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  out all the creases in the world. Volta looked like someone in the grip of their

  own hypnotism. The room grew more sombre, even, as the sky outside

  darkened. Grey wisps of snow coiled at the edges of the windows.

  Volta spoke of masters & slaves, of dialectics, of the impasse of Reason.

  Němec stifled a yawn.

  ‘You might say,’ the doctor leant back suddenly from the desk, breaking the

  spell, ‘that man himself is really nothing but a fantasy. The fantasy of a fantasy.’

  He looked at Němec & sighed again. His fingers spread out on the table as

  if he were groping for something that wasn’t there. But it was only an impression.

  ‘Do you understand what I’m saying?’

  The question was a rhetorical one but Volta still smiled at Němec

  hopefully. The silence produced no perceptible effect. The doctor tapped his

  fingers. Back to normal, then, Němec thought, wondering what the hell he was

  really doing there, sitting in that office. Volta stopped tapping & brought his

  hands together to form an apex in front of his mouth —

  ‘Right now you’re probably thinking that everything I’ve just told you is

  sheer mystification?’ he said through his fingers.

  Němec kept his face blank. He had no idea what the doctor was getting at.

  ‘I wouldn’t blame you,’ Volta sighed, as if he’d read his listener’s thoughts.

  Němec experienced a moment of mild panic, but the doctor was staring

  emptily into space, hands clasped in abstract prayer, evincing no other awareness

  there was anyone else still in the room. Alone amongst the décor, he’d’ve had all

  the appearance of some disenchanted melodrama pretending to be a man & not

  getting very far with it. His voice by now was a kind of drone sliding farther &

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  farther into the bass register. At any moment the whole room would start to

  shake & the pictures fall from the walls.

  ‘We are,’ Volta seemed to moan, ‘deadened by a dying language no longer

  capable either of expressing the truth or of telling us what “truth” actually means.’

  Volta’s eyes gazed deadly, as dead as the lightbulb lying on the floor —

  ‘I’m a doctor,’ he said, as if gaining confidence in stating the obvious, ‘I

  know the value of anatomy, but the body I must be competent in treating isn’t

  some cadaver anatomised in text books, but the whole living social organism —

  the world itself, you could say, & the world’s mind. Because the world really does

  have a mind,’ Volta grimaced, turning his gaze towards Němec as though

  suddenly reminded of his existence. ‘It’s thinking us, you & me, at this very

  moment. You don’t believe me?’

  Outside, the snow was falling heavier & faster. And behind the whirling

  of the snow, the mind of the world, working-out its hidden design, making

  ordered chaos even of these most evanescent & fragile particles. The kernel of the

  wordsoul, as the old Prof had been fond of saying. Not world, but word: Wort,

  nicht Welt. He’d taken the idea from Plotinus, or Plato maybe, or Polonius — it

  hardly mattered. Conjuring some voice at the dawn of time, in the time before

  time, author of the Beginning & the End, etc. But the voice Němec was hearing

  belonged to a man who was merely that, with his back bowed under the weight

  of a conscience that wasn’t his. Němec could just about picture the apprentice

  apostle Volta on the hill of Golgotha, silent at the foot of that particular

  crucifixion, eyes fixed on the nailed & broken feet of his crucified God, flyblown

  already, thinking — He’ll never be able to walk again, they’ll have to wheel him

  about on a trestleboard — but still, in some abstract way, committed to the

  Hippocratic task, the little daily acts of salvation & resurrection. As if he, too,

  had found his soul’s Eternal Janitor, his Pigeon Man.

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  ___________

  The church on Husova stood barely a stone’s throw from a well-frequented

  drinking establishment called the Golden Taige &, on its southern side, was

  divided from the buildings of the Philosophy Institute by the cobblestones of

  Zlatá Street. Contrary to popular belief, the heretic Jan Hus, burned at the stake

  on the shores of the Bodensee in  for sins against the Church of Rome,

  never preached there. “Hus,” a name deriving from Sklavic origins meaning goose

  or possibly Saxon origins meaning cough, was uncommon already by the

  seventeenth century.

  It was morning, sometime between the Prof’s funeral & the Rehab Unit.

  Němec was still doing his rounds, but not for very much longer. Unknown forces

  were gathering, he could feel it like a twitch beneath the skin, the signs were

  multiplying, fair warning given, soon it’d be safer to remain behind locked doors.

  In the meantime he wandered the points of the constellations: the Chop House,

  The White Whale, the foggy embankments, the humid libraries & musty

  bookshops, the smoky movie houses on the Square, the brown coal-haze of

  Blecha’s rooftop.

  The Old Man’s death brought an air of cloying mortality. It was a new

  feeling. Everyone Němec had ever known had simply disappeared from the

  picture, immaculately so to speak. Death, the omniscient stage director, had so far

  declined to put in a personal appearance. It gave Němec pause to consider where

  he’d come from, where he was headed. In the scheme of things, Nowhere could be

  the underside of everything or nothing at all. Whoever tried to find such a place?

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  Sometimes he wondered if the files at the Interior Ministry weren’t just

  part of some elaborate fame-up. And the Home. And now this. Some kind of

  psychiatric experiment from the future to mess with the programme, retrodesign

  the End of History, or whatever, find the missing keys to the omniverse. All in

  the mind, of course. No arguing with that. Was any of it supposed to be funny?

  Hoohoo, went the pigeons under the eaves. Haahaa, the bicycle wheezing along

  the pavement. Overcoats flapped in the wind, handkerchiefs waved, gloved

  hands gathered scarves around necks. It was a morning designed for portents. As

  Němec navigated a crowd of church-goers loitering on the curb, he was

  reminded of a couple of ancient Silesian proverbs:

  It’ll come to pass as the old goose quacked…

  &

  A man with a cough cannot hide…

  Zlatá (it was really too narrow to be called a street, but also too wide to be an

  alley) ran out into a small square hafted on its farther side by Jilská Street.

  Adjoining an archway with a pair of large wooden coachdoors, a folklorist’s

  trinketshop stood with woven baskets arranged on the cobbled pavement,

  containing puppets, carved dolls & ornamental Easter eggs six months out of

  season. Above the shop entrance, a wrought-iron motif, gold-flaked, depicted

  the Goose that laid the Golden Egg. From the gloom of the shop, a girl in white

  folk-skirt & embroidered blue bodice gazed with a look of weird desperation out

  at the street, as if for the price of a few dollars she might be saved from a fate

  worse than this.

  The girl in the white folk-skirt observed Němec’s approach. His actual

  destination, the Svoboda & Slovíčkář bookstore, was diagonally opposite the

  trinketshop — its façade in large part concealed behind a parked delivery van,

  from which three men in overalls were currently unloading crates. The crates,

  stencilled FRAGILE & vv

  vv, belonged to an address one

  door along: SKRIER & CO., PURVEYORS OF FINE CRYSTAL — from

  whose entrance a fourth man came wheeling a trolley, humming loudly to

  himself the theme tune from an old TV detective drama, Major Zeman.

  Němec stared morbidly at the shop window papered with the usual printed

  & handwritten notices. The girl across the street tracked his reflection in the gaps

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  between. Then someone inside the trinketshop called out & the girl reluctantly

  turned & disappeared inside. Němec, having never even noticed her, was standing

  in front of the advertisement for The Sphinx’s Code, a definitive booklength study

  of the Voynich Manuscript: observa hoc spatium. Blank. In his slept-in undertaker’s

  suit & mess of unbrushed hair he looked the part, at least, ogling the sign in the

  window with hunched shoulders like a scarecrow sizing up to let go a couple of

  knockdown combinations at a wet paper bag. There were holes in his shoes. If it

  seemed he’d come a long way, he still had much further to go. Němec sighed as

  his gaze drifted across the notices, some of them layered four or five deep like bits

  of uncovered archaeology. They all appeared innocuous enough:

  Hanka’s Homoeopathic Herbal Healings, on Liliová Street, was hosting a

  lecture by PhDr Ondřej Zeugma, “tonight at :” (no date given). Visits to

  the last-known resting place of Rabbi Löw’s “Golem,” by arrangement at the

  New Old Synagogue, please contact etc. Albino laboratory mice for sale, in good

  health, ideal as domestic pets. Multidimensional services* to take place at St

  Thomas’ Church, Mondays, Tuesday, Thursdays, Fridays at pm, everyone

  welcome. The Centre for Theoretical Study, weekly workshop #: How to

  Build an Orgone Accumulator in your Own Home. An exhibition of the

  proteiform work of Rudolf II’s court portraitist, Giuseppe Arcimboldo, about to

  open at the Kunsthistorisches Museum in Schnitzelstadt (the flyer showed a

  portrait of the Habsburg Emperor made from a pallet of fruit & veg, like

  surrealist grocery). The Psychic Flea Circus Trainer’s Manual, complete set, “as

  new,” Kč ,- with complementary wall-chart…

  As Němec pushed open the door, a draught of warm musty air swaddled

  him — immediately his eyes drooped, the odour of decaying books was like a

  soporific. Behind him a bell tinkled & as if summoned from nowhere an elderly

  man, with thick square bifocals & a bowl-shaped fringe of hair around a

  baldspot like a Capuchin’s tonsure, appeared behind the shop counter. Němec

  recognised him from past occasions, but the bookseller’s face exhibited nothing

  but the blank expectancy of someone who harbours few illusions about his fellow

  man, least of all his customers.

  They exchanged monosyllables. Němec asked about the notice in the

  window. The bookseller just looked at him from behind his pasty bifocals with

  eyes that grew a little blanker, as if only an idiot would expect him to know such

  * Sic. (Did he mean “Multidenominational”? Call it what you will: “the name of the name isn’t the

  same as the name.”) [:]

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  things. You’d think people went there for no reason but to pry secrets out of him,

  secrets he didn’t know he possessed but which he was determined to keep in any

  case. It’d been like that when Němec asked about Mydlář, the mere mention of

  the headsman’s name was enough to make the bookseller clam up. Němec tried

  subtler approaches, but always in the end it was the same —

  ‘If it ain’t on the shelves,’ the bookseller grumbled, wedging a pencil stub

  as thin as a toothpick between his teeth, ‘it ain’t on the shelves.’

  Němec gave the pseudo-Capuchin a sceptical look, but just then a couple

  of students wandered in, so Němec drifted off down one of the aisles & began

  rifling through the sections on History, Art, Esoterica, Theology. You could tell

  that’s what the sections were supposed to be because someone who’d once-upon-

  a-time tried to be helpful had written as much on strips of blue paper sellotaped

  to the respective shelves. Once-upon-a-time it might’ve even meant something,

  but it didn’t any more. You’d’ve had better luck with a jigged roulette table.

  Just for the hell of it, Němec chose a couple of shelves at random —

  picking through cardboard folios & back numbers of The Murmurer, thick

  hardcover museum catalogues, star charts & handpainted tarot decks, yellowed

  flyspecked theatre pamphlets & dusty letterpress poetry fascicles, Churchill’s

  twelve-volume history of the War, Gray’s Anatomy, a black cloth-bound copy of

  My Secret Life (vols. I-VI) by “Anonymous,” several dozen overpriced pirate

  editions (printed in Leipzig) of the more decadent Western Imperialist authors

  of the last two centuries, & — pièce de résistance — a full set of the Complete

  Works of Comrade Marx&Engels, bound in fake vellum, gold-embossed &

  lettered in carmine.

  Whatever system might once have ordered the store’s inventory seemed

  long ago to’ve been abandoned under the sheer bulk of accumulation. Books had

  been fitted into every available space, from floor to ceiling, piled on stairs, in

  boxes, teetering atop planks of bowed plywood ranged overhead into makeshift

  bridges between opposing upper shelves. It was like a burrow or a bower. The

  sound of a cash register clanked from the other end of the shop, muffled behind

  the walls of books. Stairs wound down, around & back up again. Light filtered

  through a window thick with dust & papered almost entirely with blank bits of

  paper. Beneath it was a shelf stacked with periodicals dating back to the s.

  Němec grabbed a bundle at random & sorted through it. Then another.

  Kino, National Geographic, Přítomnost, Encounter, Typ, Erotická Revue & suchlike.

  The dusty glue & newsprint smell of the fleshpots of yore, etc. It was in this

  manner that he stumbled upon a pretentious-looking journal called Heterocosmica,

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  in whose pages, as he flipped through, fanning away the dust that came off them,

  he came upon a “letter,” translated from the Latin, sent long ago by a Golem City

  book collector to a Roman priest. It wasn’t a particularly interesting letter by itself.

  It was reprinted at the end of a long article about the Dialogicall Diſcourſes of Spirits

  & Divels (London, ) — Declairing their proper offence, natures, diſpoſitions, and

  operations: their poſſeßions and dispoſſeßions — under the heading:

  An Apologia for Hermes Trismegistus

  But something startlingly familiar about the letter caused Němec to jerk his

  head, as if someone had stalked up behind him & coughed unexpectedly in his

  ear. Then someone really did cough. The sound came from behind one of the

  bookshelves. Němec stood like that waiting for several moments before he

  realised he was in a cul-de-sac separated by only a couple of feet from the store

  entrance. As if to confirm his deduction the bell over the door chimed. There

  was a mumbled exchange at the counter. Footsteps. All of which might’ve

  passed unremarked had at that very instant two pinhole eyes not been peering at

  Němec from the other side of the window.

  The eyes seemed to exist all by themselves, detached from any face,

  floating in a square of smudged glass framed by paper scraps. Then a shadow fell

  across the glass & the eyes were gone. He blinked at the empty space in the

  middle of it, then down at the journal he was clutching in his hands, then back

  at the empty space. Observa hoc spatium… Something in his mind struggled to

  make a connection. A connection it would’ve been better not to make…

  ☤

  Rewind still further: October, the last time Němec saw the Prof alive.

  It’d gone eight o’clock & Němec was late. The weather was more than

  usually cold for that time of year — ice hung in the air & the wind worked its way

  through Němec’s tattered coat as he trudged up the street, cobblestones slick

  underfoot. He was thinking through variations of a gambit he’d perhaps try out

  against his wily foe, given the (unlikely) opportunity — Fromm’s, socalled: e!? in

  reply to f — when he saw the white house standing there ahead, the vaulted arch

  into the open-flanked courtyard, the lights in the windows like drowned embers.

  He climbed the winding Tower stairs & rang the bell. The caretaker, an

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  elderly bird by name of Severínová, opened the door wrapped in the aroma of

  pickled zelí, giving Němec a blank stare. She knew him of course, but that’s the

  way with some people, isn’t it, looking at you like they’ve never clapped eyes on

  you before in their lives. From all indications, Mrs Severínová had been up there

  cooking the evening’s variation on boiled veg & two cabbage, the Prof &

  entourage being of that caste disdainful towards the flesh of beast or fowl. The old

  bird had been leaving in any case & so ushered Němec in as she ushered herself

 

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