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Late
City
A Novel
Robert Olen Butler
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New York
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Contents
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There’s a copydesk in my brain, with a gooseneck lamp and a pot of rubber cement and a coffee mug full of Dixon pencils.
Let’s edit this at once: Not precisely my brain. I am separated even from that, it seems. Ironically so, as I feel a clarity inside me now that I haven’t felt for a long time.
The copy chief is at the desk as well, hunched there, composing a headline for the story that now is unfolding not in my brain but somewhere else. Triple deck:
Mountebank Wins,
Editor-in-Chief
Begins to Die
I’ve been watching. For years I’ve been watching the television screen floating near the ceiling, beyond the foot of my bed. Tonight they thought I was asleep for good. Accompanied by a solitary figure in the darkened room, vague to me, sitting on a chair at my bedside. The screen lit before both of us has also just gone dark.
Where I lie, the time is a quarter to two in the morning on November 9, 2016.
But at this moment I am somewhere else.
My copydesk editor is having his little joke. Walter Mandel. From the Chicago Independent. Dead long ago, I know. Both man and newspaper. Though somehow I am not surprised that it’s Walter who has turned his mare-gray eyes and his ocean-wave mustache toward me, the latter masking beneath its surface what I take to be a sly smile.
I look at the first sentence of the story: “Ten minutes after Donald J. Trump was declared president of the United States, the last living veteran of World War I began to die in a nursing home in Chicago, Illinois.”
This I take to be true. The event on the television and the last living veteran of the Great War in his nursing home, certainly. That’s me, or so I’ve been told, the last one. That’s where I am. And that’s what the United States of America has suddenly become. I have to believe the news hook as well. It’s high time I began to die.
And another thing I believe is that I am about to hear the voice of God. I believe it with an instinctive assurance that is no doubt straight from Him.
“Samuel,” He says in a mellifluous tenor voice.
For a moment I try to convince myself it’s Walter. But it clearly is not. Walter has vanished. The voice has come from the dark.
But God apparently has taken Walter’s chair at the copydesk. He edits that last thought of mine: “From the dark matter,” He says.
This recent scoop about infinitesimal stuff teeming in the void has been lingering in the news, and in my mind. I say to God, “Does all that have something to do with you?”
“I have no comment,” He says.
“I have no newspaper,” I say.
He humphs. Gently. “I’m the interviewer for now,” He says. “I want you to talk to me, Samuel. About your life. On the record.”
“Can I ask another question first? Off the record?”
“Yes, you can.”
“What the hell just happened?”
“You have begun to die,” He says.
“I don’t mean that,” I say.
“Oh, you mean him,” God says. “You tell me.”
“Tell you what? I have no idea.”
“Neither do I,” He says. “But that’s how I chose to make you humans. Full of surprises.”
I feel a sudden draft from the dark. A sigh, I assume.
And then He says, “So talk to me, Sam. Who are you?”
This gives me pause. I’ve been expecting to die for quite a while. Since I turned a hundred, certainly. I was pushing 116 till a couple of minutes ago, which has for some time been daily surprising the hell out of me. But I haven’t been particularly religious for many decades, in spite of spending plenty of this-nation-under-God time in pews as a boy, reading and retaining verses. But that passed soon enough. So at no time have I been expecting a Judgment Day, if that’s what this is. “May I ask one more question?”
“Yes.” This time the sigh is in His tone.
I pause ever so slightly.
“Yes, I’m omniscient,” He says.
Which, indeed, is the answer to my most current question, the one that arose in me in that pause as soon as I asked the question about asking a question.
He says, “Now you can ask the previous one. The important one.”
“Do I need to speak it?”
“Yes, you need to speak it. Not that it’s strictly necessary. But it’s part of the process. Trust me.”
I feel the urge to chuckle.
“Go ahead and let it out,” He says. “I’ll share the irony with you.”
I chuckle. In God we trust. Now the Man Himself feels He has to solicit my trust so I can tell Him my American story.
The Man Himself.
Man.
Another digressive question comes to mind.
“I’m gender fluid,” He answers.
For a guy born in 1901, this was another difficult concept that had lately floated from the screen at the end of my bed. One I have struggled to understand.
“Look,” God says, “don’t concern yourself with pronouns. Think of me the way you need to think of me. Now ask your real question so we can get on with this.”
“All right,” I say. “Are there consequences?”
“To the telling of your life? No.”
I wait for more. Nothing is forthcoming. No consequences to the telling. But how about to the life itself?
He reads my mind.
“Ambiguous?” He says. “Yes, I admit it. But you’ll find I’ve always been ambiguous with humanity. You surprise me. I surprise you.”
“It’s your surprises I’m worried about,” I say.
“I want you to tell me your own story. As it comes to you. Like brainstorming.” God pauses. He edits Himself. “No, that will lead you astray. Think of it as dreamstorming.”
That sounds like what I used to do as a young crime reporter in Chicago. Out by the lake or in a tenement or on a back path in Grant Park. At the crime scene. Before figuring out the lede and putting it all in logical sequence for the bulldog edition, I’d fill my notebooks with the bloodstains or the weeping in the corner or the oblivious wind in the trees. The stuff that felt like how it all really was, and like the story I was going to write was true enough but artificial somehow.
“You were a good newsman,” God says. “Just tell it to me straight from your notebook. But I will give you this much guidance. A commandment, if you will, which you all are always so eager to get from me. I want you to live your stories just as they felt in their own moment, with the next day’s news yet to happen. Given that, don’t be surprised if your memory consistently fails you about how things turn out. You will inhabit your past as you lived it, without knowing the future that will come of it. And until you and I are nearly finished, you may not recall the outcomes even as you lie here having already lived it all. So I’m giving you a commandment to be patient.”
God falls silent.
I accept all that. It sounds familiar. God runs the show. His creatures set their own agendas. Especially unde
And God says, “You want a commencing direction, Sam? Okay. See your earthly father … Start with him.”
So I try.
I find a time gone by. A century gone.
But I’m not looking at Papa’s face, though I’m walking beside him, right enough. We’ve just stepped out of the general store and turned north on the wood-plank sidewalk that runs along the main street parallel to the river. He has made it a point to take me for what he calls a sweets run, him being under instructions from Mama, who is doing up jams and running out of sugar and needing cane, not beet, for land’s sake. So we each have a kraft bag, he with ten pounds of cane sugar, and I with Necco wafers and sorghum drops.
This is the town of Lake Providence, the parish of East Carroll, the state of Louisiana. I’m not looking up at Papa but at a chestnut horse hitched at a post along the way. He’s fluttering his nostrils in my direction, making the sound of a whopping-big cat purring like he knows me, which he does.
The sun is halfway down from noon and it’s hot, and on this particular day the farthest I’ve been from Lake Providence is the forests of oak and gum and pecan west of town along the St. Louis, Iron Mountain & Southern Railway track, and sometimes I’ve been with Papa on the oxbow lake, also called Providence, the place full of cypress stumps that I always fancy to be steeple caps of wizards waiting to rise from the water one of these days. Rise and do what, I’m never sure. And sometimes I have climbed to the crown of the levee and stood to watch the Mississippi flowing wide and muddy from way up north and on past to New Orleans and into the Gulf, and already I’m starting to think about leaving.
I turn my eyes from the river to the dark where God is lurking.
“You’re not looking at him,” God says.
He’s right.
I return to Lake Providence.
We’re still treading the planks and I give my father an upward glance, past his shoulder, ready to find his eyes. But he seems intent on something up ahead. So I turn to the horse who knows me, and he stops his purring as I pass and gives me a snort. I think to address him, to ask him if he’s God standing there in this memory of more than a hundred years ago trying to keep me on track.
But it’s Papa who does that now—keeps me on track—by slowing and letting his free hand fall gently on my shoulder to hold me fully beside him, and I look ahead to see what he sees.
A man and a boy are walking toward us, filling the navigable center of the sidewalk. They’re still a little ways away, but I know why it’s an issue. It’s Louisiana and it’s 1908 and they are colored. A father and son in patched-all-over overalls. The boy is about my age, about my size, a milk jug for filling in his hand. His eyes are fixed on the spot on the sidewalk where he will step next, and I look to his papa. He’s got a brace of mink skins over a shoulder and his eyes are just now moving from my father’s to mine, very briefly, and then back to Papa’s.
The colored man and his son keep on coming this way.
Papa stops and I stop.
I look up at him. He’s focused straight ahead, but I can imagine the double crease that has just appeared on his brow, between his eyes. That crease, when directed at me, always gets my full and fearful attention. And it is about to have the same effect on this man and his boy. Or so I assume at the time, that it’s my papa’s severe expression that commands what happens next.
The father also slows and his restraining hand falls to his son’s shoulder, gently, and even at the time when this is all going on, long ago, I am struck by how these two papas have done that same gentle thing to their sons, just the same. His father’s touch brings the colored boy’s eyes up and straight to mine.
I give him a look and he gives me a look and it’s like we recognize what creatures we each are and what our fathers need to negotiate, but also that there is nothing he and I could ever put into this look between us other than: Well, I do recognize you, generally speaking, and sure enough, there you are. Only that.
We all four of us are dead stopped now.
My papa lets this be for one breath, and another, and the colored papa is doing the same.
Then mine says, “You’re a trapper, I see.”
“That I am, boss,” the colored papa says, and that last word does not come out of him like he’s being submissive. But not sneering either. More like familiar, casual.
My father says, “You a new fellow in Lake Providence?”
“New to your eyes, maybe,” he says. “I don’t of a usual walk this street, but I am just looking to make a simple trade at the store for some basics.”
“That’s it then. You’re new to the street.” And with a serious, slow dip in his voice, he somehow makes it clear he’s not saying, That’s why you’re new to my eyes, but rather he’s saying, Then to get through this situation without a big fuss, let’s just assume you don’t yet realize that you and your boy are to yield the way to the whites in Lake Providence, Louisiana.
I can tell the colored father knows what Papa is really saying because he turns his face from us and looks down at his son, and he does this slow and keeping quiet, and you know he’s sad for his son to be facing this situation and he’s wondering how to teach him the rules of Lake Providence, Louisiana, in 1908 without losing his own dignity or putting a crack in his son’s spirit, choices that colored fathers might rightly have expected to cease being necessary forty-some years ago. Before this particular colored father was even ever born.
But the boy is looking at me and seems oblivious. And I’m looking at him and probably seeming just as oblivious. Which is probably what I am. At the time, I didn’t know all this nuance was going on. I guess that’s a thing God is letting me understand now in the retelling of it as I die.
And the colored father says, “Boy, slide off this here planking so these folks can find their way on by.”
I feel my father tense up just a little. How this man put it to his son is the reason. What was clear underneath those words. Boundaries being set to the spirit of what they were doing. Boundaries set by a colored man. That is evident to me now. So Papa is tensed up. He’s got cane sugar and I’ve got a bag of penny candy and he’s got his views, but for whatever else I’m picking up about my father, I see those views of his have their own boundaries. He doesn’t make a fuss. He just stays tense while he waits for the colored man and the colored boy to slide on off the sidewalk.
Which they do.
And they collect themselves out in the street.
And they spectate as we move on by.
My papa waits till we are out of earshot to break the silence between us. “These ones born since all the trouble are incubator chickens. Raised without a mama to tell them who or where they are. Specially these trapper boys. All they have to measure themselves by are trees and animals.”
And he says no more till we are approaching our house and the road beneath our feet is dirt and he stops us. He nods for me to hold my ground as he takes my bag of penny candy and steps away, and he puts it over on the verge of grass and sets his bag of sugar next to it. Then he takes up a water oak switch off the ground and heads for me and I worry.
But no. Surely no. The thing in his hand is stiffer than a switch. A thing meant for a true beating. Beatings that have persuaded me in the past. Persuaded me that I earned them because I came to accurately know when to expect them. And I know that today, so far, I have not earned a stiff-wood beating.
He stops before me.
He says, “Now, boy, listen close. First let me make something clear. Have you ever heard me speak of those breed of folks by using a slang word?”
“No, sir, I have not.” Though it is also true I clearly know what breed of folks he’s referring to.
“Nor will you ever. Nor have I allowed you to use slang words about them.”
This is true. I nod in affirmation.
“They are coloreds,” my papa says. “This is a simple fact. Like we are whites. All of us are made by God in these bodies, as Henry is made in his body, as Whimsy is made in hers, as a mountain lion is in his and a deer buck in his and a wolf. You understand?”
“Yessir,” I say. Henry being our dog. Whimsy our sometimes cat, feral but ours at her whim. I have heard all this before from my father. But this is his way. What someday, as a cub reporter in Chicago, I will learn to put at the bottom of stories—the background from previous stories—my father has a habit of putting before the lede.
