The combinations, p.119

The Combinations, page 119

 

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  leftovers on his midnight breakfast plate. Rind of the ancient marmalade.

  Breadcrumbs & rancid butter. Lives like a bloody king, that codger in the fancy

  skullcap. Munchmunchmunch. Yum-o! And how about a slice of that parboiled

  shite on the Petri dish. Very fancy, very gourmet, what? Zimzamzooom! Laying

  down some très subtle vapour trails there, faking a bit of that pseudorandom

  aimlessness to fox the opposition. Loop-de-loop. Figure-eight. Double-pike.

  Then voom hitting the g-forces el serioso, straight up at the ceiling there like

  playing chicken with a ten tonne Mack. Whoa! Doesn’t even blink! Pulls a

  vertical stall, tucking under for a flawlessly executed upsidedown landing on the

  mildewed masonry. Ten-outa-fuckin’-ten! Fly-eye view of the ongoing

  proceedings below. Ah- ha. Some real multicellular weirdness happening down

  there. Zip! Oh-oh, looks like company. Nnnrrrrrttttt!

  ‘Nazdar, vole!’

  ‘Eat shit ’n’ die, vole!’

  ‘Not s’long as aye ken fly, vole! Hahaha.’

  ‘Hahafuckin’ha.’

  ‘Hahafuckyoutoo, Magoo. Wot be noo?’

  ‘Yo, vole, check out dat gross-as-fuck ecto-thingy down dere! Is dat cool or

  is dat cool? Want we go grab a bite o’ it?’

  ‘Holyfriggin’Moses, bro! Dat ain’t no ecto-thingy, dat’s da Devil in dis-

  guise!’

  ‘Why’s da Devil lookin’ like a wo-man, for, vole?’

  ‘ Dat a woman?’

  ‘He got all dem wo-man bits.’

  ‘If dat a woman, she be da ugliest doggone bitch aye ever seen. Looks

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  more like da Texass Chitlins Massacre widdout da special defects!’

  ‘Special wot? Dey had who?’

  ‘Dem great big hunks o’ white meat, vole! Ugly as Jesus’ mama!’

  ‘Well, least dey ain’t singin’, ya know, like in Da Soun’ o’ Musak.’

  ‘Yo, bro. Edelweiss, ba-ba-damn! Whitey poon taste nice, ba-ba-damn!’

  ‘Woah! Is dat wot aye tink it is?’

  ‘Dunno, bro, whadya tink it is?’

  ‘Looks like da old skullcap’s havin’ dat lily ass o’ his flay - ed wid da nastiest

  bundle o’ birch faggots dis here buzzbomb ever did klep eyes upone…’

  Swiiiiish! Whack!

  Well, after he bartered his soul, his charisma, his baubles & his last

  mental faculty, what’d that idiot semblable have left to peddle but his polymathic

  posterior, in a manner of speaking, to try to buy just a little more time? And

  morphing Mephistopheles, done up now like postcoital Frankensteinian parody

  of the poor bugger’s belovèd stepdaughter, wanton Westonia no less, the

  raunchiest rhymester Golem City’s seen since, since, well for a very long while

  indeed. Arousing in the way a final sickness might be arousing to a dying man.

  She’s really bending her elbow, giving it to dear old dads like there’s a fire needs

  fanning down below, hehe. Labcoat & shirttails up around his waist, forked

  beard a-flutter, sweat beading his brow. And this’s just the warm-up, lovelies.

  You can see it in the whites of his eyes, he’s degradation’s slave. Like a

  whorehouse piano player with a gutful of Franz Liszt stuck in his craw &

  nothing but saloon slop coming out. He could’ve been someone, he could’ve

  amounted to something, he could’ve been a better class of sucker than this. The

  Elixir’s right there, in his mind he can see IT, very nearly almost within his

  grasp. But he’ll go to Hell first before that flagellating flibbertygibbet’ll get IT

  out’ve HIM! That’s right. This Westonia shtick’s a stick too far! There were

  limits, you know, things even a crapulous old queer like K here wouldn’t

  countenance on his mother’s grave. Really. You just don’t underestimate a man

  who’s laid down sideways all his life. He’ll take his secret with him, by Christ, if

  it’s the last thing he does. Burn his books. Break his beakers. Bury IT under a

  mountain of gibberish. Then if he still has his own legs, & even if he hasn’t, he’ll

  make a run for it, vamoose, be air. Make it look good, like some Stalag 17

  suicide run. See if that mercurial maggot figures out he’s been stiffed real good!

  Hissssssssss! Thwack!

  ‘Owwwww!!!!!!’

  ‘Quiet in there!’

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  Borislav gave the door to the alchemist’s cell a mighty backhand. Silence

  within. He cracked his enormous knuckles, dropped his hand onto the region of

  his jockstrap & idly scratched a sliver of scrotum poking through the seam.

  ‘Weirdo,’ Vratislav grunted. ‘The hell’s he doin’ in there anyway?’

  ‘The place adjectivally stinks,’ Rostislav slapped a playing card face-up on

  the stool that stood between the three of them. ‘Wot we gotta end up with sub-

  par employment like this for, s’wot I wanna know. Twenty years loyal service ’n’

  we gotta babysit some potzo with a chemistry set.’

  Borislav slapped a card down on top of the one Rostislav had just slapped

  down. Vratislav slapped another on top of that. It was Rostislav’s go again.

  ‘I’d rather be in adjectival Bulgaria,’ he said, scratching a chin the size of a

  garbage pale. ‘Beatin’ the innards out of adjectival Turks.’

  He slapped down a card. Borislav farted, slapped down a card.

  ‘Snap!’ Vratislav hoiked.

  He grabbed the cards in his spade hands & shuffled them into his deck.

  Slapped a card on the stool.

  ‘I’d fancy a couple of months in Italy meself,’ Rostislav said, slapping

  down a card. ‘You know, see some of the old buildin’s & stuff. Visit the

  museums.’

  ‘Me mum spent her holidays in Verona last year,’ said Borislav. ‘Said you

  wouldn’t believe the mozzies. Had an awful time.’

  ‘Autumn’s your best bet, s’wot I’ve been told.’

  ‘Don’t like all them foreign places much meself. I’d rather beat the innards

  out of Turks right ’ere.’

  ‘Well they’ve got their own adjectival country, don’t they? Wot, they got

  sick of all that sand & flies & stuff & had to come over ’ere & nick ours?’

  ‘Wot I heard is, the guards over on the south wing are votin’ to go out on

  strike over it. Apparently there’s adjectival Turks bein’ given all the plum jobs

  shovellin’ out the latrines.’

  ‘That’s just typical, init?’

  ‘Snap!’ growled Borislav.

  ‘Excuse I,’ Vratislav groaned, heaving his enormous leathery posterior off

  his stool & giving his jerkin a shrug. ‘Gotta splash the sandals.’

  Flip flap flop as he slouched off down the flagstones, first on the right,

  watch the step, shut the door behind, unhook the old codpiece for a well-

  deserved slash. Point Percy at the porcelain, figuratively speaking. Shake hands

  with the wife’s best friend, in a manner of. Siphon the python, to be exact. A

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  healthy stream of recycled swill, frothing out of the hole in the floor bubble

  bubble bubble & a yellowybrown sludge welling up, spilling all over the hunched-

  up giant’s exposed toe-line, slopping about his size  insoles. Ergh! No room to

  escape the flood in there. Bloody Habsburg plumbing! Gurgle gurgle belch. Now

  he’ll have to schlep around with soggy feet for the rest of the night, stinking of

  piss & God only knew what else, the stuff people poured down the jacks these

  days, no consideration for the environment or anything. Then splarf! & the

  whole lot suddenly got sucked down in a gush of unblockage, having reached

  some kind of critical volume-to-mass ratio, slurping southbound through the

  shitshoot & off into space like one of them vacuum-sealed midAtlantic flush-

  jobs at high altitude, atomised on impact with the stratosphere or whatever they

  were bound to call it, come the day. Funny the sorts of things start ticking

  around your head during &/or after a gratifying bladder-release. Future air-

  travel, now wouldn’t that be a gag, eh? Couldn’t you just picture the lads, knees

  up round their ears in the backrow of economy class for a dirty weekend in

  Istanbul! Priceless! Just wait till they heard that one! Christ, he’d try flappin’ his

  own wings off the watchtower wall if it’d get him away from this dump.

  Weeweeweeeeeeeeeee goes the pee down into the sea…

  Well, it wasn’t the sea exactly, but a moat’s not the worst place for a

  particle of piss to wind up in the general scheme of things, lots of opportunities,

  adventure, new faces, fishy tadpole whatsits to investigate, water bears, mud

  monsters, bouquets of bluegreen algae, really pretty that time of year. Even the

  odd floating skullcap belonging no doubt to another one of them haphazard

  alchemist types with compound fractures out his de-lobed ears, just dropped-in

  for a quick visit, a quick peekaroo at the scenery, & oh how very scenic it indeed

  is down here in the middle of the night, little crescent moons reflecting in gently

  undulating concentric wavelets. Splish splash splosh! And…

  ‘The dirty bugger! He’s GOOOOOONE!’

  Echoing out the high tower window, a mellifluous windborne lament

  that, for the poor bastards stationed outside the cell door, was more like a

  spleen-rupturing howl. Rostislav, Borislav & Vratislav peered in through the

  doorway while the charwoman, gone arse-over-tit in a puddle of quicksilver,

  brush, pail & all, sat there on the floor wailing her head off & bugeyed pointing

  at the bloodsmear HELTER SKELTER graffitied across the walls. Bits of

  shredded birch strewn about, shattered glass, books hacked from their covers,

  machines crudely dismembered, a labcoat with a K monogrammed on the

  breast pocket draped over a chairback, bloodied ropes lying near about, but no

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  sign of the old crackpot. Jumped he must’ve!

  And perched there unbeknownst on the windowsill, a bloody big black

  Crow giving the howling charwoman the beady eye. Then some quick damage

  assessment, head cocked to one side. Yep, just as Crow thought: that

  Mephrastus-in-Drag couldn’t find a hole in a whorehouse, even if it was parked

  under his nose, which in this case it proverbially was. K’s magic manuscript,

  camouflaged right into the open air. The solus scriptura of the book that

  brooked no equal, whose key was the Kama Sutra of the mouth & tongue that

  must be grown for it to speak — kroark! kroark! — a little lubrication of the

  linguistic cortex, back brain, frontal lobe, lower abdominal, etc… Saying, ’ERE I

  AM to anyone who wasn’t a deafblind halfwit, present company excluded of

  course. How pathetic it looked, heaped beside the dead alchemist’s stool in that

  miserable closet, like mouldy foodscraps or the shaggy arse of a wistful-looking

  mutt about to crap in the middle of your doorstep — a prize turd to be boiled

  down into haemorrhoid balm for some Mephritic monkey with a pompom on

  the end of its tail, able to perform all nature of tricks, if only it could be trained

  to shit gold. A four-legged golem. Bowwow! And if that, what else couldn’t it be

  taught to do? Lay a parboiled egg? The philosopher’s stone itself? But not this

  time, Mephistyrselfinthearse! Kroark!

  The charwoman howled some more. The three giants crowded in the

  doorway. Crow cackled quietly to himself, flapped unseen onto the floor, got his

  black beak around said book (looked just like a goddamn paving stone &

  weighed like one too) & without further ado beat a hasty retreat. Flap flap flap

  out over the moat & across the fields, down onto the awaiting shoulder of a

  sinister cloaked figure astride a mighty black steed. Said figure’s eyes flash in the

  moonlight. Nothing that has transpired up there in the castle tower has escaped

  his piercing gaze. For he has seen all, knows all. That’s right, kids, just as you

  expected, it’s our old friend, der schwartze Reiter.

  ‘Good work, Crow,’ taking the book in gauntleted hand & giving the bird

  an appreciative chuck under the craw. ‘That pretty much concludes our business

  here for today. Let’s hit the highroad before someone figures it out…’

  And with the Lone Ranger theme tune wafting faintly in his wake, the

  Black Rider rides right off the page into the Land of As If, through swirling

  mind-mandalas & archetypes & synchronicities & dream keys. Němec blinked

  at the words spiralling weirdly about like that on the paper right there in front of

  him. Zapf! Here we go again! Then realised it wasn’t the words moving but

  something else, something black spinning on its end & rolling to a stop. Must’ve

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  fallen from somewhere. He leant down to pick it up. Well I’ll be. It was one of

  the Prof’s chesspieces. A knight, no less. Maybe even the knight, but where’d it

  come from? Němec glanced at the ceiling. Nothing much up there except

  cracked plaster turned grey over the years, prolapsed mouldings, cobwebs in the

  corners, mottled by watermarks & sloping at a wrong angle. He turned the

  chesspiece between his fingers. Yer wastin’ yer time, kiddo, been here before,

  remember? The arbitrary beginning & thereafter the mania of causation, like

  some sort of Gomer Piles character with an idée fixe to diddle Pandora’s

  powderbox, only to wind up in the boobyhatch without ever seeing the funny

  side of his predicament, hehe, ramping up the pathos in hope, perhaps, however

  unrealistic, of fitting a twist into it, something that’d upset the readers’

  arrangements & leave them wondering at how mysteriously the Hand of the

  Author moves, catching them five minutes from the end of the episode just

  when they coulda swore they had it all figured out, coulda written the damn

  thing themselves even, a whole dressed-up masterpiece-by-numbers, blah-de-

  blah-blah-blah, just like some monkey-in-disguise at the junior spelling bee, who

  wins the electric typewriter & never looks back…

  Thump! went something upstairs. Eh? A fine white powdery dust sifted

  down onto Němec’s face. He sputtered, waved his hands. The ceiling shook.

  Clop clop clop. And was that the sound of the Prof’s ghost he could hear, laughing

  in the distance?

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  ___________

  THE KEY

  Leucippus of Miletus, a contemporary of Democritus, believed that

  nothing happens without a cause, but everything with a cause & by

  necessity. He also believed everything was composed of atoms, like motes

  in a sunbeam, circulating in an infinite void. The entire universe might

  just as well’ve been nothing but the morbid symptom of a mind driven to

  despair by the minute significance of all things: in every direction, lines of

  influence spread out & closed-in on themselves — dreams & possible

  worlds — untranslatable idioms of the evolutionary cosmos. It was for

  others to believe that Creation had a purpose or suffer the doubt that their

  God merely signified the purpose of a yet higher rationale — the clockwork

  homunculus inside the Mind of the Cosmos: somewhere, a hidden chess

  player calculating the moves, like the dwarf concealed inside Kempelen’s

  machine, the brain inside the automaton, God’s puppetmaster. As if

  behind every bit of randomness there stood a concocted Sphinx, whose

  riddle was a mirror held up to Reason, ready to evaporate the moment you

  construed it.*

  — T. Hájek, Geschichte als göttliche Wahrscheinlichkeit

  A tiny gold figure was spinning & turning end over end, suspended in the

  darkness, revolving in its own firmament. It was terribly cold. Němec was lying

  on his back, naked, in the snow. Above him, the sky was black, the snow had

  ceased to fall, there was only that gold thing, glittering, turning, hanging there.

  He couldn’t see what it was. At first he thought it was an astrologer’s sphere,

  then a gold coin, a ring, a blade. Their shapes formed & reformed, blurring like

  images in water. Then he saw what it was — a key. Turning end over end, its

  movement described a circle of light against the blackness. It revolved, without

  ever coming closer.

  * What was it the schoolmasters said? “In logic, nothing’s accidental: the riddle doesn’t exist — if a

  question can be put at all, it can also be answered…” Ludwig Wittgenstein, son of a Zhiddish steel

  magnate, Tractarsus Logico-Phallusophicus .. [:]

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  When the mood took her, Mrs Severínová was liable to fall into lengthy

  reminiscence — about the golden years, the pervading spirit, the heyday of the

  blood — but the mood very rarely did. This occasion, though, was one of them.

  ‘It was on account of the mechanical dolls,’ she said, inviting him to a cup

  of Yunan tea from the obligatory pot on the kitchen table. A bundle of the old

 

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