Finding His Daddy, page 15
“Dickhead here denying what’s right in front of him.”
“Ah, you mean Gabriel.”
“What the fuck!” Rain threw his arms in the air. “Not you too.”
“Hard to miss the way he looks at you.”
“Right, just to shut the pair of you up, I’ll take him out for a nice meal and find out what he wants in a Dom.”
“You don’t know after all this time? I thought you said he wanted a Daddy Dom?” Zach glanced between Rain and Rupert. “You literally just told me—”
“I know what I said.” Rain ran a hand through his hair, then seemed to realize it wasn’t long anymore. “Why did I cut it off?” he muttered to himself. “He’s dropped hints, and he looks like the type of sub who’d cry if someone shouted at him.”
“They are usually the ones who can take the punishment. You know that, Rain. Remember Timothy? Small and cute and weighed 120lbs soaking wet, yet he could take a whipping like no other sub I knew and then ask for more.”
“I remember him,” Zach murmured. “Cute little kid.”
“So?” Rain muttered petulantly. “Doesn’t mean Gabriel would like that kind of thing.”
“Maybe he does want a Daddy Dom. Are you going to find him one or hold him at arm’s length but keep away from everyone else from him?” Zach sighed and rubbed his face. “Just admit you like him and you’re struggling with it. God knows, it took me almost two years before I met Day and let him in.” Rain grunted but didn’t respond. “Rain—”
“Fine, I admit it, I like him. Big fucking deal.”
“I’m sorry, Rain. How old are you again?” Rupert chuckled and danced out of the way of the punch Rain aimed at him. “Do as you said. Take him out and get to know him away from the club. What you see in here is different than what you see outside. We all know that.” Rupert turned to Zach and grinned, waggling his eyebrows. “All I can say is you look freshly fucked on a regular basis. Things going well with Day?”
“He’s in lurve…” Rain sang, then jumped out of Zach’s way.
Zach shrugged but knew he looked smug. “Things are going well.”
“What did I tell you? Love, love, love.” Rain burst out laughing when Zach flipped him off. “Very original.”
“Why waste originality when I’m talking to you?”
“Hey, fuckface.”
Rupert chuckled. “We need to arrange a night away from here. Nathan suggested it several weeks ago, and it hasn’t happened yet. Bring Gabriel, Rain, and see how he fits in. I know Nathan wants to get to know Day and Gabriel better.”
“It won’t be a date.” Zach added, “He might feel less on edge if he knows other subs will be there.”
“Or he’ll feel like the odd one out as he isn’t my sub.” Rain stared at the two men. “Or it might give him ideas.”
“And a date wouldn’t? Come on, don’t be daft.”
“I’ll take him out first and find out exactly what he wants in a Dom and you, Zach, need to tell your boy how you feel about him.”
Zach sighed and ran a hand over his face. “He’s still new to this.”
“And you’re not sure if he wants to stay with you long term.” Rupert nodded. “I understand why you’re hesitating in telling him how you feel, but have you thought that maybe he feels the same way but doesn’t know how to talk to you about it, because he is new to this.”
“You’re in love with him. We can both see it, and I know how scary that must feel.” Rain rocked on his feet and stared at the floor. “Fuck, do I know how scary that is. Just the thought of going out there…” He shook his head. “Doesn’t matter. Look, don’t waste this time. Tell him how you feel and find out if he feels the same way.”
“I’ve got some paperwork to complete, but I will think about what you’ve said.”
“The old paperwork excuse.” Rupert walked toward the door and, before leaving, added, “Don’t let him slip through your fingers. He’s a far better fit than Eddie ever was.”
“I agree, so don’t let him go.” Rain followed Rupert outside, and Zach heard Rain ask, “Where are the new applications?”
Zach grunted and sat behind his desk, scratching his stubble. It was good to see Rain getting back to his old self, but he really wasn’t in the position to lecture Zach on subs. He’d been fucked over by his, but he had the gorgeous Gabriel who looked at him with stars in his eyes.
The sub was clearly head over heels, but Zach knew he would only wait so long, and if Rain didn’t step up, then another Dom would. Subs who looked and acted like Gabriel weren’t free for long, and Rain’s time was running out.
He picked up his phone and messaged Day. I’m free tonight if you want to come to the club. We can spend the weekend at mine.
Should I come to yours first, Daddy?
Zach smiled. Whenever it was just the two of them, regardless if it was the weekend or not, Day tended to use Daddy instead of Zach. It was a sure sign Day had accepted his little role and was growing more comfortable with it.
Please. We can decide on what you wear together.
I’d like that, Daddy.
Seven?
Yes, Daddy.
Zach put his cell down and smiled. He would say something tonight. He only hoped Day felt the same way, because Zach wasn’t sure if he could lose another sub and recover. Losing one was hard, even though it had been the best decision. Losing Day would be far worse because Zach loved him more than he had ever loved Eddie.
Taking a deep breath, Zach nodded. Yes, time to tell Day how he really felt.
Chapter Twenty-Three
DAY LIFTED HIS head, eyes closed as the spray of water from the shower rained over him. He was seeing his Daddy tonight and couldn’t happier. A month and passed since Zach had spanked his ass and made him come, and they had done so much since then.
They’d even tried a scene that was pure bondage. Day had been tied to a bench in a private room while Zach teased and tormented him. When Zach had finally let him come, his orgasm had almost blown the top of his head off!
The way Zach looked after him made Day feel so special, but he knew it was what Doms did for their subs. He wanted to think there was more between them, but how did he know he didn’t feel this way for Zach because he was the first Daddy Dom he’d had.
Tonight, he’d get ready with Zach, but he wanted to find and talk to another Daddy Dom. One who didn’t have a sub, whom Day could find out what he expected from his little. Would it be the same as Zach, or would it be different?
There were questions he couldn’t ask Zach, even though Zach had said Day could speak to him about anything. He needed more than one Daddy Dom’s opinion or experience, and Day had learned about Zach’s previous little leaving because Zach couldn’t give him what he needed anymore.
That had made Day pause. Would the same thing happen to him? Would he outgrow Zach? The thought made Day want to heave; his stomach clenched and rolled in protest. He shook his head, water splashing everywhere, and turned the shower off.
He stepped out and wrapped a towel around his waist and shaved the light stubble he had. He left the bathroom and walked across the small hallway into his bedroom. As he entered, his phone rang, and he rushed to pick it up, smiling when he saw Kory’s name.
“What?”
“Wow, what a way to say hi to your friend. Am I interrupting something?”
Day chuckled. “Not yet, but who knows about later?”
“Heads up, Day. They have another intro night at your place, and I’m going.”
Day’s head snapped up. “What?” He swallowed hard. He had to make sure he wasn’t in that night. Fuck. No way were his friends seeing him dressed in his little outfits. He stopped and closed his eyes. “When?”
“Next week. Will you be there?”
“No.”
“Worried I’ll see you all dressed up?” Kory sniggered. “I’ve been online and had a look, and I’ll admit, I think you’ll look sexy in a diaper.”
“I don’t wear them; I wear briefs.” Why was he telling Kory this?
“So you’re more a little than a baby? Huh. I can see you now in your Spiderman outfit.” He made web slinging noises, and Day sighed. “I don’t care what you wear, Day. You’re happy. Any fucker can see that, so keep doing whatever it is you do. I just wanted to make sure you knew I was going.”
“Why? What is it you want?”
There was a long pause, and Kory whispered, “What you have.”
“Kory, why haven’t you said something?” Day sat on the edge of his bed and shook his head. “I could have taken you with me.”
“I know, but I had to get my head sorted, didn’t I? Not like I go around admitting I want what you have, is it. A Daddy of my own. Er, I kinda want the diapers too. The whole letting someone take care of me.”
“I understand,” Day murmured softly. “It’s freeing in a way I never expected.” He coughed and cleared his throat. “We tried something different recently.”
“What?”
“I had him tie me up then spank me.”
“You did? How was it?”
Day scratched his jaw and furrowed his brow. How did he put it? “It was phenomenal. I was still little, but I asked Zach to do it and stay in our roles. He seemed hesitant, but once we sat down and went through the scene, I think he realized I didn’t want the usual bondage and punishment. I don’t want to be whipped, but I like it when he spanks me and being held down added to the experience. He was in complete control, and fuck me, when I came, it was amazing.” Day sighed. “There’s still so much I don’t know, but Zach said every relationship is unique and what works for us might not work for another couple. You could find a Daddy and not have sex.”
“You and Zach have sex. You looked fucked out every time I see you.”
“What can I say? He fucks like a god.”
Kory laughed, and Day joined in. It was nice to be this open with one of his friends. He still held back where Rourke was concerned, even though it was Rourke who had pointed Day toward Lock and Key.
“Also, er, Rourke is coming too.”
“What?” Day tensed up. “Why?”
“He’s curious. I think he’s more your everyday Dom though. Not a Daddy Dom.”
“Yeah, I can’t see him doing that, but I can see him on stage, whipping his sub.” Day glanced at the clock and swore. “I need to get ready. We’re going out tonight.”
“Have a great night, Day.”
Day hung up and dressed quickly, then grabbed his bag. He was staying the weekend at Zach’s, and Zach had emptied a drawer for him to use. It said something that he preferred to spend all his time with Zach, and even when they weren’t in their roles, he still called Zach Daddy and let him make the majority the decisions. He liked handing over responsibility to Zach, knowing he would take care of him.
He’d never felt so at ease in his own skin than when he was little, and Zach was a huge reason for that.
It only took him ten minutes to reach Zach’s, but finding a place to park proved difficult, and he ended up parking down the street. The door was open for him when he arrived. “In the bedroom!” Zach shouted from upstairs.
Day grinned and jogged up the stairs, walking into the main bedroom and smiling at Zach. “Daddy.”
“Come here, boy.”
Day dropped his bag and practically ran into Zach’s arms. He sighed when Zach squeezed him tight, and he lifted his head for Zach’s kiss. One kiss became two, and soon, they were all over each other, tongues tangling, teeth clashing.
Zach pulled at Day’s clothes, and within minutes, Day was naked. Zach moved him over to the bed and stripped, then lay on top of Day. He grabbed their dicks and stroked them together, kissing Day deeply. Day arched up into Zach’s touch, moaning as his orgasm built.
It had been several days since he’d seen him, and just the touch and feel of him was enough set Day off. “Daddy, missed you,” he said between kisses.
“Me too, Day. Missed you so much.” Zach pumped their dicks faster, his grip tightening.
Day’s head slammed back, his mouth falling open as his dick unloaded. His toes curled, and he gripped Zach, his hips jerking in Zach’s hand. Zach groaned above him, and he felt wet heat cover his abs, then Zach rolled to one side, panting heavily.
Day cuddled into his side and kissed his shoulder. “Hi, Daddy.”
Zach chuckled and kissed the top of Day’s head. “Hi, Dayton. Are you ready to go out tonight?”
“I am.” Day yawned and stretched, then sat up. “What am I wearing tonight?”
“Let’s get cleaned up, and then I’ll show you.” Zach cleaned them both up then took Day’s hand and walked over to his bedroom.
Day only saw one thing on the bed. He glanced at it, then at Zach. “Monster briefs, Daddy? That’s all I’ll be wearing?”
“Makes it easier for me to show my boy off and for me to touch whenever I want.” Zach pulled Day closed and kissed him, his tongue dancing with Day’s. “You like it when I touch you.”
“In front of people?”
“We can talk about it, but for tonight, I want to be able to please my boy for wearing this.”
Day picked up the briefs and then looked at Zach. “They look small, Daddy.”
“All the better to show off what my boy has.” Zach took them from Day and held them out for him to step in. He put them on and gasped when Zach adjusted his dick. “There. Look at you. My perfect boy.”
Day looked down at the briefs and was glad for the extra gym sessions. They really didn’t cover much, but the look on Zach’s face told him how proud he was. “Thank you, Daddy.”
“Don’t forget your shoes, and then we can go.”
Once Day was dressed, they left for the club. Day’s leg bounced, making Zach place his hand on it. “You don’t have to wear the briefs. You can put something else on.”
“I’ve seen Liam in briefs.”
“Liam likes being on show. Sometimes, he’s naked too, because boys like to strip off their clothes and run around wearing nothing.”
“He loves being a little.”
“He does, but I’ve seen him in cute dungarees and a T-shirt. Like you said, he loves being a little, and Derek loves showing his boy off.”
“Like you.”
“Like me.” They reached the club, and Zach parked, then reached over and touched Day’s face. “You have no idea what you do me, do you?”
“No, Daddy.”
“I’ll tell you later. If you’re a good boy.”
“What if I’m not, Daddy? Will you spank me?”
“I don’t think I will. You liked being spanked far too much. Maybe I’ll make you clean your room.”
“That’s just mean, Daddy.”
“Then be good, and you’ll get a reward.”
Zach got out of the car and led them to the club. Once they were in, Day took a deep breath, held Zach’s hand, and walked onto the main floor. No one said a word. He slowly relaxed, his shoulders lowering. He’d been going here long enough to know no one would be bothered by how he was dressed. And Zach was right. He did look good.
He heard Zach mutter something and glanced in the direction Zach was looking. Carlton and a sub Day vaguely recognized. Zach nodded to their table, then walked over to Carlton. Day reached their table, and Day smiled at Derek and Liam, who were already sitting there.
“Nice briefs, Day. I have a pair of those at home.”
Day’s eyes widened when he realized Liam was naked and sitting on Derek’s lap. Liam chuckled. “Naughty boys sometimes don’t want to wear their clothes.” He nodded to the chair where his clothes were.
Derek’s hand tapped Liam’s ass. “And some Daddies might not punish their boys.”
Liam pouted and kissed Derek’s jaw. “Please, Daddy.”
Derek grunted, but then smiled. “We’ll see.”
Liam gave Derek look so full of love that Day had to turn away. He saw Zach and had to ask: would he have that too or would he need to move on like Zach’s previous sub had?
He saw a Dom smiling at him and smiled back. “That’s another Daddy Dom,” Liam said. “He’s single at the moment.”
“Maybe I should go and talk to him.”
“Why would you want to do that? You’re with Zach.” Liam stared at him in shock, his eyes wide.
“Zach’s the only Daddy I’ve had, and anyway, I only want to talk.”
Day pushed away from the table, ignoring Derek and went to the other Dom. “Hi, I’m Day.”
“I’ve seen you around. Nice outfit.” The other Dom had a deep voice that made Day tingle, but not like Zach. “I’m Lorenzo.”
Day tilted his head. “Is that Italian?”
“It is.” Lorenzo smiled, showing of white teeth. His tanned skin gleamed in the light, and Day smiled back.
“I heard you were a Daddy Dom.”
“I am.”
“Do you do the diaper thing?” Day decided to ask right out. No point getting to know someone if they didn’t like the same things. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Zach watching him, but he chose to ignore him for now. He wasn’t doing anything wrong talking to Lorenzo, as far as he knew. They’d never discussed whether he could talk to another Dom or not.
“That depends on the sub. I can and have done it, but I can leave it as well.” Lorenzo pointed to the seat next to him. “Why don’t you sit and we can talk more.”
Chapter Twenty-Four
ZACH STOOD AND watched. He wanted to go over there and drag Day away, tell Lorenzo that Day was his and no one could have him, but he didn’t. He couldn’t even say why he stayed where he was. He’d thought what they’d had was great, fantastic even. They clicked.
The fact that his barely dressed boy was talking to another Daddy Dom had Zach questioning their relationship. Had he fucked something up? He saw Dayton laugh—no Day. He wasn’t his boy right then.
“You never gave him rules, did you?”
“Why would I, Derek?”
“Because he’s new and needs guidance. Liam knows not to talk to other Doms unless I tell him to, and he knows which ones he can talk to without my permission. Have you told Day that?”
