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Complete Works of Joseph Conrad (Illustrated), page 272

 

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  “You have done well.”

  In the carriage — it was a small brougham on sleigh runners — Razumov broke the silence in a voice that trembled slightly.

  “My gratitude surpasses the greatness of my presumption.”

  He gasped, feeling unexpectedly in the dark a momentary pressure on his arm.

  “You have done well,” repeated the Prince.

  When the carriage stopped the Prince murmured to Razumov, who had never ventured a single question —

  “The house of General T — -.”

  In the middle of the snow-covered roadway blazed a great bonfire. Some Cossacks, the bridles of their horses over the arm, were warming themselves around. Two sentries stood at the door, several gendarmes lounged under the great carriage gateway, and on the first-floor landing two orderlies rose and stood at attention. Razumov walked at the Prince’s elbow.

  A surprising quantity of hot-house plants in pots cumbered the floor of the ante-room. Servants came forward. A young man in civilian clothes arrived hurriedly, was whispered to, bowed low, and exclaiming zealously, “Certainly — this minute,” fled within somewhere. The Prince signed to Razumov.

  They passed through a suite of reception-rooms all barely lit and one of them prepared for dancing. The wife of the General had put off her party. An atmosphere of consternation pervaded the place. But the General’s own room, with heavy sombre hangings, two massive desks, and deep armchairs, had all the lights turned on. The footman shut the door behind them and they waited.

  There was a coal fire in an English grate; Razumov had never before seen such a fire; and the silence of the room was like the silence of the grave; perfect, measureless, for even the clock on the mantelpiece made no sound. Filling a corner, on a black pedestal, stood a quarter-life-size smooth-limbed bronze of an adolescent figure, running. The Prince observed in an undertone —

  “Spontini’s. ‘Flight of Youth.’ Exquisite.”

  “Admirable,” assented Razumov faintly.

  They said nothing more after this, the Prince silent with his grand air, Razumov staring at the statue. He was worried by a sensation resembling the gnawing of hunger.

  He did not turn when he heard an inner door fly open, and a quick footstep, muffled on the carpet.

  The Prince’s voice immediately exclaimed, thick with excitement —

  “We have got him — ce miserable. A worthy young man came to me — No! It’s incredible....”

  Razumov held his breath before the bronze as if expecting a crash. Behind his back a voice he had never heard before insisted politely —

  “Asseyez-vous donc.”

  The Prince almost shrieked, “Mais comprenez-vous, mon cher! L’assassin! the murderer — we have got him....”

  Razumov spun round. The General’s smooth big cheeks rested on the stiff collar of his uniform. He must have been already looking at Razumov, because that last saw the pale blue eyes fastened on him coldly.

  The Prince from a chair waved an impressive hand.

  “This is a most honourable young man whom Providence itself... Mr. Razumov.”

  The General acknowledged the introduction by frowning at Razumov, who did not make the slightest movement.

  Sitting down before his desk the General listened with compressed lips. It was impossible to detect any sign of emotion on his face.

  Razumov watched the immobility of the fleshy profile. But it lasted only a moment, till the Prince had finished; and when the General turned to the providential young man, his florid complexion, the blue, unbelieving eyes and the bright white flash of an automatic smile had an air of jovial, careless cruelty. He expressed no wonder at the extraordinary story — no pleasure or excitement — no incredulity either. He betrayed no sentiment whatever. Only with a politeness almost deferential suggested that “the bird might have flown while Mr. — Mr. Razumov was running about the streets.”

  Razumov advanced to the middle of the room and said, “The door is locked and I have the key in my pocket.”

  His loathing for the man was intense. It had come upon him so unawares that he felt he had not kept it out of his voice. The General looked up at him thoughtfully, and Razumov grinned.

  All this went over the head of Prince K — - seated in a deep armchair, very tired and impatient.

  “A student called Haldin,” said the General thoughtfully.

  Razumov ceased to grin.

  “That is his name,” he said unnecessarily loud. “Victor Victorovitch Haldin — a student.”

  The General shifted his position a little.

  “How is he dressed? Would you have the goodness to tell me?”

  Razumov angrily described Haldin’s clothing in a few jerky words. The General stared all the time, then addressing the Prince —

  “We were not without some indications,” he said in French. “A good woman who was in the street described to us somebody wearing a dress of the sort as the thrower of the second bomb. We have detained her at the Secretariat, and every one in a Tcherkess coat we could lay our hands on has been brought to her to look at. She kept on crossing herself and shaking her head at them. It was exasperating....” He turned to Razumov, and in Russian, with friendly reproach —

  “Take a chair, Mr. Razumov — do. Why are you standing?”

  Razumov sat down carelessly and looked at the General.

  “This goggle-eyed imbecile understands nothing,” he thought.

  The Prince began to speak loftily.

  “Mr. Razumov is a young man of conspicuous abilities. I have it at heart that his future should not....”

  “Certainly,” interrupted the General, with a movement of the hand. “Has he any weapons on him, do you think, Mr. Razumov?”

  The General employed a gentle musical voice. Razumov answered with suppressed irritation —

  “No. But my razors are lying about — you understand.”

  The General lowered his head approvingly.

  “Precisely.”

  Then to the Prince, explaining courteously —

  “We want that bird alive. It will be the devil if we can’t make him sing a little before we are done with him.”

  The grave-like silence of the room with its mute clock fell upon the polite modulations of this terrible phrase. The Prince, hidden in the chair, made no sound.

  The General unexpectedly developed a thought.

  “Fidelity to menaced institutions on which depend the safety of a throne and of a people is no child’s play. We know that, mon Prince, and — tenez — ” he went on with a sort of flattering harshness, “Mr. Razumov here begins to understand that too.”

  His eyes which he turned upon Razumov seemed to be starting out of his head. This grotesqueness of aspect no longer shocked Razumov. He said with gloomy conviction —

  “Haldin will never speak.”

  “That remains to be seen,” muttered the General.

  “I am certain,” insisted Razumov. “A man like this never speaks.... Do you imagine that I am here from fear?” he added violently. He felt ready to stand by his opinion of Haldin to the last extremity.

  “Certainly not,” protested the General, with great simplicity of tone. “And I don’t mind telling you, Mr. Razumov, that if he had not come with his tale to such a staunch and loyal Russian as you, he would have disappeared like a stone in the water... which would have had a detestable effect,” he added, with a bright, cruel smile under his stony stare. “So you see, there can be no suspicion of any fear here.”

  The Prince intervened, looking at Razumov round the back of the armchair.

  “Nobody doubts the moral soundness of your action. Be at ease in that respect, pray.”

  He turned to the General uneasily.

  “That’s why I am here. You may be surprised why I should....”

  The General hastened to interrupt.

  “Not at all. Extremely natural. You saw the importance....”

  “Yes,” broke in the Prince. “And I venture to ask insistently that mine and Mr. Razumov’s intervention should not become public. He is a young man of promise — of remarkable aptitudes.”

  “I haven’t a doubt of it,” murmured the General. “He inspires confidence.”

  “All sorts of pernicious views are so widespread nowadays — they taint such unexpected quarters — that, monstrous as it seems, he might suffer ...his studies...his...”

  The General, with his elbows on the desk, took his head between his hands.

  “Yes. Yes. I am thinking it out.... How long is it since you left him at your rooms, Mr. Razumov?”

  Razumov mentioned the hour which nearly corresponded with the time of his distracted flight from the big slum house. He had made up his mind to keep Ziemianitch out of the affair completely. To mention him at all would mean imprisonment for the “bright soul,” perhaps cruel floggings, and in the end a journey to Siberia in chains. Razumov, who had beaten Ziemianitch, felt for him now a vague, remorseful tenderness.

  The General, giving way for the first time to his secret sentiments, exclaimed contemptuously —

  “And you say he came in to make you this confidence like this — for nothing — a propos des bottes.”

  Razumov felt danger in the air. The merciless suspicion of despotism had spoken openly at last. Sudden fear sealed Razumov’s lips. The silence of the room resembled now the silence of a deep dungeon, where time does not count, and a suspect person is sometimes forgotten for ever. But the Prince came to the rescue.

  “Providence itself has led the wretch in a moment of mental aberration to seek Mr. Razumov on the strength of some old, utterly misinterpreted exchange of ideas — some sort of idle speculative conversation — months ago — I am told — and completely forgotten till now by Mr. Razumov.”

  “Mr. Razumov,” queried the General meditatively, after a short silence, “do you often indulge in speculative conversation?”

  “No, Excellency,” answered Razumov, coolly, in a sudden access of self-confidence. “I am a man of deep convictions. Crude opinions are in the air. They are not always worth combating. But even the silent contempt of a serious mind may be misinterpreted by headlong utopists.”

  The General stared from between his hands. Prince K — - murmured —

  “A serious young man. Un esprit superieur.”

  “I see that, mon cher Prince,” said the General. “Mr. Razumov is quite safe with me. I am interested in him. He has, it seems, the great and useful quality of inspiring confidence. What I was wondering at is why the other should mention anything at all — I mean even the bare fact alone — if his object was only to obtain temporary shelter for a few hours. For, after all, nothing was easier than to say nothing about it unless, indeed, he were trying, under a crazy misapprehension of your true sentiments, to enlist your assistance — eh, Mr. Razumov?”

  It seemed to Razumov that the floor was moving slightly. This grotesque man in a tight uniform was terrible. It was right that he should be terrible.

  “I can see what your Excellency has in your mind. But I can only answer that I don’t know why.”

  “I have nothing in my mind,” murmured the General, with gentle surprise.

  “I am his prey — his helpless prey,” thought Razumov. The fatigues and the disgusts of that afternoon, the need to forget, the fear which he could not keep off, reawakened his hate for Haldin.

  “Then I can’t help your Excellency. I don’t know what he meant. I only know there was a moment when I wished to kill him. There was also a moment when I wished myself dead. I said nothing. I was overcome. I provoked no confidence — I asked for no explanations — ”

  Razumov seemed beside himself; but his mind was lucid. It was really a calculated outburst.

  “It is rather a pity,” the General said, “that you did not. Don’t you know at all what he means to do?” Razumov calmed down and saw an opening there.

  “He told me he was in hopes that a sledge would meet him about half an hour after midnight at the seventh lamp-post on the left from the upper end of Karabelnaya. At any rate, he meant to be there at that time. He did not even ask me for a change of clothes.”

  “Ah voila!” said the General, turning to Prince K with an air of satisfaction. “There is a way to keep your protege, Mr. Razumov, quite clear of any connexion with the actual arrest. We shall be ready for that gentleman in Karabelnaya.”

  The Prince expressed his gratitude. There was real emotion in his voice. Razumov, motionless, silent, sat staring at the carpet. The General turned to him.

  “Half an hour after midnight. Till then we have to depend on you, Mr. Razumov. You don’t think he is likely to change his purpose?”

  “How can I tell?” said Razumov. “Those men are not of the sort that ever changes its purpose.”

  “What men do you mean?”

  “Fanatical lovers of liberty in general. Liberty with a capital L, Excellency. Liberty that means nothing precise. Liberty in whose name crimes are committed.”

  The General murmured —

  “I detest rebels of every kind. I can’t help it. It’s my nature!”

  He clenched a fist and shook it, drawing back his arm. “They shall be destroyed, then.”

  “They have made a sacrifice of their lives beforehand,” said Razumov with malicious pleasure and looking the General straight in the face. “If Haldin does change his purpose to-night, you may depend on it that it will not be to save his life by flight in some other way. He would have thought then of something else to attempt. But that is not likely.”

  The General repeated as if to himself, “They shall be destroyed.”

  Razumov assumed an impenetrable expression.

  The Prince exclaimed —

  “What a terrible necessity!”

  The General’s arm was lowered slowly.

  “One comfort there is. That brood leaves no posterity. I’ve always said it, one effort, pitiless, persistent, steady — and we are done with them for ever.”

  Razumov thought to himself that this man entrusted with so much arbitrary power must have believed what he said or else he could not have gone on bearing the responsibility.

  “I detest rebels. These subversive minds! These intellectual debauches! My existence has been built on fidelity. It’s a feeling. To defend it I am ready to lay down my life — and even my honour — if that were needed. But pray tell me what honour can there be as against rebels — against people that deny God Himself — perfect unbelievers! Brutes. It is horrible to think of.”

  During this tirade Razumov, facing the General, had nodded slightly twice. Prince K — -, standing on one side with his grand air, murmured, casting up his eyes —

  “Helas!”

  Then lowering his glance and with great decision declared —

  “This young man, General, is perfectly fit to apprehend the bearing of your memorable words.”

  The General’s whole expression changed from dull resentment to perfect urbanity.

  “I would ask now, Mr. Razumov,” he said, “to return to his home. Note that I don’t ask Mr. Razumov whether he has justified his absence to his guest. No doubt he did this sufficiently. But I don’t ask. Mr. Razumov inspires confidence. It is a great gift. I only suggest that a more prolonged absence might awaken the criminal’s suspicions and induce him perhaps to change his plans.”

  He rose and with a scrupulous courtesy escorted his visitors to the ante-room encumbered with flower-pots.

  Razumov parted with the Prince at the corner of a street. In the carriage he had listened to speeches where natural sentiment struggled with caution. Evidently the Prince was afraid of encouraging any hopes of future intercourse. But there was a touch of tenderness in the voice uttering in the dark the guarded general phrases of goodwill. And the Prince too said —

  “I have perfect confidence in you, Mr. Razumov.”

  “They all, it seems, have confidence in me,” thought Razumov dully. He had an indulgent contempt for the man sitting shoulder to shoulder with him in the confined space. Probably he was afraid of scenes with his wife. She was said to be proud and violent.

  It seemed to him bizarre that secrecy should play such a large part in the comfort and safety of lives. But he wanted to put the Prince’s mind at ease; and with a proper amount of emphasis he said that, being conscious of some small abilities and confident in his power of work, he trusted his future to his own exertions. He expressed his gratitude for the helping hand. Such dangerous situations did not occur twice in the course of one life — he added.

  “And you have met this one with a firmness of mind and correctness of feeling which give me a high idea of your worth,” the Prince said solemnly. “You have now only to persevere — to persevere.”

  On getting out on the pavement Razumov saw an ungloved hand extended to him through the lowered window of the brougham. It detained his own in its grasp for a moment, while the light of a street lamp fell upon the Prince’s long face and old-fashioned grey whiskers.

  “I hope you are perfectly reassured now as to the consequences...”

  “After what your Excellency has condescended to do for me, I can only rely on my conscience.”

  “Adieu,” said the whiskered head with feeling.

  Razumov bowed. The brougham glided away with a slight swish in the snow — he was alone on the edge of the pavement.

  He said to himself that there was nothing to think about, and began walking towards his home.

  He walked quietly. It was a common experience to walk thus home to bed after an evening spent somewhere with his fellows or in the cheaper seats of a theatre. After he had gone a little way the familiarity of things got hold of him. Nothing was changed. There was the familiar corner; and when he turned it he saw the familiar dim light of the provision shop kept by a German woman. There were loaves of stale bread, bunches of onions and strings of sausages behind the small window-panes. They were closing it. The sickly lame fellow whom he knew so well by sight staggered out into the snow embracing a large shutter.

  Nothing would change. There was the familiar gateway yawning black with feeble glimmers marking the arches of the different staircases.

  The sense of life’s continuity depended on trifling bodily impressions. The trivialities of daily existence were an armour for the soul. And this thought reinforced the inward quietness of Razumov as he began to climb the stairs familiar to his feet in the dark, with his hand on the familiar clammy banister. The exceptional could not prevail against the material contacts which make one day resemble another. To-morrow would be like yesterday.

 

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