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She blinked, quizzical. “Levi? Is that really you?”
He bobbed his head. “Gail? Why, you look pretty as I remember.”
“It’s been ten years,” she said, brushing off his compliment. “People change.”
Sensing displeasure in her voice, he dropped his gaze. “I know I left without saying anything. I should have stayed in touch.”
Launching a frown, Gail folded her arms. “That’s a poor way to say you’re sorry.”
He toyed with the hat in his hand. “I guess I owe you all an apology.”
She offered a tight nod. “You do.”
When Levi had run away, she’d been on the cusp of fourteen. His departure had crushed her. He didn’t know it, but he’d taken her heart with him.
Now he was back.
And so were the feelings she’d believed she’d let go of...
Like the Amish, Pamela Desmond Wright is a fan of the simple life. Her childhood includes memories of the olden days: old-fashioned oil lamps, cooking over an authentic wood-burning stove and making popcorn over a fire at her grandparents’ cabin. The authentic log cabin Pamela grew up playing in can be viewed at the Muleshoe Heritage Center in Muleshoe, Texas, which was donated to the city after the death of her grandparents.
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THE COWBOY’S AMISH HAVEN
Pamela Desmond Wright
And the king said unto the man of God,
Come home with me, and refresh thyself,
and I will give thee a reward.
—1 Kings 13:7
For Tamela Hancock Murray, who believed.
For Melissa Endlich, who made it happen.
Acknowledgments
I would like to thank my fellow writers and buddies who are always there to encourage and cheer me on when the going gets tough.
Sara Reinke, Sascha Illyvich, Claire Matturro, Vanessa Hawthorne, Marie Blackwood, Sherri K Briles, Christie M Allen, Ang & Sherry Baca.
I’d also like to thank my mother for suffering through endless revisions and telling me everything I wrote was good (even though it often wasn’t).
Love you all!
Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Epilogue
Dear Reader
Excerpt from A Mother’s Strength by Allie Pleiter
Chapter One
Rubbing tired eyes, Levi Wyse breathed a sigh of relief. Days of hard travel were finally nearing their end. Mile after mile disappeared beneath the tires of his truck.
Goodbye, Montana. Hello, Texas.
Gaze focused on the road, he drummed his fingers on the steering wheel. To stay awake for the last leg of the journey, he’d slammed down a few cups of coffee. Buzzed on caffeine and adrenaline, he felt tiny ignitions spark off his nerve endings. If only his blood didn’t feel so hot and his skin cold as ice.
Sleep. All he wanted to do was close his eyes and hibernate for a week.
Levi glanced at the child sleeping in his car seat. Seth stretched out as much as the cramped interior allowed. Thankfully, his son could bunk out anywhere. Teddy bear locked in the crook of one arm, Seth mumbled in his sleep.
Emotion squeezed Levi’s throat. The little guy was trying to be a trouper, but it was clear the last few months of hard travel had taken a toll. Instead of being dragged down the road, the child needed to be settled in a stable, normal routine.
Levi blinked to clear away the blur overtaking his vision. The white lines dividing the highway were running together. Pressing his fingers against his thudding temple, he pulled in a breath. To say he felt terrible would be an understatement.
He eased down the window and tipped back his head, allowing the cool night air to caress his stubbled face. The cobwebs and shadows inhabiting his mind thinned, but not enough to chase away his headache.
Feeling a twinge in his neck, he rolled his shoulders to loosen knotted muscles. His skin felt tight. A tremble threatened to overwhelm his fragile composure.
He had to find somewhere to pull over before he wrecked the truck.
Insides knotting, Levi clenched the wheel tighter. His destination was still miles away. He’d planned to find a place to set up the RV in Burr Oak. That wasn’t going to happen. He was too tired to keep going.
A familiar landmark came into view.
Recognition seeped into his fogged mind. The ranch he’d worked at as a teenager was just a few miles away.
Maybe the Lord was watching out for him after all.
Even though he hadn’t had contact with Samuel Schroder or his family in ages, he was pretty sure the man would let him park his camper for a day or two. As he remembered it, Samuel was always up before the sun, so pulling in early should not be a bother. Maybe he could even pick up some work doing odd jobs around the property to pay back the favor.
The next rodeo he planned to compete in was still a week away, so he’d have some time on his hands. Spending a little time in one place for a while would be nice.
Stirring, Seth opened his eyes. “Are we there yet, Daddy?” Yawning, he squeezed his stuffed bear tighter.
Sucking back a sigh, Levi brushed a few stray locks off his son’s forehead. “Ja.” Unwilling to risk falling asleep behind the wheel, he decided to head for the nearby ranch. “We’re getting close.”
* * *
Gail Schroder sprinkled flour over the cutting board and flattened out a ball of sourdough. Every morning she baked fresh biscuits, a task in which she took great pride. True, the recipe was a common one, but she’d made it her own with a few special ingredients.
As was her custom, she had risen before the sun. Dressing quietly, she eased down the stairs, preparing to wrangle the ancient monstrosity dominating the kitchen. Feeding a fair amount of wood and kindling into its belly brought the old cast-iron beast to life.
Breakfast was her first task. Fire stoked, she started an old-fashioned coffee percolator. The scent of burning oak and a dark roast brew filled the air with a delicious aroma.
Gail pressed out a dozen biscuits and brushed the tops with home-churned butter mixed with honey from the beehive. After opening the oven, she slid the first batch inside.
Stepping back, she swiped a hand across her perspiring brow. The old stove took no time at all to heat the first floor. As was the layout of most Amish homes, the kitchen, dining room and living room all inhabited a single large living space.
A rectangular wooden table covered with a pretty, ivory-colored lace cloth waited for stoneware dishes handed down through generations. The long picnic-style table with chairs on each side provided plenty of room for everyone.
A single wooden chair sat at its end, reserved for the man of the family.
Gail’s head dipped as her eyes misted. The painful grip on her heart grew tighter, burrowing deeper. Oh, how she missed her daed. Her mamm, too, was gone, leaving only herself and her younger sisters.
Gail glanced out the nearby window. The yellow-pink sliver appearing over the horizon was widening and brightening. Out in the henhouse, the rooster’s sunrise song cracked the silence of the night.
A new day was dawning, and a long list of chores waited. Cleaning, gardening, mending, tending the chickens, rabbits and goats that provided fresh eggs, meat and milk were just a few of the things that needed to get done.
The unexpected odor of charred bread and over-perked coffee singed her nostrils.
“Oh no!”
Gail snatched a flannel potholder and lifted the percolator. Liquid bubbled out of the spout. After setting the scorched thing aside, she fished the biscuits out of the oven. Twelve black circles greeted her eyes.
I ruined everything.
Biting back a sob of frustration, Gail stared at the disaster. Her emotions scattered in a thousand different directions. Without warning, her mask of stoicism and strength fell away, revealing deep cracks in her composure.
Grief. Loss. Confusion. They came at her from different directions, pecking at her like hungry ravens attacking carrion.
A tear rolled down her cheek. And then another.
Had her morning been normal, her daed would have been sitting in his chair, coffee in hand, Bible in front of him.
Gail swiped away her tears with a trembling hand. Since his passing, the family had left his Bible undisturbed. No one could bear to move it.
Walking over to the window to let in the morning breeze, Gail pulled in a hearty breath. Her focus was slowly returning.
Catching a glimpse of her reflection in the depths of the glass, she pulled a face at her image. Critical of her looks, she believed her eyes too wide set, and
her mouth too generous. Her nose and cheeks were splattered with too many freckles. And no matter how tightly she wound her bun, a few brown curls always managed to escape her kapp.
I never look well put together, she thought, tucking her hair back into place.
A heavy rap at the back door interrupted her thoughts.
“Miss Gail?” a male voice called.
Gail recognized Ezra Weaver’s voice. A visitor so early in the morning didn’t bode well.
“Oh, please, Lord,” she murmured. “I can’t handle more bad news.” Being the boss was hard. Harder than she’d ever imagined. She had a multitude of problems, the least of which was the ranch manager who had just quit without a word. Overseeing the homestead, which included the breeding and sale of Longhorn cattle, was considered a man’s work. Now she had no guide, and no idea what to do.
Another knock sounded, louder and more insistent. “Anyone there?”
Glancing down, Gail sighed over the mess. She was hot and perspiring, her dress was wrinkled, and her apron stained by spluttering coffee grounds and flakes of dough.
“Just a minute!” She slid back the chain and unlatched the bolt.
Ezra Weaver waited outside. Mechanic, plumber, welder and jack of all trades, he’d come to work for the family seven years ago. If it broke, he fixed it. His wife, Ruth, took care of the cowboys, cooking and cleaning for the men who lived in the bunkhouse. An Englischer, he smoked a lot. Gail tolerated his bad habit because he was an honest man and a good worker.
“Guder mariye, Mr. Weaver.” Gail angled the door so he could step inside. “Please, come in.”
Battered straw hat in hand, Weaver offered an apologetic nod. “Sorry to disturb you so early, ma’am.”
Gail smiled. Whatever he threw her way, she wouldn’t flinch. It was up to her to make the decisions now, she thought, then sent up a silent prayer. Gott, please help me make the right ones.
“Not at all,” she said. “How can I help you?”
“I’m not the one needin’ your attention,” Ezra Weaver drawled before jerking his thumb in a vague direction. “There’s a man down by the gate, and he’s askin’ to see your daddy.”
Surprised, Gail laughed in disbelief, then sobered when she realized Ezra Weaver was serious. Puzzled, she shook her head. Why would someone be asking to see her father? Three months had passed since Samuel Schroder’s death. Burr Oak was a small town. Surely word had gotten around by now.
She was curious as to who would make the inquiry, and why they had come so early in the morning. Visitors were not common. Weeks might pass before they saw a soul aside from family or hired hands.
“Do you know who it is?”
Ezra shook his head. “Nope. I ain’t never seen him before.”
“Did he say what his name was?”
“He said Samuel would know him.”
“Well, in that case, I guess I need to find out what he wants.”
“I’ll come, too,” Ezra Weaver offered.
Gail untied her apron and hung it on a peg by the door before brushing the flour off the front of her dress. She wanted to look mature, in control. Her efforts only added more smudges and wrinkles.
She opened the door and stepped outside. Nudged by the wind, the hanging chair on the veranda creaked.
Pulling back her shoulders and leveling her chin, Gail walked down the steps. Gravel crunched under her heels as she marched toward a white fence with a wrought iron gate that kept people from entering the property. Ezra Weaver dutifully followed.
Pasting a polite smile on her face, Gail peered through the bars. “Guder mariye,” she said, out of habit using the language she’d been raised to speak.
The driver slid out of his truck. Tall and blond, he was dressed in jeans, boots and a plaid checkered work shirt with the sleeves rolled to the elbows. He looked like any cowboy roaming the open plains.
“Guder mariye,” he returned, tipping the wide brim of his straw hat.
Her brows rose. His pronunciation was decent enough. “Can I help you?” she asked, switching to English.
The visitor shifted to get a better view through the gate. His gaze widened, as did his grin. “Gail? You sure grew up.”
The fine hairs on the back of her neck rose. “Do I know you?”
The man took off his hat, giving her a better view of his face. A blond layer of stubble roughened his skin. “Well, I hope so.”
Gail searched for recognition. His eyes were his most arresting feature. Irises the shade of an icy arctic lake sparkled. Wry amusement slanted his mouth.
Noticing her lag, he took a step closer. “It’s Levi,” he prodded. “Levi Wyse.”
Blood drained from her face. No. It couldn’t be. This man didn’t look like the boy she remembered. A thin scar marred his right cheek, and the slightly crooked set of his nose indicated a break or two throughout his life. His skin was deeply tanned, and small lines etched the outer corners of his eyes. A few character lines touched his mouth and chin. His voice, too, was deep, but mellow.
An image she’d put away long ago flashed across her mind’s screen. When she’d last laid eyes on Levi, he’d had a huskier build and still wore his hair in the bowl cut favored by most Amish men. Now he had the lean and hard frame of a working man, and his hair was cut in the sleek combed-back style favored by most Texas cowboys. He’d replaced the clothes he’d once worn as one of the Plain folks with Western-style wear. Shedding his past, he’d gone Englisch.
She blinked, quizzical. “Levi?” Saying his name felt odd. “Is that really you?”
He bobbed his head. “Gail? You look as pretty as I remember.”
“It has been ten years,” she said, brushing off his compliment. “People change.”
He dropped his gaze. “I know I left without saying anything. I should have stayed in touch.”
Launching a frown, Gail folded her arms. “That’s a poor way to say you’re sorry.”
He toyed with the hat in his hand. “I guess I owe you all an apology.”
She offered a tight nod. “You do.”
When Levi ran away, she was on the cusp of fourteen. His departure had crushed her. He didn’t know it, but he’d taken her heart with him.
Now he was back.
What did he want?
An awkward silence widened the distance between them.
A boy with tousled blond hair popped up on the passenger’s side. Rubbing sleepy eyes, he looked around in confusion.
“Dad,” he called in a panic. “Daddy!”
Walking to the passenger side, Levi opened the door. “I’m here, calm down, son.”
Gail caught a glimpse of the child as Levi unbuckled his car seat and lifted him out. “Your boi?”
Pride sparked in Levi’s gaze as he cradled his son in his arms. “Ja. This is Seth.”
Curiosity prodded. “And your ehefrau?”
Levi’s mouth twisted wryly. Unease shadowed his eyes. “I’m sorry to say that Seth’s mom isn’t with us anymore.”
Gail stood for a moment, locked in surprise.
Oh, no! How unkind of her to allow past resentments to control her emotions. Instead of welcoming him, she’d greeted him with an icy heart.
Shame filled her.
Unlatching the gate, she stepped through. “Forgive me for treating you so badly. Welcome home, Levi.”
Chapter Two
“Thank you for inviting us in. I promise we won’t stay long,” Levi said as he and Seth followed Gail into the house.
“Please, sit.” Face breaking into a smile of good humor and grace, she gestured toward the waiting table. “Can I get you anything to drink? Tea? Coffee? Maybe Seth would like something, too.”
Hanging his hat on a peg by the door, Levi settled his son in a chair at the table before taking a seat. “Coffee would be great. A glass of milk for Seth, if it’s not too much trouble.”
Cranky after their long trip, Seth squirmed impatiently. “I’m hungry, Dad.”
“Seth, don’t be rude.” Levi looked to Gail. “Sorry. I haven’t had time to get him any breakfast this morning. I’d planned to stop somewhere in town.”
