A Surrender Of Hope, page 21
“Valen,” I gasp as his thumb moves up and presses down on my clit hard. Nox curses and steps toward me with a possessive snarl, his eyes locked to where Valen plays with my pussy. He hasn’t said a word, probably unsure if I actually want him to stay or not. But I do. I want to have both of them on me, in me… their fingers, tongues, cocks. Whatever I can get.
My body throbs with need as I look up at Nox and lick my lips, wondering if he would let me suck his cock this time. Big black eyes zero in on my lips, his mouth parting as he inhales sharply. Yeah, Nox definitely likes what he’s seeing, which gives me a slight confidence boost.
“Tell me you want us, Meyer. Tell me you want to feel our hands on you, giving you more pleasure than you can handle. That you want Nox to make you scream while you come all over my cock,” Valen rasps, tugging my hair so hard that I whimper as he yanks me against his chest, my breasts swaying with the rocking of his hips as he keeps himself inside my sex.
“I… I want you to fuck me while I suck Nox’s cock,” I admit, and Valen hums in approval at my words.
“Fuuuck!” Nox snarls, speaking for the first time since coming into the room. He yanks his shirt up and over his head, and then he toes off his shoes. I watch him undress with greedy eyes, taking in his broad shoulders and trim waist. The muscle definition of his abs is actually ridiculous, and I have to double-check that I’m not drooling over him. “Give her to me,” he demands, palming his heavy cock as he steps toward me, head cocking to the side in a predatory move that sends a thrill down my spine.
“Your sharing skills are worse than a toddler’s,” Valen gripes. “My cock is already in her, Lennox. She’s not something you can fight me over. You want this to work; you keep the in-charge bullshit out of the bedroom when we’re sharing. Meyer agreed to let you join, so do the polite thing and give her your cock like she so sweetly asked for.”
“Valen,” Nox snarls in warning, and I grin over my shoulder when Valen simply fucks me even harder, not stopping as he challenges Lennox.
“Nox,” he rasps back and winks at me as he curls his body protectively around mine to whisper in my ear. “Do you want us to fuck you, love? Do you want Nox to shove his cock down your pretty little throat while I take you from behind?” Valen asks in a far too sweet voice.
“Yes, please,” I gasp out, arching my hips off the bed. Everything is so hot and sensitive. I want to taste Nox, lick, and suck on him while he fucks my mouth, pinning me between the two of them. My eyes roll back as Nox curses and steps forward, catching my chin between his thumb and forefinger and making me look up at him. I can see the pain and indecision on his face, and I frown. Does he not want to share, or is he a jealous prick who doesn't like being told what to do by his brother?
“Do you want me here?” Nox surprises me as he gazes down at me. Valen slows his pace until he stops, letting me have a moment of semi-clarity as Nox double-checks I’m actually okay with his presence.
“Yes,” I whisper, blushing a little when he groans and closes his eyes. “Do you want to be here?” I ask, needing to make sure. I know we’ve had sex before, but that doesn't mean he’s okay with sharing me with Valen at the same time. Lennox crouches down, pulling me to my hands and knees, then kisses me with everything he has, our tongues tangling in a dark dance, teeth clashing as he dominates our kiss.
“More than anything,” he rasps, hands moving to cup my heavy breast before he leans down and bites on my nipple, letting a low groan rip from his throat. He must like the idea too. Nox growls as Valen reaches down and picks me up, turning us so I can face my mate, who is standing at the edge of the bed. Nox reaches down and tilts my head up with a finger under my chin, making me arch to look into his obsidian black eyes. He drags a thumb over my lips and grins in excitement.
“Open that pretty mouth for me, Little Demon,” he instructs, wrapping his hand around the base of his cock and directing it to my lips. I moan, letting my lips fall open as I stick my tongue out in invitation. “You’ll be the death of me,” Nox rasps, bringing his cock close so I can dart my tongue out and lick the small slit at the tip of his cock, before opening my mouth and letting him press his length between my lips. The salty, sweet taste of him hits my tongue as I seal my lips around his tip, hollow my cheeks, and suck him deeper into my mouth, making him groan as he threads his fingers into my damp hair.
I frown and shudder as Valen pulls his length from my swollen sex, leaving me feeling so fucking empty that I whine and buck my hips back in a complaint.
“That's it, Regina. Suck his cock while I take care of you.” Valen rasps, his hands gripping my ass and spreading me wide. He groans, and I gasp when I feel the tip of his tongue lick me from ass to clit before taking the sensitive bud into his mouth and sucking hard.
Nox chooses that moment to buck his hips, sending his cock to the back of my throat. His hands grip my head as he fucks into my mouth, cutting off my scream of pleasure. I try to control my gag reflex as Nox withdraws to just the tip of his cock resting between my lips.
“Fucking hell, you’re so fucking beautiful, Meyer,” Lennox praises. I moan around his cock as Valen flicks his stiff tongue against my clit, his fingers kneading my ass cheeks.
Nox’s fingers tighten in my hair, gripping my head as he shoves his cock to the back of my throat again. He hisses loudly in approval, his cock jerking between my lips when I let my teeth graze him.
Fuck! Why is that so hot?
“God, you’re so damn wet for us,” Valen mutters in approval, the bed moving as he shifts behind me. I feel his thick thighs press against the back of mine as he moves closer, lining himself up with my entrance. The hard, hot tip rubs between my swollen flesh as he glides through my lower lips.
My pussy is wet and throbbing as Nox uses my mouth for his pleasure, and I arch my hips into Valen, desperate for him to finish what he started, needing to feel him deep inside me. I was so damn close to coming when he pulled out, it almost hurts. Valen hums under his breath, and I tense when his finger moves to my ass, teasing me with small light movements. Before I can shift or move, Valen plunges forward, his cock ramming into my cunt, and I see stars. My body lurches forward on Nox’s cock, sending him further down my throat and making him growl as his length thickens.
“Fuck me. Your mouth feels like heaven,” Nox gasps, his fingers tightening on my hair as he slowly pulls his big cock back, then thrusts forward again. I gag around him and pull back, moaning as he gathers all my hair in his hand and really starts to fuck my mouth. Valen matches Nox’s pace, pounding into me from behind, making my eyes roll back as my orgasm starts to build inside of me.
“Shit!” Nox starts to pull back, but I suck him harder and moan around his cock, making him chuckle. “You’re going to make me come, Little Demon. Slow down,” he commands, and I glare up at him in a challenge. He narrows his eyes at me, hand fisting my hair at the roots in warning when I suck him deep into my throat, ignoring the need to gag as I swallow him down. “Fuck!” Nox roars, hips jerking, eyes wide in surprise as I deep throat him.
“You better be careful, brother, or she might start using her teeth,” Valen comments, and Nox groans.
“If she doesn't slow the fuck down,” he snarls, grabbing my hair and pulling me off his cock, the length popping from my lips with a wet pop as he crouches down to look into my eyes with a serious expression. “I'm not going to last another five seconds!” he growls, and I smirk.
“Sounds like a personal problem,” I whisper back and grin as he glares at me. I bat my eyelashes at him as he stands back up and brings his cock back to my lips. I take the opportunity to lick up the length of his thick cock before sucking the tip back in my mouth and humming in approval when it jerks between my lips. He’s close. I can tell. I grin around him and suck even harder, giving him all I have and pulling the best sounds from him.
“By the Gods! Fuck! Little Demon, I‘m going to come,” he rasps, sounding almost angry that I got him off this fast. Valen’s hand slaps down on my ass, shocking the hell out of me and sending me forward on Nox’s cock, making him hiss and breathe between gritted teeth as he looks at Valen with wide eyes.
“Are you going to come for us, Mi Sol? I need your come dripping all over my cock as I fuck you,” Valen whispers, his voice rough and dark, so different from his normal calm and soothing tone. My dream man has a dark side, and I’m loving it. I whimper and nod, hot pleasure spiking in me as my inner walls contract on his solid length, and I climax around him with a muffled scream. Nox curses, swelling between my lips, then ramming deep into my throat, making me swallow every drop of his release with a guttural groan.
“Holy shit,” Valen gasps, shifting his grip to my hip bones and yanking me back onto his cock. Nox pulls himself out of my mouth, cupping my face and helping me stay in place as Valen fucks me hard from behind. Something stirs in me, my chest aching as I look up at Nox, my sight dimming as my climax rushes toward the surface. His eyes lock with mine, brows furrowing as he leans down and slams his lips to mine, capturing my scream as Valen’s cock jumps and jerks in me with his sudden release. I gasp at the warm feeling and lean forward into Nox as he keeps our lips sealed in a hot, punishing kiss.
I groan as Valen’s still hard cock pulls from my sex, our mixed release dripping down my thighs as I keep kissing Nox. My body is thrumming with need despite the orgasms I’ve just had.
“Valen,” Nox snarls, tearing his lips from mine and looking at his brother, who is gasping at my side. My dream man leans over, brushing my hair from my brow and kissing my temple as he nods.
“I know. Go. I’ll distract Mom, but try to hurry if you can,” Valen whispers, confusing me with his words, but before I can ask what he's talking about, Lennox scoops me up and strides from Valen’s room, both of us still as naked as the day we were born.
TWENTY-ONE
Meyer
“Lennox!” I cling to him, mouth agape, as he strides confidently out of Valen’s room. My eyes flick up and down the long length of the hall, and I sigh in relief when I see there’s no one here to witness Lennox carting me around in the nude. “I am naked,” I practically screech at him, keeping my breasts pressed to his chest while trying to reach around awkwardly to cover my bare ass with my hands.
I scowl when he laughs, eyes alight with mischief as he holds me in one arm and slaps my ass with the other. “So am I,” he points out, turning down another hall and kicking a door to the right open.
“And you’re okay with anyone in the castle seeing us like this?” I ask, baffled by his lack of modesty. Nox glowers down at me for that remark and smacks my ass again. Hard! “The hell, Nox? Stop it. That hurts!”
“You think I would allow anyone to see you like this?” he asks, slamming the door shut behind us, the sound echoing around the lavish rooms we walk into. I blink in surprise, taking in the muted tones of the black and cream-colored room. The walls are a soft creamy color, reflecting the light streaming from the windows on the far side of the enormous room, but all the furnishings are black. The heavy wood furniture starkly contrasts the pale color of the walls.
“I don't know,” I respond offhandedly, my attention on the beautiful room. It's so bold yet decorated in a way that it all works perfectly. My stomach lodges in my throat as I’m suddenly dropped on the bed below me. Nox follows me down, his thick corded arms boxing me in as he hovers over my body.
“I would never let someone outside my Legion see my mate that way. I would remove their eyes before I stole their soul and condemned them to an eternal hell in the afterlife,” he rasps, eyes locked on mine, hand grasping my chin and refusing to let me look away from the intensity I see burning in their depths. “Father had all the guards removed because he knew I would kill them for looking at you. So there is no reason to worry about someone other than my brother seeing your body.”
“That seems a little drastic. You wouldn't actually kill someone,” I hedge, then frown as Nox simply stares at me.
“What would you do if another female—”
“Do not finish that sentence,” I snarl, a rage so dark blooming in my chest at the thought of Nox being naked with another girl that I actually gasp in shock at my need for violence. I can feel my body shudder as my fingers dig into Nox’s arms, and I have to shake my head to try and clear away the disturbing thought flashing through my mind.
Nox grunts above me, his eyes flutter shut on a moan, and I gasp in horror when I see droplets of blood drip down his arms from where my fingers dip into his skin. I tear my hands off and gape at the newly sharpened points of my nails as they slowly return to their small half-crescent shapes.
What the fuck? Were those actual claws? “Oh my god! I’m so sorry!” My eyes dart back to the tiny wounds on Nox’s arms only to watch the small cuts slowly knit back together until all that’s left is golden skin and swirls of black ink. Nox opens his eyes and grins, the sudden and terrifying appearance of freaking claws not fazing him in the least, while I feel like I might hyperventilate. He only nods in understanding, like my jealousy and rage excites him.
“It’s okay,” he soothes, then nods at my hands. “Now double what you're feeling, and that’s where I’m currently at,” he whispers, hand moving up to push a piece of my long hair away from my face. “Murder would be the least of their problems. I would eradicate them so completely, that nothing would be left. Now,” Nox murmurs, leaning closer to me and making me shiver as the warmth from his body causes goosebumps to rise on my arms. “You’ve been around too many others without my scent on you, and I’m…” he pauses and tilts his head to the side like what he’s admitting to me is almost painful for him.
“I’m having difficulty with my control. I need to be inside you, to feel you again, and I need to know you’re okay with that. That you’re not too sore because I don't think I have it in me to go slow right now. But I refuse to hurt you, Meyer. It would kill me if I did.”
I blink up at him in surprise, finding it oddly considerate that he’s telling me this when I honestly just expected him to flip me over and fuck me silly. It’s a different approach to how we normally handle things between us, but I don't hate it. It’s sweet. I wrinkle my nose at that thought and nod as Nox moves closer, his lips only a breath away from mine.
“Now, Meyer. I need an honest answer. Do you want me to stop and find Razar to work this energy off in the fighting pit, or can I fuck you? I’ll leave right now if you need me to, Little Demon,” he rasps, a hand moving to my body, his thick fingers tracing my ribs, dancing along my sides and making me ache with need as heat pools in my belly.
“Don’t you dare stop, Lennox,” I moan, grasping the arm that’s wrapped around me and dig my nails into his skin.
“Thank the Gods,” he growls, spreading me wide and I shudder as cool air meets my sex. I instinctively try and close my legs, but Nox’s hands press to the inside of my upper thighs, pinning them down and spreading me wide for his appraisal. I’m about to offer to go clean up because I’m still dripping with Valen’s release, but my lips fall open with a gasp as Nox slides a cool, thick finger over the folds of my wet heat. His eyes are brighter than usual, freckles of silver magic sparking in the depths of his onyx eyes as he groans and leans forward, pressing a kiss to my pubic bone.
I gasp, arching my back and pressing myself closer to him, fisting the black bedding underneath me as two fingers press into my cunt. I wiggle my hips, writhing and fucking myself harder onto his hand. He chuckles, his warm breath whispering across my pussy as I moan again.
“So needy,” he mutters, heated eyes locked on my face watching me closely as he finger fucks me…. HARD. I scream, pleasure and pain mixing so closely together that I don’t know if I want him to stop or do it again. He pauses, eyes searching mine to make sure I’m okay before he continues and I nod, desprate for more. He curves his fingers up, hitting me in that sweet spot, and I see stars as my orgasm crashes around me. The speed at which Nox just pulled that release from me is embarrassing, but I don't have time to think about it right now.
I pant, limp on the bed as Nox stands, dick stiff and rigid as he reaches for me, tugging me to sit up on the bed and groans as my tits sway, and he leans in, pushing me to slide up the bed, but I bite my lip and shake my head.
“What’s wrong?” he asks, his eyebrows drawing together in confusion.
I eye his hard cock and reach out, running a finger over the drop of pre-cum leaking from the slit of his length. Nox hisses, shutting his eyes in pleasure as his hips buck from my touch. I grin, loving the way I feel in control, and wrap my hand around his cock, stroking him from root to tip. He’s hard as stone despite his release only minutes ago, with thick ridges and veins covering his throbbing length.
“Fuck, Little Demon, keep going,” he purrs, his head tipping back and fingers gripping my hair. I lick my lips and lean forward, run my tongue up one side of his dick, and move to do the same on the other side.
The taste of him explodes on my tongue as his fingers tangle themselves farther into my hair, pulling me closer. And I have a moment to actually taste him. I was so lost in what we were doing earlier I didn't get to enjoy each groan and jerk of his cock in my mouth. I wrap my lips around his thick cock, and suck lightly, making him curse under his breath as his hips buck forward again.
I’ve only ever given a man a blow job once before coming to the castle, and he was definitely not as big or thick as Nox. He’s not as long as Creed or Valen, but he’s definitely the thickest of the three. The stretch that I felt when he first entered me is still on replay in my mind as I suck him even harder
My jaw aches a little as I hollow my cheeks, letting my tongue wrap around him as I go. I stare up at him, sucking again, and his eyes roll back, his dick throbbing in my mouth as he guides me down the rest of him until the head brushes the back of my throat.
“Yes, Little Demon, take my cock in that pretty throat of yours,” he grinds out, pulling back slightly before thrusting back into my mouth. My eyes water as I fight the need to gag as he hits the back of my throat again, and he curses, pulling his length from between my lips and reaching down, yanking me to him as he crawls up the bed.
