Voyeur, page 29
“Well, I know tonight, you’re going to be making Brandi come, and that’s it, so I thought I could come here and maybe make you come. If you’re interested, that is.”
“Oh, I’m interested.”
Honor removed the coat she’d worn, and Silver’s jaw dropped.
“I know you had clothes on when you left for work this morning, Honor.”
“I left them in the locker room. I’ll put them on when I leave.” She dropped the coat onto the futon and walked around the desk. “Do you remember when you ate me out under my desk at work?”
“Which time?” Silver asked.
“The first time,” Honor said and knelt down in front of Silver, undoing her jeans. “I’m going to return the favor.”
“No complaints here, but do I get to touch you, too? You didn’t have to get naked to eat me out, babe.”
Honor pulled down at Silver’s jeans and boxer briefs and said, “You can do literally anything you want to me.”
“What has gotten into you?” Silver asked, lifting her hips to allow Honor to remove her clothes.
“I just love you.”
“And you’re really turned on right now.”
“I am, yes,” Honor said. “I’ll tell you why I’m in a good mood after.”
“You’re not in a good mood because we’re about to have sex?”
“That too,” she said. “Take off your shirt.”
Silver listened, and Honor lowered her head.
“Tell me what you want,” she requested.
“Lick me first. I need to be built up. I didn’t know you were stopping by, remember?”
Honor spread Silver’s folds and licked her softly.
“Yeah, like that.” Silver’s head went back. “God, we’ve almost been officially together for two years.”
Honor hummed and continued to lick her girlfriend’s clit, feeling it start to harden at her touch.
“I still can’t believe it,” Silver added. “Yes, there.”
Honor licked and nipped a bit, earning a hiss and Silver’s hand in her hair.
“I said lick, baby; not bite.”
“You like when I bite,” Honor argued.
“I do, yes. Later, though. You’re getting me hard. Can you take care of it, please?”
“My pleasure,” Honor replied, and a few minutes later, Silver was coming in her mouth, and Honor was moaning at the taste of her.
“You said I could have anything I wanted,” Silver said when Honor stood up fully in front of her.
“Yes, I did,” Honor confirmed.
“I want you over my desk, like our first time. I want to be three fingers deep in your pussy, and then. I want you to sit on my face and ride me until you come.”
“Anything,” Honor said and pulled Silver’s hand to her center. “I’m ready for you.”
“How long do we have? When do you need to get back to work?” Silver asked as she stood and moved everything off her desk.
“I took a half-day. I’m all yours for the rest of the day and the night.”
“Really?”
“You didn’t perform last year because no one was sick or whatever. This is your first official night as a performer and not as someone subbing in. I wanted to be here for you.”
“Be here for me now and bend yourself over my desk. I want you now.” Silver kissed her hard.
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Honor was still surprised at how good their sex was after nearly two years together. Technically, they met two years ago at the second show, and tonight was the first performance for the third, but the dates were the same, so Honor decided she wanted to do something special. Yes, it was true that nothing had really happened that night, but it was an important one for Honor, and after two years with Silver, she was ready for the next step in her own evolution.
When Silver had gone into the locker room to change and get ready for the performance, which would start soon, Honor had stayed in her office, working on her nerves. This would be a big step, and she still wasn’t sure she should take it, but something inside her told her to go for it. She’d trusted that something for the past two years, and it had gotten her here, so she stood up, dressed in only her coat, and took herself and her purse to the locker room, knowing Silver was now out on the floor, checking the final setup.
Last year’s show, themed in fire, had been a big hit. This year, Silver had gone with the four seasons for her inspiration for the collective, and she’d already had spring, summer, and fall heavily featured in the exhibits. Now, it was time for winter.
Honor was so proud of her girlfriend. The warehouse in the middle of a city wasn’t a traditional art gallery or museum, but Silver had turned it into one of the most popular things for people to do when they were in town, and artists were begging her for slots after hearing how much other artists were selling after they’d been booked.
Silver had been asked to re-sign her contract there and was now on a new five-year agreement to be the show director, which Honor knew made Silver feel stable in her career, and it gave her a chance to try out newer, riskier shows. Recently, she’d been talking to Honor about some artist who painted people live using different kinds of chocolate. Honor wasn’t sure she’d ever seen anything like it before, but she knew she’d be there on opening night, holding Silver’s hand.
When Honor finished what she needed to do, she saw Brandi and Devin standing off to the side of the locker room, so she walked over to say hi.
“Hey,” Brandi said. “Are you ready?”
“Yes. Are you sure I should do this?” she checked.
“She’s madly in love with you, Honor. That woman is no fool; she knows you’re the one. She won’t even hesitate.”
“Yeah, okay,” Honor replied, nodding and trying to convince herself that Brandi was right.
“Hey, if she is an idiot, we’ll give her a hard time for you,” Devin offered.
“Thanks.” Honor laughed.
“Good luck,” Brandi said, squeezing Honor’s hand.
“Thank you. I’m not sure I’ve ever been this nervous, and I was once a still somewhat closeted woman who walked into this show and had Silver feeling her up.”
The women laughed at that comment before Honor walked off. Her heart raced as she still wondered if this was the right call. It was too late now, though. She had to follow through.
Honor headed in the right direction, and her legs started to wobble a bit. She hadn’t been this nervous in a while, now that she thought about it. Silver had this way of making her feel safe and unashamedly herself all the time, and Honor needed that now. Since she couldn’t be with Silver right this minute, she tried to think of every moment in the past two years that Silver had given her that feeling and the completeness that came with finding her person. Then, she smiled and walked on.
When she arrived, she waited until the lights dimmed and the music started. With the winter theme, most of the rooms were in blues and whites, and the lights would be the same. Honor saw Silver then, hurrying to her spot behind a barrier, looking around for Brandi, who wasn’t there. Honor walked over to her and took her hand. Silver looked down at the see-through, white, and flowing baby doll teddy that Honor was wearing.
“Honor?” she asked. “That’s Brandi’s costume.”
“Not for this show, it’s not,” Honor replied. “I think we’re supposed to be kissing as we walk out.”
“What? What are–”
“Kiss me, Silver.”
Honor placed her hand on Silver’s cheek and brought their lips together. Then, she pulled on Silver’s hand to indicate that Silver should play her role. Silver kissed her deeply and moved them through the gap in the barrier before she pressed Honor up against it, which hadn’t been in the script that Brandi had shared with Honor when Honor had told her that she wanted to do this.
“I love you,” Silver whispered in her ear. “Are you sure?”
“Put me on the bed, baby,” Honor said.
Silver lifted her up, and Honor straddled her as Silver carried her to the bed while she kissed her neck. This scene was supposed to be between lovers who weren’t just fucking, so when Silver had told her that Devin had decided against performing this year, and that she’d have to be in the scene with Brandi because Brandi was comfortable with her, Honor had asked Brandi if maybe she could step in instead. Brandi had agreed immediately, and now, Honor was lying almost naked on a bed, with Silver standing over her in a white button-down shirt and a pair of light-blue flowing pants. Silver was barefoot and also gorgeous. Her hand moved into her hair, and she licked her lips, staring down at Honor, who hadn’t bothered to put on the white thong that came with the lingerie.
She watched as Silver slowly unbuttoned her shirt, and she tried not to think about the people who were outside of the spotlight in the shadows, watching them do this with one another. Honor knew she needed to make it just about the two of them if she was going to get through it this first time. When Silver undid her shirt all the way and let it drop to the floor, revealing her breasts, Honor wanted to suck on them, but that wasn’t in the script for this scene. Then, Silver reached for her button, and Honor sat up and reached for it for her, undoing it and unzipping Silver’s pants as she kissed Silver’s stomach, which was in the script.
God, she loved this woman. Even after living with her for more than a year, she’d never gotten tired of her in any way. Yes, things weren’t perfect. Silver had a thing where she didn’t put dishes in the dishwasher and just left them in the sink. They’d also fought about Lara, who had asked Honor for a few more hookups, and Honor had delivered, but when Lara had told her she had real feelings for her, Silver had asked that they not hook up anymore. Honor hadn’t reached out to Lara after that, but Lara had sent Honor flowers, and that had caused Silver to want to talk to Lara herself, which Honor thought was ridiculous.
Honor hadn’t seen Lara since that final phone call, where she told the woman that she wasn’t going to leave Silver for her and that they weren’t in that kind of open relationship. Things like that could always be an issue for them because of how they chose to live their lives, but they’d made it through them, and Honor knew that if she could survive Silver leaving sex toys all over their living room the morning she knew Temperance was coming over, instead of picking them up how Honor had requested, they could survive anything.
“You know the whole scene?” Silver whispered.
“Yes.” Honor lowered the pants Silver wore, revealing the white bikinis beneath. “You’re wet already? For Brandi?”
“No,” Silver said and ran her hands through Honor’s hair. “It started when you kissed me.”
Honor smiled up at her, knowing the next part of the scene involved Silver climbing on top of her. So, she moved back onto the bed and let Silver settled between her thighs. Silver’s lips went to her neck and kissed her for real, gently sweeping her tongue over tender flesh that she’d bit down on earlier in her office.
“I can’t believe you’re doing this,” Silver whispered and moved to Honor’s other side, which gave Honor a chance to respond without the audience seeing.
“I wanted it to be me you made love with tonight. That’s the rule, right?”
“It wouldn’t have been love with Brandi.”
“But it is with us,” Honor replied, moving her hands over Silver’s back. “God, I love your body. Make love to me, baby.”
Silver kissed her deeply, and it wasn’t a kiss Honor planned on ending anytime soon. This scene was meant to last through the whole show, meaning both parts. The lights wouldn’t come up, and the music wouldn’t stop when the performers took their break this year – at least, not the lights over this room.
“You forgot to take out your tongue ring from earlier, didn’t you?” Honor whispered, using their kiss to hide her question from the crowd.
“Shit. Yeah.”
“Then, I’m definitely glad it’s me and not Brandi tonight.” Honor kissed her. “Back on script, Kincade.” She smirked up at Silver.
Honor was very turned on by the time Silver finally moved her hand to her breast, which was still covered with see-through fabric. Silver sucked on her nipple through it, and Honor knew it was already hard. Silver kept sucking, though, making Honor squirm a little before Silver finally moved to the other breast and did the same, using her teeth for a second. Honor held it together, even though she wanted to hiss. Silver smirked a little as she kissed down Honor’s body over the fabric of the lingerie. Then, she lifted it up, revealing Honor all the way to the crowd, but Honor could only see Silver’s eyes staring up at her; that piercing blue that could always hold her attention.
“I love you,” Silver mouthed and kissed Honor’s skin, still moving down Honor’s body.
Silver was then supposed to come back up and remove Honor’s article, but instead, she kissed the inside of Honor’s thigh and winked at her. Honor smiled down at her and watched Silver move her lips from one thigh to another, settling between them. Sounds of sex were happening all around, but Silver was in no hurry. She cupped Honor’s breasts, and Honor’s hands held on to Silver’s, wanting her to massage them and make her come with her mouth soon because she couldn’t take this anymore. Knowing people were watching them only worked to turn Honor on even more.
“Slow, babe,” Silver whispered.
Honor nodded and waited. Silver kissed her everywhere before her tongue finally dragged over Honor’s clit, causing her hips to rise off the bed covered in white fabric. Silver took her time, though, unhurried, and when Honor came, it was with Silver softly sucking on her clit after part two of the performance had already started.
When Silver moved on top of her again, the lingerie was tossed aside, and Silver kissed her passionately. Silver’s hand then moved between them and inside Honor. Honor spread her legs wide for her girlfriend, and while it was still slower than Honor would have preferred, Silver did speed this part of the performance up since going down on Honor hadn’t been part of the scene.
She kissed Honor while she moved inside her, and her hips moved against Honor. Honor really wanted those white bikinis off of Silver’s body, but that would have to wait until later, because at least Honor wasn’t going to go off script for her very first performance.
“Oh, fuck, baby,” she whispered into Silver’s mouth.
“I’m going to come on your thigh.” Silver rode her harder.
“You are?”
“Yes. I can’t hold it in,” Silver admitted. “But I’m not supposed to.”
“Kiss me through it.” Honor pulled Silver’s mouth down to her own.
They kissed while Silver’s hips began moving erratically and while Silver gasped and moaned into Honor’s mouth. Honor didn’t care about her own building orgasm and the fact that it was delayed because Silver’s fingers had stopped moving inside her. She just wanted to let Silver take her pleasure and feel good.
“Oh, fuck,” Silver crashed into Honor’s neck.
“Babe, move your hand inside me.”
“Shit,” Silver said and moved her fingers inside Honor.
“Stay there.” Honor held Silver’s head to her neck. “I’ll come if you curl your fingers. I’ll ride them, okay?”
“Yeah.”
Silver curled her fingers slowly for a second, and when she’d recovered from her own orgasm, she lifted herself up to look down and smile at Honor. Just as Honor was about to come, though, she felt something cold and wet on her nose. So, she looked beyond Silver and saw it.
“You got it?” she asked.
Silver nodded and said, “Come for me.”
In preparation for the show, Silver had mentioned the possibility of getting a machine that generated snow for one of the scenes, but she hadn’t told Honor for sure that she’d found the money in the budget for it. Now, there was snow landing all around the room, on top of them and around them, and it gave the whole scene an ethereal feel to it.
“I love you so much,” she said into Silver’s ear.
Then, she came, pulled Silver down on top of herself, and as she held on to her tightly, her vision filled with white. It wasn’t cold, with Silver on top of her, but even if it was, Honor still would have stayed there forever.
“Silver?”
“Huh?”
“Will you marry me?”
Silver moved swiftly to look into Honor’s eyes to check that she’d heard right.
“I have your ring in my purse,” Honor told her with a smile as snow got stuck in Silver’s hair.
Silver nodded and kissed her. The scene was over. The snow stopped. The lights lowered entirely, but the two of them lay there in the darkness, holding on to one another and kissing until long after the guests had left. Then, Honor finally got those white bikinis off of her fiancée’s body.
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