Making Her Mine: Racing D Ranch Book 3: Mine Forever, page 5
"You’re right about him, I’ll see what he says. Can you try a soup?"
"I don’t want to risk it."
"Maybe later you can. Try to rest right now."
"I'll tell you if anything changes." Already I see he’s more relaxed.
Milt has music going, he’s singing along to a Merle Haggard song. We’ve loved the Hag’s music for years cranking it in the barn and on our long hauls."
And how's the drive going?" I asked Milt in a cheerful way since I still feel he's sort of down about something.
"We're making good time. Are you ready to eat when I come to a truck stop?"
"Anytime you’re ready."
"Sounds good sis. I'll make it happen."
"Can I get you anything?"
"I’m okay for now."
"Would you like my company while I have a tea?"
"Sure thing go get your tea. I’ll hold your seat."
Chapter 9
Jake
She doesn’t realize I heard most of what was said between her and Milt nor do I want her to know. It set me back a few notches in that it sounded like he was going to tell her how he felt right then.
My damn heart stopped! This all must stay together until I regain strength and am on my feet. I wasn’t expecting this problem with Milt, maybe it was a mistake to come home with Race. My presence looks to have brought him to a turning point about his feelings. If only I had hard facts to go on instead of speculation and guesses.
There wasn’t any other choice really. She set her mind on me coming to the RD from the start. I knew she wouldn’t go to my place after a few short talks we had. Each time I brought up the idea she instantly talked about her workload for the coming track season going into details on time frames to get the horses fit. She came back with the rebuttal of me coming home with her so she could help me while taking care of her business. It made good sense, still does.
Anyway, I want to be with her, at the same time, I want to protect our relationship long term. Whatever it takes I’m prepared to do it. What I need here is a large stroke of good luck for him to stay out of the picture. He’s been as her brother all these years. Now he needs to stay in the family role.
My gut feeling told me he would be trouble. I knew it from the way he called her all day long at the hospital. He wasn’t worried about anything but her. He missed her and wanted to hear her voice. I suppose if I stood in his boots, I’d do the same thing. I’d fight to the death for her, he feels the same way.
Well, problem or not, Milt or not, I will have Race. I’ll do everything to make her mine. I know her love for me is far different than what she feels for him. She treats him like a brother. She treats me like the man who makes her a woman. That’s how it’s going to stay.
Looking back to all this woman has done for me I can’t stop thinking how she’s such an extraordinary person. I think about how outrageously sensuous she is and about when I can be in her hot pussy again. It’s been such a long time since I’ve felt the heat between her legs. I remember every touch we exchanged the night I met her. With my eyes closed I can feel my hands on her smooth skin.
What a loving sweet woman she is — she’s always thinking of how she can please me, what she can do to make things good for me ahead of herself. Her unselfish acts surprise me every time. It hits home that I’ve not ever experienced a woman as giving as Race.
She can have whatever she wants from me… I’ll gladly give all I have, my heart, my soul to her.
Chapter 10
Race
A peek in the bedroom shows Jakes awake. I sit next to him to get a close look at his skin color.
"You have more color, how’s your queasy stomach?"
"It’s better."
"You look sleepy babe. You have time for a nap before we stop for supper." He’s feeling not nearly as good as he says.
"If you don’t mind, I will catch a few winks, the medicine does make me drowsy."
Jake pulls me close to him, whispers in my ear.
"You’re the woman I’ve dreamed of since I was in high school, you know what that means to me?"
A delicious kiss again. God! I love his lips. It’s a gift from heaven to be out of the hospital where I can touch him any time I want. Small things are the important things in life.
"Not fully but I have a fair idea and I like it. Try to rest now but I want a full description of what it means tomorrow."
I take a mug of tea to the passenger seat with Milt. Sitting with him is enough for me even if we don’t talk. Questions whirl in my mind about what could be up with him. He’s not acting like himself at all. I don’t like it one bit.
"Bob called. The Lancers are at the house."
"So, it worked out well. Did he mention if their trip went okay?"
"He thought so. They’re in the guest house."
"I’ll tell Jake when he wakes up. He worries about his mother."
"When do you plan to get some sleep?" There’s a snip to his voice which means he’s not happy with something I’ve done, or not done. In this case, he’s telling me I look like hell from pure fatigue and that I didn’t taken care of myself. I caught the sarcastic note in his greeting of how fit I looked.
"Believe me, I plan to sleep for the next 3 days 24/7. Truthfully, I’m beat. But with good shut eye I’ll be like new in a few days. Don’t you think?"
"You need it. Have you made arrangements for assistants to come help Jake?"
"A Physical Therapist. He’ll stay at the house. I need time at the barn to get the horses working. How did their vet check go?"
"No problems. They’re getting lazy. I notice the bay is losing some hip muscle. Not a lot yet. Even with being ponied on the track every day, turn out, then on the hot walker, it’s not enough work for him."
"You can bet I’ve been worried about the horses. After a good sleep we’ll get them moving. I’ll take the bay on the mountain every day plus breeze the track. Those workouts will bring him back quick."
"Let’s make sure you’re up to it. The last thing I want is for you to get an injury."
"I’ll be good as new in no time. Can I get you something from the kitchen? I’m going for a refill."
"A bottle of water would be good." Still there’s tension between us. Wish I could get a lead on what and why. Maybe I’m over thinking it. It could be something as simple as worry over the horses being laid up while I was in Salt Lake. For sure, I’m almost in panic mode over it. He could be, too.
Putting our horses on the track is a large part of the ranch income which is everyone’s income. The crew counts on the racing money.
Jake’s sound asleep when I check him. I take another tea back to the driving area. I hope he drops the serious talk, for now anyway. When I finish my tea, I lean the seat back stretching out. Milt pulls a blanket from behind his seat passing it over to me.
"Cover up girlie, get comfortable." He winks at me with his silly smile which lightens the thick air, not enough but I’ll take it. I can feel my eyes closing. I jerk them open a few times until the last time I can’t.
The slowing of the RV, the bump we go over. It’s dark. I think we’re going into a truck stop for supper and rouse up.
"Where are we? What time is it?"
"About 2:30."
"How long have I been asleep?"
"Hours."
"Why didn’t you wake me? You needed to eat, and Jake was back there alone."
"You’re awake now so no worries."
A quick glance out the window.
"We’re home!"
When I get back to the bedroom he’s still sleeping, snoring even, which I take as a good sign. If he was nauseous, he’d be awake.
How embarrassing to sleep leaving Milt to drive all those hours. I go up to him, slide my arms around his waist for a hug.
"I’m shameful I left you with no relief, no food."
"You needed it. I wasn’t about to wake you up." Milt hugs me then moves away to open the door.
"Go wake up your man. Let’s get him inside," he tells me as he stretches. He’s tired with good reason.
"I called Pat to tell him we’d be here. There’s food ready in the kitchen, soup for Jake on the stove.
"You tie all the loose ends don’t you," I say to him with a good natured smile hoping he’ll see I’m happy now.
Jake wakes up easily. He walks with me on one side, my brother on the other to steady him. I show him the bedroom then brings him to the kitchen.
"We have food ready. Soup, too. Can you eat something?" I offer to him and sit the bowl close for him. I really want him to eat though he might need time to get over the road sickness.
"What a beautiful home, it’s stunning, Race."
"Thank you. I wouldn’t live anywhere else, that’s how much I love it here in these mountains."
He looks at the food. "Think I’ll wait until I stop spinning."
The three of us laugh more as an expression of relief. Milt takes a seat at the counter passing over the plate he made for me. Jake sits in a wingback chair near us looking quite pale again. My guess is he’s reeling with dizziness.
"What’s going on, Jake?" I leave my seat and move closer to check him.
"Sorry folks, the smell of food isn’t working. I’m heading to the bed."
"I’ll walk with you." I put my arm around his waist to steady him. Milt notices and makes a dash to his other side.
"Thanks, buddy. Appreciate you driving us in." Jake’s trying hard to hold up, but he’s done for this day.
"I’ll be back in a few minutes babe."
"Take your time." He gives me a weak smile.
Milt and I finish eating while chattering about the happening at the ranch while I was away. I’m hearing for the first time they had several big cat episodes at the barn. He sounds a little glad to have me home.
"See you tomorrow sis," he’s out the door with a can of beer in hand.
"Thank you for bring us home, Milt." He doesn’t answer.
A check on Jake shows he’s quiet, dozing, I think. I take the time to grab a shower, brush my teeth, throw on pajamas before going in Jakes room. To lay my body down next to him without the worry of a nurse crashing in is something I’ve waited for with great anticipation. Even if it’s only for a few minutes I want to hold him. Yes, I want to make love to him, but more important right now is just to hold him.
"I’ve been waiting for you," he whispers pulling me on to the bed.
"Tricking me I see. When I checked your eyes were closed."
"I’m always waiting for you baby. Lay here with me for a few minutes."
Jake pulls the comforter up wrapping me tight to him. "I love the way you fit me."
I snuggle in closer taking in his warmth. I’m in the perfect place right now with my back pressing close against his chest, his strong arms around me. Even with having been through such an ordeal he still feels strong to me. This is too good to move in any direction. I only want to take in this exact moment thinking how great it would be if life could be this way all the time.
It isn’t long before things change.
"What do I feel up against me?" I wait for him to answer, instead his hands slide over my stomach, under my nightshirt to my breast where he gently glides his hands over them. Jake knows where this will put me. He’s sure I can’t resist.
"There’s no man alive who could lay quiet with your tight ass pushed up against his cock. If he did, I'd call him a lunatic, a true crazy man," he mumbles in between teasing my neck with his tongue.
"What’s this different feeling, do you notice it?"
"It’s my heart loving you," he says with such emotion in his deep rough voice, makes me wonder how such a man’s man like Jake could find these tender words to say. Ranch men aren’t especially known for being mushy.
My hand finds his engorged shaft between us and I take the enjoyment of rubbing him through his jocks.
"I feel every pulse of your love baby. It’s what makes this happen." Jake puts his hand over mine. "The question is, do you really get how much I crave your perfect warm pussy? You don’t truly understand my need to have you."
"Maybe not, just don’t ever stop wanting me. Promise me."
I lay still doing what I want to him as he’s caressing my breast thinking how lucky I am to have him with me.
"It won’t be hard to promise. There’s no way in hell I can get enough of this."
It’s not long before I feel him moving, he’s pushing his jocks off. My bottoms push down easily then he helps get them off my feet.
"We said we wasn’t going to take any chances here at the house," I remind him.
"We did and I intend to keep to it. But right this minute, I need what I’ve dreamed of for weeks. Baby I need to have you."
I roll over to face him as he pulls my leg up moving in to lay between my legs. He pulls my breast right into his face. This is too perfect. I can smother his face into my breast, kiss him any time I want. He’s rubbing the soft velvet head of his dick along the lips of my pussy covering it with leaking cum. He slowly slides into my depth letting me feel each pulsing throb. My breath stops. I lay very still so as not to miss feeling each sensation inside me. At this moment all worries are gone. My love is with me and he’s okay.
"You gorgeous baby. I love you so damn much, missed holding you, missed you too much," he mummers while sliding his lips across my face down to my breast.
"I was terrified, Jake. I thought I might not get to be in your arms again."
From out of nowhere tears fall onto my cheeks. I can’t stop them. He feels them and takes my face in his hands wiping them away. To see his tenderness fills me with all I need.
"I’ll be holding you every time you want me to for a long time to come. You don’t have to cry honey, we’re together now," he whispers.
"I thought you might die if I went to sleep. I thought if I watched you, it wouldn’t happen." I didn’t plan to tell him that, it blurted out with no preplanned thought.
"You precious woman. I’m not leaving you, I can’t." Jake pulls me as tight into him as possible. His hands roam over my body softly. "My sweet lady, you have the most loving heart."
His cock keeps getting thicker, harder. I move with his movements taking in the thrill of being his woman, a thrill far more than just our bodies connecting. I’m sure I feel his soul breathing with my breath.
The whining engine of the hay tractor breaks our blissful spell.
"They’re feeding at the barn?" he asked.
"Yes, I don’t want them to hear us."
It’s hard to be quiet with his iron rod pulsing inside me. The bedroom door is open, and the men are much too close to suit me.
"We have to be quiet," he says.
He takes my nipple in my mouth and does what I love, sucks me hard and strong. I push down on him taking in his full length, moving slow, taking my time to feel him on the walls of my pussy. His breath is getting heavy and I put my fingers on his mouth to signal it’s loud. I hope to hell we can stay quiet enough. I definitely don’t want the men to hear anything.
With too much movement the bed makes a small noise which forces us to lay still as possible. I pull him into me with his perfect grinding circles as I rotation my cunt to match his moves. How can he do that and make it feel this good? He’s hardly moving yet I feel every stroke in an intensified way.
He’s still ripping my breast apart biting my hard tips. He’s sure it’ll bring me to a strong release. He isn’t wrong. He’s near to letting his cum fill me since I feel his hardness throbbing more. I can’t hold back any longer. He puts his hand over my mouth. Jake pushes into me with such a force as I feel his cum filling me…it’s thick, hot. My back arches pushing me down on his rigid cock and I let my juices flow down over him.
"Fucking Hell! He mumbles. "This hot pussy is mesmerizing. You’re too beautiful Race, so crazy beautiful."
How incredible! I let him take time to fully enjoy his release. This man comes harder and longer than what seems possible. Not a complaint since I love it. When he’s finished, he keeps snuggling me and keeps up with working my pussy. He’s after more of my cream wanting to make sure I come again. Such an exciting feeling when we grind together putting pressure on my clit. It brings us to another release together.
"…you just keep getting more cum out of me, how can it feel this good, we’re hardly moving," he says.
"I don’t know how but it is. Don’t change it, I love it too much."
"Keep telling me baby. Hearing you say those words is like being touched by an angel. That sultry voice of yours has a way of penetrating into each fiber of my body and soul. You make me melt, every time."
"Thank God I’ve got you back. Welcome home cowboy."
We lay quiet with our lips touching letting breath go back to normal.
He whispers. "Let me stay in this spell."
After a while I start to part from him.
"No darlin’. You can’t leave. You’re still burning. I feel your heat on me, now I’ve got more for you," he tells me in a hushed tone. I allow his voice to take me away… enough to make me start all over again.
As his shaft swells more with the small bit of motion, I draw it into me clamping on to his cock each time he bears down into me. His hands find my nipples again to my great pleasure.
"When you take my breast, it makes me totally lost in another world, but you already know that."
"These tits make me want to drive in you way too hard, baby. Yeah, they drive me to the breaking point."
"Jake, stay with me."
We merge together at the same moment filling me with our mixed essence. Nothing could be added to make this joining more complete. I’ve not felt this much of a woman or loved so much as right now. Jake holds me, rocking me easy, kissing my face, loving me in a way I’ve not known before. It’s every bit as perfect as I always thought it would be.
