Escape to Lilacwell, page 1
Escape to Lilacwell
Cover
Title Page
Dedication
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Author’s Note
Acknowledgements
About the Author
Copyright
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Table of Contents
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For Geoff, my late father-in-law, whose voice I can hear in Fletcher Hendricks, kind, old sage that he was
Chapter 1
Pulling into the crowded car park, Adira Summers squeezed into the tight space. With a heavy heart, she turned her mobile phone on. Immediately it bleeped into life with dozens of messages, as she’d fully expected. The first one being from her irate boss.
‘Where RU?!’ he’d blasted. The tone of his text matched him completely – oozing derision and impatience. Adira stared at the message for a moment. Where am I? Good question, she thought bleakly, looking out of the car window, still reluctant to open the door and get out.
It was raining. The sky was filled with metal-grey clouds, refusing any glimmer of light. Talk about symbolic. There didn’t seem to be any glimmer of light in her life at the moment.
Being a successful barrister and earning a decent wage had originally been her main goal in life. As a student studying law at Oxford, her ultimate ambition had been to achieve what she had strived so hard for. And now she had it… well, it still left her wanting. The problem was, Adira didn’t know what she did want.
Still staring glumly out of the window, she realised what she didn’t want. To be here, stuck in this car park, stuck in this city and stuck in this job, she concluded closing her eyes.
Her phone rang. Willing herself to focus, she answered as brightly as she could muster.
‘Hi Richard, I’ll be there in five, horrendous traffic,’ she lied.
‘The meeting’s about to start, Adira,’ he stated flatly. ‘It would be good if you could make it,’ he added with sarcasm.
She chose to ignore him and just tapped to end the call. Taking a deep breath, she collected her bag and ran through the rain into the red-bricked building displaying the impressive sign ‘Goldgate Chambers’ in mirrored lettering. The chambers had been standing in Goldgate Square for decades, with its pretty, cobbled pathways and artisan shops. It had a deli to die for, a sweet, little bakery and a wine bar named ‘Mario’s’, which the barristers from Goldgate Chambers often frequented. In short, Goldgate Square was a hip, vibrant place to be, tucked away in the leafy quarters of North London. Adira’s friends envied her place of work; they envied her lifestyle even more. Living and working in London, mixing with the high-flyers, rubbing shoulders with the elite, left them feeling deflated in comparison to their own rather dull lives of nappy changing and play-dates. Adira couldn’t see it. To her, the shine had well and truly worn off. Yes, at first it had been a whirl of rich clients, cocktail parties and Law Society dinners. She’d meet celebrities (either suing or divorcing), millionaires, and even royalty once, but nowadays even that didn’t impress her. She’d seen it, done it and grown out of the T-shirt.
Walking towards the lift, Adira composed herself. The last thing she wanted was to appear flustered. In this job, image was everything. Cool and sophisticated, intelligent and competent, that’s what her clients paid for. Entering the room with her shoulders back, she smiled with an air of confidence.
‘Good morning, ladies and gentlemen,’ she spoke clearly and swiftly took her seat. Luckily, they were still chatting over coffee. Richard had obviously delayed all present for as long as possible.
With a warning look, he coughed quietly. ‘Well, shall we begin?’ He gave his most beguiling smile, making Adira cringe. Buffoon.
After a long and laborious meeting, Adira escaped for lunch. In desperate need of a drink, she walked past the deli and straight into Mario’s.
‘A large Sauvignon Blanc please, Mario.’ She stood at the bar. It was fairly quiet, with only half of the tables taken. Mario was the Italian owner and had often chatted to Adira, another one finding her work interesting.
‘So, how’s your morning been?’ He passed over her much-needed glass of wine.
‘Bloody awful actually.’ Adira took a long sip. Hell, that was good. Her stomach rumbled. Just the one drink, then food, she told herself. On reflection, she was telling herself that quite a lot these days, ‘just the one drink’. A warning bell faintly rang inside.
‘You look tired, Adira.’ Mario looked genuinely concerned. She loved the way he said her name, making her sound exotic. Adira was of Hebrew origin and meant ‘strong’, as her gran was always telling her. Deliberately named so, after being prematurely born at seven months and fighting for survival. Her parents had willed her strength, peering into the glass incubator, gulping back the emotion as their tiny, fragile daughter lay wired up. All the hopes and prayers had paid off. Adira had come through, battling against the odds; she’d lived up to her name.
‘I feel tired,’ she replied wearily.
‘Bella, Bella, that’s no way to be,’ Mario shook his head sadly.
‘I know,’ Adira swigged back another mouthful of wine, ‘it isn’t.’
The weekend couldn’t come quick enough for Adira. Stretching languidly in her bed on a sunny Saturday morning, she contemplated what to do with a whole free day in front of her. Normally she would catch up on work, read through briefs and make copious notes, but not today. The bright sunshine was too inviting to be cooped up indoors.
Adira had a sudden impulse to see her gran. Maybe subconsciously it was the radiant spring weather that had prompted her. Edie Wilde had always been the ‘cool’ grandma of the family. Whereas other grandmothers fitted nicely into the archetypical peg of grey hair, support tights and knitting, Edie was way outside the box. Bohemian was how she liked to be described, embarrassing is what her daughter, Cleo, often called her. It amazed Adira how her gran could have given birth to such a complete opposite to herself. Whereas Edie was flamboyant, quirky and had a passion for adventure, Cleo was pragmatic, logical and very matter-of-fact. Interestingly though, they had both studied medicine – well, in a fashion. While Cleo was a qualified GP, Edie had ventured into natural healing, believing nature always provided. Since being a tiny girl, Adira could remember how friends and neighbours and anyone recommended would call on gran for advice to aid an illness, much to Cleo’s personal and professional chagrin. Edie would always be there to help, on hand with her vast experience and herbal encyclopaedia, mixing up some potion or another. Invariably, they worked. Headaches were eased by lavender balm, rashes vanished with Aloe vera gel, insomnia cured by chamomile tea, the list was endless.
Adira had loved staying at her gran’s. Edie had converted her potting shed into a studio where she saw her patients. It was packed to the rafters with shelves holding multicoloured bottles containing herb extracts and oils. It seemed almost magical to Adira as a child; her eyes would scan the small, wooden room, taking everything in. Edie was also a massage therapist – something else Adira had admired, so much so that she herself had undertaken the necessary qualifications to train and become one as a teenager. This had allowed Adira an escape almost from the relentless studying her mother had pressurised her into. Cleo hadn’t approved of her daughter wasting valuable time learning how to rub oils and goodness knows what into people’s bodies. It all seemed ridiculous to her, especially when there were top A level grades to be gained and a place at Oxford university on the horizon. Yet Adira had fully benefited from the instant relief her gran’s healing hands had given her during stressful times, like taking exams. Edie would knead out all the tense knots in her back and calm her aching muscles. It was pure heaven. Just the smell of basil and ginger oil being rubbed into her body was enough to still her.
What she wouldn’t give for that now, she thought as she packed an overnight bag. Having rung her gran to arrange a visit, Edie had been delighted and suggested she stay the night too. Why not? Adira had replied, suddenly desperate to escape to the tranquillity of her gran’s quaint village. Situated just outside Oxford, she had often taken refuge there whilst studying at university.
By early afternoon, her Mini Cooper pulled into her gran’s driveway. There was Edie, stood at the front door waving, making Adira’s heart swell with love. Where would she be without this wonderful wom
‘Hi love, had a good journey?’
‘Fine thanks. Could do with a cuppa,’ Adira laughed, grabbing her overnight bag and walking into her gran’s open arms.
‘How’s my girl?’ Edie pulled back to take a good look at her granddaughter. ‘You look exhausted, Adira.’
‘I know, so everyone keeps telling me,’ she replied drily.
Edie gave her a thoughtful look. Then, deciding not to voice her thoughts, guided her in.
After a therapeutic walk in Bluebell Woods, a heavenly body massage and delicious chicken casserole, they both relaxed by the open fire with a glass of red wine. Adira couldn’t remember the last time she had felt so peaceful.
‘Are you happy, Adira?’ Edie suddenly asked, as she watched her gaze into the flames.
After giving it some thought, Adira looked into her gran’s eyes. ‘No. I don’t think I am.’ She took another sip of wine and turned back to watch the fire.
‘When have you been at your happiest?’ pressed Edie.
Again, after giving the question consideration, she replied after sighing. ‘Probably as a child, when you gave me that beautiful gypsy caravan for my tenth birthday. I felt so free, at one with nature, even though I was only in the back garden,’ she smiled.
There was a pause before Edie spoke.
‘Maybe that’s something to think about.’
Adira frowned slightly, but was far too tired to talk anymore, her eyelids were practically closing.
‘Time for bed, my girl.’
As Adira’s head hit the pillow, she fell into the deepest, most blissful night’s sleep she’d had in a long time, oblivious of the impact her gran’s words would have.
‘Adira, you’re late again,’ Richard stated in a flat tone.
Glancing at her watch, she replied, ‘No, Richard, I think you’ll find I’m actually bang on time.’
‘Your client’s coming this morning now, in about ten minutes,’ he informed her officiously.
‘Since when?’
‘Since eight p.m. last night when I emailed you.’ He smiled self-righteously and returned back to his laptop.
Smug bastard, Adira thought gritting her teeth. Did the guy ever switch off? At eight p.m. last night she had been travelling back from Oxford, not scouring her work emails. He’d obviously sent the message late, deliberately hoping she wouldn’t read it – she hadn’t.
It was an effort getting out of bed that morning to come back into work at all after such a relaxing weekend. That knot in her stomach started to tighten.
Grabbing the client’s file out of the tray, she sat down at her desk and opened it. Quickly scanning the neatly printed notes told her everything she needed to know. A rich, successful man, divorcing his wife and wanting it to cost him as little as possible. Same old, Adira thought, rolling her eyes. So, it was down to her to squabble with the wife’s representative and thrash out some sort of settlement, which, if either had any sense, could be reached between themselves, without the legal costs. Love and money, it made people do the strangest things, well according to her gran anyway. Thinking of Edie made her warm inside.
‘Adira, your client’s arrived!’ called Richard, looking out of the chamber’s window.
The warmth turned to cold. Adira joined Richard to see a chauffeur-driven Mercedes pull into the car park. Out stepped an immaculately dressed man with his nose in the air. Adira clocked the private registration plate ‘DEM 5Y’. Sir Reginald Demsy strolled with an arrogant air of confidence into the building and Adira knew immediately he was going to be the worst kind of client.
The meeting was a farce. Reading between the lines, Reginald, as she was permitted to call him, had committed the classic, cardinal sin of cheating on his long-suffering wife with his much younger secretary. His opening line of ‘my wife doesn’t understand me’ nearly made Adira laugh out loud, as did the admittance of attending a ‘business trip’ to the Seychelles with Chardonnay, who was there to take notes. I bet that’s not all she was taking, Adira thought tartly, whilst keeping a straight face. A part of Adira wanted to let this man get screwed for every penny he was worth. It was times such as these that she questioned the morality of her career. Should she be helping people like Sir Reginald? Was it ethical?
Her mood didn’t lift throughout the day. Constant telephone calls, countless emails to wade through and more of Richard’s snide comments only added to that sinking feeling. Reaching for her mobile, Adira noticed a message from her gran. Opening it up she saw a photograph of a camper van. Frowning, she squinted to read the writing underneath:
For sale £25,000 – Sheila is in great shape. Renovated in 2014, this Aussie import is in excellent condition and boasts a solid underbody that has been undersealed.
The 2ltr twin-carb engine has done approx 9,000 miles and runs like a dream. Such a good-looking bus, but also fully kitted out for camping holidays, of which we have enjoyed trips to Devon, Wales and Derbyshire. 240v hook-up, Propex heating, inflatable drive-away awning/tent, gas fridge and cooker. A recently fitted new clutch.
Adira smiled, remembering the conversation from the weekend about her gypsy caravan. Typical gran. Edie had been searching for a way to make her happy again.
She stared at the camper van. Sheila did indeed look in good shape, with her pale blue and white shiny body. How cute, a VW Classic camper van. At £25,000, she wasn’t going cheap, but didn’t these VW camper vans hold their value? It certainly seemed that way, and she’d still have a substantial amount of savings left.
A growing sensation rose up in Adira, a heady mixture of excitement, anticipation and curiosity. Should she? It would only be for a year, she told herself, that gap year she’d never actually taken. Didn’t she deserve it?
Adira licked her lips and read through the description again. She quite fancied travelling about in a sweet camper van called Sheila. She glanced round the office: there was Richard schmoozing some client on the phone, the rest of the staff had their faces glued to screens, tapping away on keyboards. She looked again at Sheila, calling to join her in the great outdoors. The impulse was too much. A force inside shot through her and she suddenly stood up.
‘I’ve an announcement to make,’ she blurted out almost hysterically.
The whole office stopped and stared at her. Richard smoothly ended his call and raised an eyebrow.
‘I’m leaving.’ There, she’d said it!
Richard blinked; the others gave a sharp gasp.
‘With this notice? I doubt it,’ he scoffed.
‘I’ll work what’s left of my notice, after you’ve given me my annual leave,’ Adira replied sternly, looking him in the eye. They both knew she’d hardly taken any of the leave due since working at Goldgate Chambers. Richard looked away with a scowl.
‘Where are you going?’ asked another barrister.
‘As far away from here as possible,’ she replied, collected her bag and marched out of the office with her head held high.
Chapter 2
Fletcher Hendricks sat on the bottom stair and cursed harshly. He did that a lot – curse, not sit about. He was a doer, always on the move – or rather he tried to be. Nowadays, it was taking him longer to get about, but then at eighty-five, who could blame him? He did. Fletcher hated the fact he was old. He loathed being constantly tired, his impatience grew as he witnessed first-hand the way his body refused to do as he told it, the frustration! And now he had something in his eye, which was practically blinding him. Fletcher had been reaching for his gardening diary on the top shelf in the library, when down it came with a thud, belting his forehead, whilst some debris from the shelf had flown right into his eye.
‘Ah!’ he’d roared, but to no one, except probably the odd mouse to be found in his rambling, old house. Stumbling into the hall, he steadied himself by grabbing the banister post and easing his body down. He took out a handkerchief and blew his nose. Wasn’t that supposed to help? No, he remembered, you were supposed to put your top lid over your bottom eyelid, then blow. He tried again, his shaky hand only just managing to manoeuvre his eyelid. Yes, that seemed better.
Cursing again, he collected his diary from the bottom step and made his way into the kitchen garden. It was May, time to start planting the cabbages, cauliflowers, courgettes and broccoli. He had to dig over the herb garden and sow basil, coriander, parsley and dill; nurture them, watch them grow, given the hearty Lancashire weather.
