Dark Layers (Volume 3), page 9
"I will, I will, I promise."
For the first time in years I allow my mind to think freely of my mother without pain. I smile. Elijah really is a good listener. Who would have thought it, Elijah Darks gives good advice on feelings? I giggle lightly.
“I love it when you giggle like a four year old, it's such a rare, beautiful sound."
"Thanks," I frown, "I think."
"You're welcome. Now I want to fuck you.” He says unexpectedly.
“Whoa, wha…” I peer up at him and give him a half sultry smile. I don’t need words to describe my desire.
“A spank is in order Anile, for your impulsive behaviour. If you do not let me spank you, I will never fuck you again - not until I get my way. Eat all your food and meet me in my office in half an hour.” He says simply.
He gets up from his seat, effortlessly buttons up his suit jacket and leaves the café abruptly. I watch his tall lean body glide out of the doors with ease. His shoulders are wide, his hands are tense and balled into fists. He's agitated! Crap.
My mouth is watering viciously and I can barely breathe, let alone eat! But I manage to scoff all my food as he requested, and I stand tall - I'm ready for you Darks!
I cross the road with only one thing on my mind – sex, dangerous filthy sex with Elijah! Fuck this is either going to be mind-blowing or painful! I would vote for none of the above, missionary would suit me nicely but we cannot have it all.
I try desperately to walk into Darks Lawyers with confidence. I must exude power in any bloody form! He can spank me but then I want some control, I need it!
Chapter Six
I'M STANDING OUTSIDE of Elijah’s office door just staring, staring – still staring at the crisp white panel. I still have not managed to pull down the gold door handle. My heart rate has picked up to a dangerous speed and I know if I cannot slow it down I will die of a bloody heart attack! Why am I so nervous? It’s not like I haven’t had sex before. Because you are about to get your arse whipped! LITERALLY!
I swallow hard and open the door, slowly, and take one step in. Elijah is talking to a woman dressed completely in black – including her long shiny raven hair. I cannot see her face, only her back. There is also a guy behind the woman; apart from his spiky bleached blonde hair, he matches the woman's appearance with his sharp black suit. They look like secret agents - I giggle at the thought.
“Do not come and squeeze yourselves into my busy schedule when you have no fucking information for me. Get back to work and find out what happened – do not return until you have some fucking information. Have you both got that?” Elijah says clipped while resting his beautiful derrière on his dark wooden desk. His arms are tightly crossed, his eyes narrowing. His hair still looks alien to me, I cannot get used to seeing his beautiful face without being surrounded by long lustrous locks - although a short crop does suit him, he looks dangerously hot.
“Yes, Sir.” The woman says as she stumbles away from Elijah – she’s affected by him, even after he’s mentally spanked her!
“Right away, Sir.” The guy says while following after Mrs. Puce.
I step into the office so they have room to leave through the door. I try to catch their eyes so I can give them a sympathetic smile but their eyes are firmly locked on the floor.
Once the door is closed, I sweep my eyes across the Masonic floor and up at Elijah; I narrow them right at him.
“Do you always have to be so mean?” I ask serious while crossing my arms.
He half smiles at me with a hunched neck. “I do when I want things done.”
“Huh." I huff. "Speak to me like that and all you will get is a swollen lip!”
He rolls his eyes and gets to his feet. He’s so tall, colossal - manly. I start chewing on my bottom lip while I'm mentally distracted by him. He loses his dark blue suit jacket, tossing it over his office chair. He unclasps his cufflinks and gently places them atop of his desk. He rolls up his shirt arms so they are ruffled to just below his elbows. He undoes his top three buttons on his crisp white shirt, revealing a dust of chest hair. My throat immediately tightens; I try to swallow and look away from him but I cannot, I’m compelled to stare into his beautiful blue eyes from across his office. He starts to walk towards me and my breathing picks up on cue. He reaches me and grasps my chin with his entire hand; his grip is a little tight but my body is malfunctioning, I cannot stop him.
“Princess, I do not need to speak to you like shit, I have other ways to get results." He releases my chin but my head is still tilted back to peer up at him. "Take off your suit.” He orders.
He's standing extraordinarily still; eyes hooded and commanding. I want to own this situation, I need to be on top for once!
“How," I croak to clear my enclosing throat, "how about a drink first?”
I mentally check myself and walk past him. I exhale quickly - I realize I was holding my breath. I tighten my posture, I’m trying to act unaffected but I’m not sure it’s working.
“Of course, what drink would you like? Wine, whisky, vodka, beer?” He reels off.
“How about one of each?” I ask as I turn to peer up at him. I reveal a little grin while I lower myself onto his red leather sofa. Go on Darks, get the drinks like a good boy.
“One of each, huh?” He breathes.
I know he won't allow me to drink one of each, I'm awaiting his controlled speech.
Shockingly, he walks right past me and into the other room just off of his office. It’s only a few seconds until he returns with four bottles in his arms; the whisky, a bottle of red wine, a small bottle of vodka and one large bottle of Peroni beer. He sets them down onto the mahogany coffee table that's positioned in front of the red leather sofa. He kneels down to fetch two crystal tumblers. He pours a whisky and a vodka into the lids so I can shot them; I shake my head at the idea. He opens the beer with a neat card shaped bottle opener and then fills the tumblers up with wine.
“Help yourself.” He smiles while waving his large hand over the drinks. He seats himself next to me with ease.
I try my very best not to return his smile but I either have to smile or burst out laughing - I cannot believe he actually brought out all the drinks I requested - without argument! He pleases me in every aspect and I have to admit, I love it.
“Thank you.” I say sweetly while fluttering my eyelids at him. "So, about my spanking -" He cuts me off dead with a firm hand.
He starts to laugh lightly but quickly covers his mouth with his hand.
"Princess, I -" I cut him off instantly. I really need to grasp a hold of this, I need to one up him!
"Are you going to spank me or not?" I narrow my eyes at him.
"Undoubtedly." He says with surety.
His answer robs me of breath. Fuck me I was expecting a one liner, not one fucking word! At least if he spoke longer I could have racked my brain for an astute reply!
"Um, okay." I whisper. Failure, failure! Shit, now what do I say?
He crosses his legs and sits back comfortably. He arches a perfect eyebrow at me.
"Anile, are you okay with me spanking you?" He says it as if it's an everyday thing, so normal and functional.
"Ehhhh."
He leans a little closer and rests his heated hand above my trembling one.
"Princess, you have to speak up about these things. I don't want to ever hurt you or do things you are uncomfortable with."
I blink rapidly while my brain tries to mend my collapsed cells.
"I don't know, I've never been spanked before."
He smiles viciously. "I know, and every time you tell me, it makes my cock twitch involuntarily."
While still blinking one thousand times per minute, I flush piping red. How the hell can I tell him what I'd like to do without being embarrassed?
“Do you have any sticky notes? Or some paper?” I ask in a small voice.
“Why?” He frowns.
“I want to play a game.” I smile sweetly.
I lean back into the sofa with the beer in hand. Writing down my ideas feels right and safe for my equilibrium.
He leans under the coffee table and pulls a small notepad and pen free from the little bottom draw. He passes them to me. His face looks sceptical.
“Thank you. Let’s write down everything that you want to do to me, and I you. Let’s fold them up, re-arrange the order and blindly pick one desire each. We can, maybe discuss them, and then try them out?” I shrug my shoulders because I have no idea what the hell I'm doing.
“That sounds like a dangerous game, worse than your truth or dare.” He says looking very serious. His face is impassive, no wrinkles, no frown lines, no smile.
“Do you want to do it or not?” I urge.
"Why do you want to now venture into my desires?"
"Why not? I am no longer a virgin and I think if we play it safe, I could learn a great deal." I joke. "Do you want to play?"
“I do.” He says breathless.
"Okay." I say enthusiastically.
I start to write down everything I want to do; my list is just beyond me but I really want to try some new things so I can please him.
Spank Elijah over his desk
Give Elijah a blow job
Blindfold Elijah
“Are you sure you want to do this Anile?” Elijah interrupts me.
I peer up at him with the end of the pen in my mouth.
“Yes, I do.” I say sweetly. “I want to try new things with you - like the sort of stuff from that Verboten room, but not quite to that extreme. You are trying to change for me so I should try some things for you.” I smile angelic.
“I see.” He says quietly while rubbing his chin. "How do you feel about it all?"
"What do you mean?"
"How do you feel about me spanking you, tying you down, blindfolding you?" He frowns deeply.
"Um, okay - excited. I trust you Elijah."
He smiles sweetly - he loves that I trust him.
“If you are sure, forget that list, I have something you can read over and you can decide what you want to do.”
He gets to his feet and sort of looks nervous; he’s biting his lower lip and his hands keep sliding in and out of his pockets - it's as though he has no idea what to do with them. He glides over to his desk and pulls out an A4 size black leather folder from his bottom draw. He walks back towards me with cautious eyes.
“Here.” He passes it to me.
It’s soft, so, so soft like silk and really quite heavy.
“Open it. I have ticked everything that I will and will not do - see what you want to do.” He says serious while he sits right next to me. He passes me a red pen and I take it with jelly fingers; I drop it onto my lap but retrieve it quickly. I place the other pen onto the coffee table.
His closeness is alarming, I cannot concentrate with him almost on my body. Heat rises throughout my system, my palms are sweaty.
“Elijah, please move a seat away, I cannot concentrate.” I say weak.
He covers his entire mouth with his huge hand and looks as though he’s trying to stop himself from laughing. I shake my head at him.
Once he’s at a safe distance, I open the folder.
In libro de Notitia
A
Abrasion - Dictionary term meaning a wearing, grinding, or rubbing away by friction. In BDSM play this would See also stimulating the surface of the body with abrasive materials such as rough silk, leather, sandpaper, brushes, etc. NO
I'm wide eyed. "Well, thank God you don't want to cut me." I joke in a weak voice.He says nothing, he just stares impassively. He looks oh so serious. I gaze at him for a further few seconds; I know he's waiting until I have read the entire thing before he answers me. This could take a while Darks! You can say that again, look at the size of the damn thing - what is he, a BDSM teacher?
Age Play - Acting as if you were either younger or perhaps older than you really are. NO
Anal Beads - A set of strung beads used to insert into the anus to stimulate the anal nerves as foreplay or to cause orgasm. YES
Anal Play - This is generally play where the anus may be penetrated with either beads, ice, dildos, anal plugs, penis, or fist. Rimming the anus with a finger or toys stimulates the nerves which can create a more intense orgasm. Inserting and playing with one's prostate gland (males) will cause increased orgasm. YES
Anal Plug - A specially designed dildo for use in the anus that is shaped in a way so that it will not "fall out". Most commonly inserted and left in the anus for a given amount of time. Also used for "ass training" to stretch out the anus and get one accustomed to having something in their ass. YES
Anal Sex - Any sexual activity involving the anus. Examples are; rimming (oral), Butt / Anal Plugs, Dildos, and penile penetration. YES
"Elijah, the whole anal thing is not my thing." I say with a screwed up face."Princess, you don't have to do anything that you feel uncomfortable with. I just thought you can see what I like doing and we can go from there." He shrugs his shoulders.
"Huh, okay." I smile and return to my improper lesson.
Animal Role Playing - Games in which one or more partners, usually the bottom, takes on the role of an animal. Most common is probably a dog, or puppy boy / girl though horses are also popular. The 'animal' may imitate animal behaviour, wear items such as collars, leads, bridles and so on, or carry out tasks associated with animal behaviour. NO
Arm / Leg Sleeves - Play which involves binding the arms/legs of the submissive in an attempt to restrict mobility. YES
Aromas - Play which involves the use of certain aroma therapy to induce relaxation. Also referred to as "poppers". In some instances these can be volatile compounds whose vapours cause temporarily increased heart and breathing rates, muscle relaxation, and a "rushing" feeling in the head. These types of play are popular in the gay and rave scenes, and often used in an S/m context. There are some dangers associated with their use. NO
Asphyxiation - Commonly referred to as "breath control". Refers to play involving control of or restriction of air and / or oxygen to the brain. Any form of stopping breathing freely including choking, smothering and hoods with tubes, sacks, plastics, etc, is asphyxia. Sometimes used to cause a more intense orgasm. Other examples would be strangling which is compression of the neck or throat area to prevent oxygen to the brain; suffocation involves reducing the level of oxygen available to breathe; hanging where the body is suspended by the neck (remember, all these games are extremely dangerous, either alone or with a partner, and may cause DEATH ). YES
"Breath control?" I gasp."It is used for explosive orgasms - usually when people struggle with orgasms."
"That we will discuss properly - I am not comfortable with that."
"Like I said," he smiles sweetly, "you don't have to do anything you are uncomfortable with."
"Thanks." I say while croaking.
Auctioned for Charity - Involves play where the partner (usually the submissive) is auctioned off to others for charitable purposes and or services to another. This is illegal in many areas. NO
"You wouldn't want to be in competition for me?" I joke.He shakes his head with absolute surety.
"Huh, why?"
"Let's just say I tend to get a little aggressive when I think someone is trying to take what is mine." He says with desire pooling in his eyes; he's squinting a little but still eyeing me.
"How very alpha of you." I smile while trying not to laugh.
B
Ball Stretching - Play which involves a type of penile constraint attached to weights in order to provide a variety of sensations including discomfort and pain, while stretching the testicles and scrotum. NO
Bathroom Use Control - Scenes where the Dominant restricts or takes control over the submissive’s bodily functions through the use of techniques such as catheterization, enemas, diapers, rubber pants, and possibly golden showers. Examples in play: House training a puppy, age play, and golden shower play. YES
Bestiality - Play which incorporates the use of animals for sexual pleasure. Not to be confused with animal role playing. This form of play can be very dangerous. NO
Beating - Striking the body with various objects or the hand. Typically administered as punishment in connection with childhood punishments. For example, the Dominant may administer a "beating" to an unruly submissive. YES
Being Serviced (sexually) - Play which involves just that. The Dominant and/or submissive instructing one another to do exactly how He / She wants the submissive/Dominant to perform sexually. YES
Biting - Scenes involving the biting of the skin to induce pain. Safety Note: Although certain types of nibbling/biting are quite safe, extreme biting causing breaking/bleeding of the skin is not recommended and can be dangerous if not carefully done. NO
Blindfolds - Play which involves temporarily blocking the submissive's sense of sight. This type of play is essential when everyday objects are used to give unexpected sensations. Blindfolds come in many forms from the more expensive leather (full-head type) to the more inexpensive handkerchiefs, scarves, bandages. Safety Note: Do not make the blindfold too tight as to put pressure on the eyeballs. Although some people take blindfolding in stride, it can have unpredictable psychological effects and be extremely frightening for some people. YES
Breast / Chest Bondage - The restriction / bondage of the woman's breast / chest area for erotic reasons using various types of fastenings (i.e., rope, scarves, etc.). YES
Breath Control - Refers to play involving control of or restriction of air and / or oxygen to the brain. Other examples would be strangling, which is compression of the neck/throat area to prevent the flow of oxygen to the brain. Suffocation involves reducing the level of oxygen available to breathe; hanging where the body is suspended by the neck (remember, all these games are dangerous to play, either alone or with a partner). YES
