Finding His Daddy, page 8
“So you’re going to see him again?”
“I want to see him again. He…” Day licked his lips then said, “He rewarded me for trying in the room.”
“Ohhh. Leaving the juicy shit till last. What did he do, and can you sit properly?”
Day laughed again. “He sucked me off. Fuck me, it was hot, and when he made a show of swallowing. I swear my dick tried to get up again.”
“He was good, yeah.”
“Fuck me, a hoover could learn from him.”
“Damn, Day. I think I just shot my load. I need to pay this club a visit! When are you next going?”
“You know the score, Rourke. Go to the intro night after talking to people who are in the scene. Just like I did and trust me, it was still one hell of an eye opener, once I was there. I saw some guy being fisted, and he fucking loved it.”
“Yeah, not sure I’d be into that.”
“But there’s more to it than that. It’s all about trust, and the sub is in charge, not the Dom. They work out scenes together and no two relationships are the same.”
“Wow, you’ve really been learning about this.”
“I have, and I know you’ve read some, because you suggested Lock and Key.”
“Nah. You’re my bud, of course I’m gonna help.”
“Thanks, Rourke.”
“I’ll see you tomorrow, Day.”
“Bye.” Day hung up and put his phone down. The club had been an eye-opener, but it had led him to Zachary, who was quickly turning out to be the man Day needed. His Daddy.
It made his body tingle knowing Zachary could be his, was probably his. He’d agreed, hadn’t he? The evening was still a slowly unraveling jumble, but the emotions were front and center. The way Zachary had woken some deeply hidden part of him had astounded Day, and even though he knew he’d be thinking about tonight over the coming days, he was glad he’d taken those first steps and gone to the club.
If it didn’t work out with Zachary, he knew he would find another Daddy who it would work with. Maybe he was being greedy by wanting to have it all with one man, but couldn’t he at least hope?
His phone beeped, and he picked it up, smiling when he saw a message from Zachary.
I enjoyed tonight. I hope you did too.
I did and thank you for being patient.
You’re worth it, Day.
I did agree to being your boy, didn’t I? He bit his lip when he sent it. God, he hoped Zachary didn’t think he was stupid.
You did, and I can’t wait to show you everything we can experience together.
I want to know more. Will you teach me?
Anything you want, Day. All you have to do is ask.
Thank you. When do we play? I feel like I don’t know much, and I want to know more.
We will play whenever we decide to. Like I said in the club, it could be at the weekends or all the time or some time in between. It’s what suits us. We can talk more about it when we have dinner together.
At yours? Please be at Zachary’s, and then Day could see the room again and maybe explore more.
At mine, if you want, or we can go out again.
I do want to see the room again, but can we go out this time? I can see the room another time. It was far easier telling Zachary his wants this way, when they weren’t face to face, but he knew it wouldn’t last forever. He wasn’t a child. He was an adult who wanted this. He’d made the conscious decision to go to the club, to walk through its doors, and to step inside. He could do this, and with Zachary helping him, he knew he’d be what he wanted to be.
Of course we can. The room can wait.
I do want to see it again.
I’m happy you want to spend time in there. It’s your room, but we can go as fast or as slow as you want. The choice is yours. There is no pressure at all.
Thank you. I’ve been thinking about it since I got home. He had been thinking about it and what the room contained.
I thought you would. Your mind will be going through what you’ve experienced tonight. It’s only natural to have concerns or worries. Why don’t you write your questions down, and then we can go through them when you come over?
Huh. That sounded good. That sounds like a really good idea. Thanks. Again.
Good night, Day.
Night, Zachary.
Did he wait till the morning or write some down now while they were fresh in his mind? Now, while he could remember them.
He jumped up and rummaged through the junk drawer in the kitchen and pulled out paper and pen, then sat at the table and stared at the blank sheet. Shit, what did he want to know?
When will we play? What will it be? No diapers or binky, but a sippy cup? Will you cut up my food for me when we’re playing? Will there be anything on the toilet, like a special seat? Will there be wipes?
Day straightened on his chair. “Fuck.” Was he thinking too hard about this? He knew they’d discuss what they were happy to explore between them, but some of the things going through his mind were making his chest tighten.
He put the pencil down and took a deep breath, trying to calm down. “Write your questions down and then we can talk about them. Nothing is set in stone.”
Nodding, Day wrote his list, then pushed it away and went to bed. Tomorrow was a new day.
Chapter Twelve
“I TAKE IT last night went well?”
Zachary glanced up from the form he was filling in and arched an eyebrow at Rain, who was standing in front of his desk, messing with a picture frame on the corner. “What makes you say that?”
“You’re humming as you work. Normally, you’d be swearing, so I’d say it went well last night.”
Putting the pen down, Zachary sat back up smiled, then knocked Rain’s hand away from the picture of his parents. “It went…better than I anticipated.”
“Do tell,” Rain sat in the chair across the desk from Zach. “At least one of us is getting some.”
Zachary arched a brow. “I’m not getting some, but it went well. He still seems a little apprehensive, but that’s only to be expected under the circumstances.” Zach paused before adding, “I showed him the room.”
Rain sat up. “You did?”
Zach nodded once while saying, “I did.”
“And how did he take it?” Rain leaned forward, resting his forearms on the desk. “He’s new to BDSM as it is, but he clearly wants a Daddy.”
“He’s agreed to be my boy, but he is new, so we’ll be taking each day at a time. I want to go faster, but he sets the pace, not me.”
“How did he take the room? Hearing about it is one thing, but actually seeing it in front of your face is completely different.”
“He left the room.” When Rain started to speak, Zach said, “At first, but he did go back in and have a look around, played with a few toys.” Zach smiled. “I gave him a reward that he thoroughly deserved after facing his fears.”
“And just what type of reward did Master Zachary give his boy?” Rain leered and waggled his eyebrows.
“Let’s just say he earned it, and he enjoyed it very much.”
Rin laughed and slapped his thighs. “You sucked his dick. Nice one. Perfect reward for facing his fears and trying again.”
“That’s what I thought too. He’s coming to the house again to see the room, but we’re meeting away from my house and the club first. It might help him to talk about things away from those two places, and then maybe he’ll stay in there longer, and we can play.”
“What about other aspects of your Daddy/little relationship? Have you discussed anything with him?”
“I told him to write his questions down and we’d go through them.” Zach leaned back in his chair and pursed his lips. “I’ve never been a Daddy for someone so new to the community. I have to remind myself not to rush him and to go at his pace.”
“…We have a few new—oh, hey, Rain. Didn’t know you were in.”
“Rupert, I came in to find out how Daddy Zach’s date went last night.”
Rupert grabbed a spare chair and pulled it over. Once he was sitting, he said, “Go on. I’m all ears.”
Zach rolled his eyes but told Rupert what had happened then asked, “We have a few new what?”
Rupert held up some sheets of paper. “Subs. A couple of Doms who will definitely need to be checked out. One of them gave me a weird vibe, but one of the subs is a gorgeous little thing. He’ll be eaten alive if we don’t have someone watching him.”
“I saw a couple this morning. The small one with those long blond curls and bright blue eyes?”
Rupert nodded. “Dead on, Zach. Can you imagine the Doms when they see him? Feeding frenzy comes to mind.”
“Maybe Rain here should show him the ropes.”
Rain snorted. “I see what you’re doing and no. Not going there.”
“Why not? You can’t stay away forever. You need to get back out there and move on. They are not worth any more of your time.”
“Shut up, Zach. I went through hell because of them, so when I say I’m not ready, I mean it,” Rain snapped, glaring at Zach.
Zach held his hands up and nodded. “Okay. Let me just say this. You have a lot to offer to the right sub. Don’t let that go to waste.”
Rain clenched his jaw but nodded. “I’ll think about it.”
“Anyway, Nathan was thinking about us having a little get together soon. We haven’t done one in a while.”
Rain grunted. “You mean since I walked in on—”
“It’s over.” Rupert muttered, his tone flat. “Let it go. Like Zach said, they don’t deserve any more of your time.” He cleared his throat and continued. “He’d love to see us all over at the house. He’s planning a wonderful meal, and it would be nice for us all to get together away from here.”
“I’d like that, and I’m sure Day would too. It was because of Nathan that you intervened with Carlton.” Zach leaned on his desk, with his hands clasped in front of him. “How is he?”
“Who? Carlton?” Rupert huffed out a breath. “His usual ‘I didn’t do anything wrong’? Bastard.”
“Maybe I should have spoken to him,” Rain murmured. “You two have issues with him.”
“We do, but we have to remain professional as this is our business. We put our personal likes or dislikes about someone to one side. I spoke to him and reminded him of the rules.”
“Get you being all professional and shit, Zach,” Rain joked.
“I have my moments,” Zach grinned.
“This sub—”
“Fine.” Rain sighed, rubbing his forehead. “If you’re so concerned about him, why did you let him join?”
“Because everyone, no matter what they look like, should have a place where they can express their true nature without being singled out. You know this, Rain, and that’s why he’s here and why he’ll be watched.”
“You need to find him the right Dom.” Zach glanced at Rain, who was shaking his head at Zach then back at Rupert.
“Not for me, no matter how cute.”
“Find him the right Dom then, Rain. We don’t want him in the clutches of someone like Carlton. He’ll chew him up and spit him out, and we’ll have to pick up the pieces.”
Rupert grunted. “He’s behaving.”
“For now.” Rain rubbed a hand over his face. “He knows he’s on a final warning. We should have gotten rid of him after Nathan.” He held his hand up when Rupert went to speak. “I know I’m repeating myself.”
“It was his word against Carlton’s, and Carlton was new, so we let him off with a talk, and now he’s grabbed Day. As you said, a final warning, which he wasn’t impressed about, because he says he didn’t do it. But he knows, and the security team know as well as the dungeon masters.”
“Right, back to the figures. We’re doing well, finally.” Zachary sighed.
“Beats the old days when we thought we’d be bankrupt and living out of a tent.” Rain chuckled.
“Ah, the good old days of ass twitching fear.” Rupert grinned. “Five years but we’ve done it.”
Zach stood and stretched, then moaned. “I’m dungeon master tonight, and Jagger’s back.”
“You’ll have fun then.” Rupert also stood. “I need to find him the perfect Dom. One who can help him see what he needs rather than letting anyone fuck him till he finds it.”
“He won’t find it in a sling with his ass available to everyone.” Zach rubbed his face with his hands. “He has only ever had temporary contracts,” he mused.
“I’ll talk to him before he goes in the group room. We all know that’s where he’ll be going straight to once he’s inside the building.” Rupert sighed and ran his fingers through his hair.
“Like talking to him is going to fix him. He needs something he can’t find doing what he’s doing. All we can do is keep an eye on him to make sure things don’t get out of hand.”
“Or he hasn’t met the right Dom yet, which we can help with. We have new ones applying to join here all the time now. Let’s see if one of those is the fit Jagger needs.”
“I need to get ready for later.” Zach pointed to Rupert. “Go and talk to Jagger, and you”—he pointed to Rain—“go and check out our newest sub. You know you want to.”
Rain grunted but stood and, with a wave, left the room. “It’s good to have him back.”
Zach nodded and smiled at Rupert. “It is, and now I need to shower.”
Rupert nodded and also left, leaving Zach alone in the office. Grabbing his items, he quickly showered, and when he finished dressing, he saw the light flashing on his phone. He smiled when he saw Day’s name and read his message. I have a LOT of questions.
“I have no doubt about it,” he whispered. We’ll answer them together.
Are you working tonight?
Dungeon master.
You have to stand there and watch others have sex? Poor you.
Zach chuckled softly and sent his message. Be careful, boy. I might take you in there one day and let them watch as I have sex with you.
It took a few minutes before Day replied, and Zach arched an eyebrow when he read it. Will you?
Grinning, Zach replied. Yes. I’ll have you spread so everyone can see my dick slide into your begging hole. You’ll scream my name too, so everyone will know who you belong to. “Let’s see what you think about that.”
He walked out of the office, his leathers fitting like a second skin, with his name tag on his tight black T-shirt. Doms and subs nodded or stopped him to ask a question or to catch up. It had the atmosphere that he, Rupert, and Rain had worked hard to achieve. Anyone could approach the three of them. No one would be turned away.
His cell vibrated in his pocket as he was about to enter the group room, and he paused before going inside. I think I might like that.
We can talk about it. I have to work now, so I won’t be able to respond.
Enjoy!
Zach pocketed his phone and stepped inside, somehow holding his sigh inside. Yes, Jagger was there, being double penetrated while another Dom fucked his mouth. A fourth stood waiting, and as Zach looked around the room, he could see more eager Doms just waiting for their turn.
He stood in the corner, tuning out the sounds of sex, and flickered his eyes to the door when Rain came in. Taking in the scene in front of him, he came over to Zach. “So much for the talk,” Rain murmured.
“Well, he’s getting the fuck he wants.”
“He’s agreed to do a scene with Carlton later.”
Zach stiffened and whispered, “What did you say?”
“You heard.” Rains eyes surveyed the room. “Jagger pushes his own limits to the point he’ll end up being seriously hurt.”
“He will. We need to let Carlton know we’re aware of his plans. Let him know we’re keeping an eye on him.”
“One more and he’s gone, Zach. No more fucking around. He obeys the rules so he can come here and prey on new subs. Jagger knows better, so why has he agreed to a scene with him?”
“I wish I knew. Look at him there, just waiting for anyone to use him. He’s searching for something.” Zach sighed and crossed his arms over his chest as one Dom slid out of Jagger’s ass to be replaced by another. “He’s not going to find it in this room or doing scenes with Carlton.”
“No, but he won’t listen, so we make sure he obeys the rules, and he stays safe.” Rain moved away and added, “I’m on tomorrow. You in?”
“Yes, I have some work to finish, and then I’m in the group room for a few hours.”
“See you then.”
Zach nodded, his eyes watching everyone in the room. Doms changed position around Jagger, and Zach sighed softly. He hoped Jagger found what he was looking for and soon.
Chapter Thirteen
“HI, MOM. I’M here!” Day shouted as he shut the front door behind him.
“In the kitchen, sweetie.”
Day walked in and kissed Dana on her cheek. “Hey, Mom. Smells good. Whatcha cookin’?”
“Roast beef, mash, and veggies. Go and grab the plates and set the table. It’s almost done.”
“Perfect timing.” Day grinned and set the table, grabbing two glasses of water too. He carried the plates over when Dana put the food on and attacked his food as soon as he sat down.
“Have you eaten today?”
Day paused with a forkful of food halfway to his mouth. “Er, maybe?”
Dana tutted. “You need to take better care of yourself. Now, tell me about this new man. You do have one?” She arched a brow at him. “I know because your calls have been short, to say the least.”
“Well, there might be someone.” Dana knew he was interested in BDSM; he’d finally come clean and told her, but not the specifics, and he wanted to keep it that way for the time being until he figured everything out in his head first. Oh and settled in to whatever it was that was happening between him and Zach.
“Spill, boy. A mom needs to know her boy is happy.”
Day sucked his lips in. When Dana said boy, it didn’t have the same effect as Zach saying it, obviously, but it reminded Day of his Daddy. “I met him in a club, and we’ve had a couple of dates. We’re going out again soon.”
