me, grabbing her arms and pulling them to the front of me.
“…Well, I think I am going to watch your buddy today and I’ll go and see an ole detective buddy of mine tomorrow, bring him in on what’s going on.”
“That sounds good…what do you need from me?”
“Nothin right now, but I’ll be gettin’ back with ya.”
“I’m still up to date on that other client…correct?”
Just then, I undid my pants and urged Elle’s hands deep down inside them. I felt her hand grasp around me as I began moving her hand up and down my shaft. I closed my eyes and concentrated on getting Kip off the fucking phone. I knew that Elle’s kids were safe, Rachel was safe and most importantly, Elle was safe…here with me.
“You know it…safe as a baby sucklin’ his mama’s titty!”
Kip announced.
“Where do you come up with this shit?”
I asked, as I continued moving Elle’s hand up and down.
I heard Kip laugh that raspy smoke filled laugh as I pictured him blowing the smoke out his window as he drove.
“I’ll keep you informed, McHale.”
I couldn’t get off quick enough. It was almost becoming a personal challenge; how long I could stay calm and on the phone while being jacked off by the woman of my dreams. I knew that I was not about to find out.
“Talk to you later…bye.”
I threw the phone on the counter and turned around. Elle was insatiable, she jumped on me as though I was liquid to her thirst. She jumped up, wrapping her legs around me as we fought for control over the kiss. I would allow her to win, just this once…there were bigger and wetter things that needed my attention. I walked us into the living room quickly. I wanted to take her out here…in the open and enjoy the light from the morning’s sunrise against her while I made love to her looking out over the city. I set her down in front of the couch and began to undo what was left of the buttons on my shirt as I spoke.
“Pull your pants down, babe and lean over the couch…I wanna take you from behind.”
Elle jumped back and pursed her lips. I could tell she was slipping into defensive mode.
“No, I’m not a dog, so you’re not going to fuck me like one.”
I was completely blown away by that statement. She was becoming armored for a war against her ally. She had no reason to even think that was an issue with me.
“Baby, I wasn’t even thinking that, why would you even say that?”
Immediately, Elle began searching for her clothes, slipping back into her pants she started to walk away. I was caught dumbfounded…all I could do was throw my hands out and stand in a “what the fuck” stance.
As she was putting her clothes back on, she just spurts out as though it’s no big deal.
“Bear says the only way he can fuck me is from behind so he don’t have to look at my ugly fucking face.”
I’d heard enough of that son of a bitch this morning. Every time I turned around that fuck stick was messing with the people I loved most in my life and I was through with it. I picked up a vase and threw it against the wall. A bit childish…I know but goddammit, I was not Bear and how dare she think that I would do anything he did, I was insulted that she would even bring that up at a time like this. I was just trying to make love to my woman, not discuss that piece of trash.
I walked up to Elle, “Don’t you ever compare me to that fucking piece of shit! I would never think that of you. I have never treated you that way and don’t you ever think that it would start now!”
I had to get out of this room. I felt as though the walls were closing in on me. I was burnt the fuck out on hearing about Willie Jackson and yet, now I was being compared to him…I needed to clear my head.
I buttoned up my pants and started to walk away, when I felt Elle come up from behind me.
“Honey, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean it to come out that way. I would never compare you to him. I just don’t like being turned backwards. I feel self-conscious. I would be thinking if you felt that way too. You are nothing like him, please…I’m so sorry.”
Elle came around to the front of me, I was breaking through with her. She got up on her tip toes and began pulling me down as she was kissing me…all over my face. She was desperate to receive my forgiveness. I didn’t want her begging from my mercy…I wanted her begging for my cock.
“Please, I need to show you I’m sorry.”
I’d heard enough. Elle laid a kiss against my lips and I seize it desperately. Our tongues slide together taking in each other, Elle grabs the back of my head pulling me in closer. Suddenly, she falls to her knees in front of me.
“Please TJ…I’m begging you.”
Elle pulls my pants apart uncontrollably. She is frantic to get to what’s inside. I can’t see her pleading with me like this another minute.
“Trevor….”
I don’t allow her to say another word. Quickly, I snatch her up, raising her up in front of me so that we are eye to eye.
“Tell me what you want, baby.”
Elle didn’t hesitate.
“I want you, TJ.”
I rewarded her with my taste one more time. She moaned in my mouth as I took it deep down into my soul…the soul that she had healed. I pushed her up against the wall so now she had nowhere to run …she was completely mine. I moved my hips up against her so that she could feel how hard I was. She wasn’t getting it right away…if she wanted my cock, she was going to have to earn it.
“You are no longer his!”
I heard Elle grab the breath that she just let out as I rubbed back and forth against her.
“I never was his, Trevor.”
Very good answer…she never gave her heart to him. How could she…I held it this whole time. I closed my eyes at the confession that just made contact with my ears. As I had her up against the wall, my hand ran down, undoing her pants and pushing them down her legs. I set her down for a moment so that she could kick them off.
It was taking everything in me not to fuck the thought of Bear Jackson right out of her, I wanted to be buried within her, balls deep. I was so fucking hot at that very moment, I thought my dick would explode.
I positioned myself at the entrance of her pussy and slowly pushed into her. The last thing I wanted to do was scare the shit outta her by losing my mind and fucking her senseless. I took deep breaths to calm myself. She was so wet, I laid my forehead against her and enjoyed the feeling of her wet, soft pussy wrapped around me.
“You are mine now.”
I stipulated as I drove up into her again. She didn’t reply right away but her mouth was open as though she wanted to say something, instead she closed her eyes. This was so not the time to be someplace else, she was going to stay right fuckin’ here…with me.
“Open your fucking eyes!”
I commanded. I didn’t mean to yell but I was holding on by a thread. I wanted her to forget all about Bear Jackson as I fucked her and I knew that was not even possible. At this point I realize she had never responded to my demand.
I began to speed up and thrusting deeper into her. I whispered the demand again in her ear.
“I’ve always been yours, Trevor.”
I take a relaxing breath. Her acknowledgment echoed within my mind.
“I’ve always been yours, Trevor.”
“I’ve always been yours, Trevor.”
She’s always been mine. That night outside her dad’s house when I looked at her and begged her not to do this, she didn’t want to do it. She still felt something for me…she still loved me. I needed to hear it come from her mouth. She could imply the shit outta the three words, but I was not big on implications…I wanted the fuckin’ words.
I pulled almost all the way out of her, which seemed to piss her off. Her eyes came up to meet mine when I looked into hers and demanded softly.
