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For my son, Gus Nichols,
David Nichols, Liz Sharp, Matt deGarmo, Ann Caswell,
Peter Selgin, Annie Nichols, Roger Salloch,
Richard Podolsky, Bridget Conway, Bill and Jan Conrad,
and Emily Fletcher.
When the crowd caught sight of the murderers, with their escort of blue-coated highway patrolmen, it fell silent, as though amazed to find them humanly shaped.
—Truman Capote, In Cold Blood
The three boys rode their skateboards down Chestnut Street until long after dark. Streetlights glowed faintly in the depthless shadow that draped Granite Harbor below the rim of Mount Meguntic. Channel buoys winked green and red out in the blackness of Penobscot Bay.
The boys whooped and shrieked as their boards flew over unseen bumps and hollows. These hours were the buffer between school and home, when time became elastic and they didn’t think of their changing lives, school pressures, disapproving parents, the looming end of childhood.
The evening’s cool fall mist was turning to a cold rain. The backs and hoods of the boys’ sweatshirts were dark. Tramping back up Chestnut Street, Jared said, “Man, I’m getting soaked. Let’s go to my house.”
“I’m hungry,” said Ethan.
“We’ve got Hot Pockets at my place,” said Jared.
“Let’s stay out a little longer,” said Shane. He jumped on his board and drifted away from the other two at the intersection of Limerock Street.
They’d been born within days of each other. Their mothers, who met on the Midcoast Medical Center maternity ward, drifted apart over the years as they went through divorce, widowhood, a move to a distant neighborhood, but the boys remained inseparable growing up. Now, in their teenage years, their characters were evolving. They were not always in sync.
These days, Shane wanted to stay out later.
“It’s more fun in the dark,” he said. “Let’s go down Elm Street, then we’ll go to your place.”
“Bro, c’mon…” Ethan called, “it’s—”
His words were blown away. A fierce gust of wind tore into the large oak at the corner of Chestnut and Limerock, shaking it with a sound like breaking surf, scattering spray down the street.
“Shane…”
They could hardly see him through the filmy air. When the gust dropped he had disappeared into the gloom beneath the black outline of Mount Meguntic. But they could still hear his skateboard clattering away.
Then through the rain they saw a flame. A brief smeary glimpse of Shane’s face as he lit a cigarette. “Dude … I’m staying out,” his voice came back after a moment. “It’s too beautiful a day.”
The other two boys laughed. Ethan called louder, “We’ll be at Jared’s.”
As Ethan and Jared turned, headlights swept them. They lowered their eyes and moved to the side of the road to let the vehicle pass.
* * *
The pickup truck’s high beams raked the two boys’ faces as it slowed and turned onto Limerock Street. The driver saw them squint, avert their eyes, and turn away as he passed.
He passed the third boy halfway down the block.
Two had stepped off their boards, stopped at the corner. The third floated slowly away.
They were separating.
The driver lifted his foot off the accelerator and coasted.…
His truck, a slightly battered Ford, dark blue, was like many others in every town in Maine. In winter, he hitched a snowplow to the front. He drove around at all hours. He parked and ate sandwiches, sipped coffee, and watched the people who passed. He learned their routines, who they spent time with.
At the next stop sign, he was no longer in the cab of his truck. He was squatting beside the dog shaking and groaning above the muddy brown Florida canal. The pictures shifted.… He was beneath the small blond girl riding him like a rocking horse.… He was pinned to the ground as boys and girls spread their legs above him.… In the woods with Ivan, the Master … The hanging coyote was speaking his name.… In his mouth he tasted the bitter pus.…
Chemical neurotransmitters leaped in his brain.
Then the rain was drumming again on the roof. The wipers slashed back and forth.
He turned right onto Union Street. Sped up, touching forty as the road sloped downhill, then slowed and turned right again on Elm. A block of six tall captains’ houses returned him to the intersection at the bottom of Chestnut Street.
He stopped and looked around. There was no traffic. On such a night, everyone in town was at home, making supper, watching TV.
He turned right and drove slowly up the hill again.
The two boys appeared ahead on their skateboards. His headlights lit them up through the rain, forcing their eyes down and away as they clattered past.
He knew the headlights were all they would see of him. They wouldn’t remember the truck.
He turned once more onto Limerock Street. Before the stop sign, he reached the third boy.
Part One
1
The air was frigid, condensing Isabel’s breath into plumes above her face. It was October and she was no closer to being able to pay for a new furnace than when it had died in August. She had to throw the thought aside like the down comforter as she jumped out of bed, turned on the space heater in her bathroom, and went downstairs to let the dog out.
Back upstairs, with no hot water, she used a washcloth at the sink. Then she began to dress.
She’d laid out her costume the night before. Roger Priestly had given her a photocopied illustration showing the name and arrangement of each particular layer: linen shift (over her own cotton underpants and L.L. Bean sports bra), large-weave woolen hose stockings, petticoat, free-hanging pockets of some rugged burlap material fastened around the waist like empty udders beneath outer layers, front-lacing bodice, thick homespun woolen dress, apron, cape, and the linen “coif,” shaped like a loose-fitting bathing cap. Finally, those awful shoes, like black orthopedic clogs with a large ornamental buckle—pirate shoes from some Disney cartoon. All of it purchased for her from a theatrical costume house in Boston.
Good lord, Isabel thought, looking at Goodwife Swaine in the tall bedroom mirror. You poor woman! You milk cows, chop wood, nurse infants, churn butter, slaughter pigs, chickens, God knows what else, cook over an open fire, and entertain your husband … in this getup?
At least she felt warm.
Ethan was still asleep as she passed his bedroom door and negotiated the narrow staircase with her voluminous layers, making a noise as if she were dragging a canvas tent down the stairs.
When she opened the door to let the dog back in, Flynn barked at her and stepped backward.
“Quiet, Flynn! Come inside.”
Warily, the dog edged in, giving her a wide berth. He looked at her and growled.
“Oh shush. It’s just me. Now lie down in your bed.” Isabel pointed.
A high-strung Australian shepherd, Flynn had difficulty with change, surprises. He slunk to his bed in a corner of the kitchen and lay down.
Now the house was still. No noise—not even the rumbling of a furnace in the basement. She’d never noticed the sound until it had stopped. No shouting—one of the mercies of the new regime of Ethan’s “unschooling.” Her doubts at pulling him out of school allayed for now by the extraordinary peace in the house every morning. Ethan had stopped throwing up from stress before slouching off to the bus with that insanely overloaded backpack. She should have done this five years ago. Or maybe from the beginning. He knew everything anyway. And he had his ships to build.
She grabbed her mug and pushed herself and her outfit out the kitchen door.
* * *
The girl at the Granite Deli & Bagel drive-through window didn’t bat an eye at the cape, the bodice, the voluminous dress and apron bunched under the steering wheel. Isabel felt like someone on her way to a Halloween party.
She sipped her latte and let out a long heartfelt sigh. Again, she was awash with relief that Ethan was no longer in school. Better now they were both out. As a high school teacher, she’d grown sick of pushing her students through the prescribed mass of facts, dates, summaries, training them for tests, abetting the notion that education consisted of the rote repetition of curricula. Trying to get Ethan to do his homework, repeating all the tired and tedious rationales, had only made him angry, frustrated, and, in recent months, physically ill. Almost every kid she knew in school was anxious, bored, heading for or already suffering deep depression. Half of them were on the standard prescriptive response: Zoloft or Ritalin.
They should all be outdoors! she’d screamed inside her head a hundred times, watching them bent over their phones at school, on the way to school, after
A few other teachers and parents agreed with her. Others told her kindly that the problem was hers: she was burning out. She needed to take up yoga, qigong, cut out gluten. Quit mourning and get a relationship. She’d tried that.
It was a relief when the high school fired her. Afterward, four years of copyediting on the Penobscot Bay Journal had been peaceful, dull, but it paid the bills, until the magazine had folded. Then an additional year of getting up in the icy predawn to prepare the sourdough had made it easy to quit the Red Barn Bakery and, at Nancy’s urging, join the crew at the Granite Harbor Settlement.
The Settlement paid even less than the bakery, but “it’ll be fun!” Nancy promised. “Dressing up! Gardening! Making fires! Physical things! Educating people who want to know everything you can tell them! And you’ll go back in time!”
She sipped her latte, still warm—the new commute was not far. Two miles north of town, she slowed as she approached the sign and turn for the GRANITE HARBOR LIVING HISTORY SETTLEMENT.
* * *
Roger had filled her in on the history of the place, ancient and modern. Sometime in the 1970s, picnickers had found a half-buried scattering of old tools, broken ceramic pieces, and colored glass in the gravel bank of the stream that ran through the marshes to the rocky beach two miles north of Granite Harbor. The archaeology department at the University of Maine dated them from the early seventeenth century. Subsequent investigation of the site unearthed rusted pieces of flintlock mechanisms, stones arranged in the shape of a crude forge, rotting half-buried timbers roughly the size of the cabins erected by early European settlers in what was then still part of the Massachusetts Bay Colony.
A single paragraph among the many histories of the colonization of this part of the Maine coast mentioned the landing, in 1643, of a ship from Wareham, England. Here, a band of English colonists founded and later, for reasons unknown, abandoned a small settlement.
After it gave up its small, buried artifacts, the dig was also abandoned in the 1980s. A group of investors decided to erect over the scrabble of unfilled holes an imagined re-creation of the original settlement. They built four small shingle-roofed log cabins, a blacksmith’s forge, laid out a split-rail stockade fence perimeter, installed a gift shop, a parking lot, and charged an entrance fee. Local “players”—retirees, history buffs, burned-out schoolteachers—were hired to inhabit the roles of the settlers. They dressed in seventeenth-century clothing and interacted with visitors. Operating as a 501(c)(3) nonprofit enterprise, Granite Harbor Living History Settlement became a popular midcoast attraction. Tourists, schoolchildren in buses, came and chatted with the “settlers,” asking them about their daily lives.
* * *
Isabel had been trying to imagine Goodwife Hannah Swaine, the settler she had been assigned to represent. A scant record, listing the owners of cattle in 1649, recorded her age as thirty-two, and her husband, Samuel Swaine, thirty-six.
Nothing more was known about Hannah—whether she and Samuel had children, if she loved her husband, was a cheerful soul or a bitter, complaining shrew. Nor why they had left England for the sketchy perils of the New World. They were simply two names in the aspic of history. They lived and struggled here, at the mouth of this river, before, at some unknown date, the settlement had been abandoned.
At forty-two, Isabel Dorr was ten years older than Hannah. She had grown anxious, broker, and finally, despite fighting it with all the usual remedies—drugs, alcohol, yoga, Buddhism—deeply depressed since her husband, Joshua Dorr, had disappeared on a yacht race to England eleven years earlier. Without a body, a funeral, or witnesses, she’d had a problem with closure. She hadn’t passed through the predicted five stages of grief but gotten stuck in an unending rut between denial and anger.
She suffered from trichotillomania—a childhood tic that became a full-blown disorder after Joshua’s disappearance—and couldn’t stop pulling out the hair on both sides of her head with fingers like tweezers. More recently, coinciding with Ethan’s adolescence, it had gotten worse, resulting in bare patches over her ears. Finally she’d cut it all off, an eighth of an inch all over, too short to get a purchase on it with her fingers, maintaining a Sinéad O’Connor buzz cut that her friends insisted made her look sexy and awesome. She’d adopted chemo headwear fashions, fleece cloches, beanies, watch caps, or a scarf knotted at the top of her head, and sometimes she wore no covering at all on the rare occasions when she felt she could carry off sexy and awesome, or when she was at home. She was five foot nine, and with her height and slim hips she looked “awesome in jeans!” her friends told her. She practiced yoga with Kathy McKinnon at Mountain Hall when she could find the time, walked the two miles out and back to Calderwood Point with Flynn most mornings around dawn. She’d become aware of incipient vertical lines above her lips and the suggestion of gathering flesh beneath her jaw, but on good days she felt she was still holding her own—whatever that might still be.
But she was probably doing better than Hannah. From what she’d read, the early colonial settlers had been worn to nubs and early death by hardship. There was no knowing when Hannah had died, but at thirty-two, she’d reached what would have then been considered solid middle age, or older. Isabel imagined her: weather-beaten, with scarred, chapped, thickened hands, dirty, broken nails. Her hair, if she wasn’t pulling it out, was no doubt thinning from stress and poor nutrition, lank with unwashing, beginning to streak with gray. Her face reddened and broken-veined, vertical lines, worse than Isabel’s, furrowing lips habitually pursed with worry and resignation.
But this didn’t allow for character: a woman who might have been warm, humorous, feisty, shy or assertive, strong or weak, forgiving, tender, meek or mean. As a person, Hannah was a blank.
But a voice—Hannah’s—started in her head. A kind of earworm that suggested a character with a tongue in her, who began to make unsolicited comments. Look at the state of this place! the voice scolded inside Isabel’s house. Have you no shame, woman? And, on seeing the closed door to Ethan’s room: That lad of yours—idler! Lie-abed!—why isn’t he up helping you?
Hannah or not, Isabel got a sense of someone there. She began to like her.
* * *
The road ended in a gravel parking lot beside the gift shop: a modest National Park–style building that also housed a small office and naturally composting toilets.
And today, a police car, its roof light flashing.
2
Once upon a time, Alex would have said:
“Sophie, we’ve got to get going or you’ll be late for school. What do you want for breakfast? I’ve got eggs, nice crunchy seedy toast, or porridge, or—”
“Lucky Charms.”
“I don’t have Lucky Charms.”
Sophie would make a disappointed frown. “I want Lucky Charms.”
“They’re just sugar, sweetheart. They’re not good for you.”
“Mommy lets me have Lucky Charms.”
And Alex would say evenly, “Yes, well, we don’t have Lucky Charms here.”
At six months, when Sophie began to eat solid foods, Alex boiled organic squash, steamed organic spinach, puréed organic fruit and other high- nutrient, pure-as-angels foodstuffs for his little girl, and stored tubs of it in the freezer. This gave him profound satisfaction. Fatherhood? I’m all over this, he’d thought, and been sure of it. One of the many things he hadn’t anticipated before becoming a father was how much he would love feeding his daughter—how much he would need to. He became possessed, recognizing it for what it was: an evolutionary imperative. The image came to him of a mother bird, as he hovered, spoon in hand, over Sophie’s gaping mouth, his entire focus and life force intent on filling it.
But when she turned three, Sophie’s tastes abruptly contracted. This coincided with Alex’s divorce from her mother, another thing he hadn’t anticipated, and the beginning of her eating in two different households. Soon she refused to eat anything but white mishmash food. Alex suspected it was because Morgana had begun to feed her crap.
