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Table of Contents
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Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Postscript
Further Reading: PDX 2020 Fall
Also By L.J. Breedlove
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Dedication
TO TOBY STAAB, COPYEDITOR extraordinaire. You make all my books better. But even more? You inspired the pranks (the legal ones) of these books with your own college antics long ago. I remember. I was there.
So this one is for you.
Chapter 1
NOON, WEDNESDAY, SEPT. 29, 2021, Portland State University Eyewitness News building — There was something exciting about the start of school, Ryan Matthews thought, whether it was the first grade when everything is new, or 20 years later when you’re a junior faculty member — very junior, very interim faculty member — watching your students show up on campus.
He was sitting in his office in the newsroom of the student-run Eyewitness News at Portland State University. The glass walls of his office allowed him a full view of the newsroom, a converted warehouse on the northeast edge of the downtown campus. The newsroom was a huge space with brick walls except for the eastern wall of 16-foot-tall windows. Those windows had caused the designers of the television studio fits. Their solution was a large white shell that filled most of opposite end of the room from where he sat. The small leftover space under the windows had been claimed by the sports staff.
In between there and where he sat were a dozen pods of computer desks that cupped around the ‘living room,’ a collection of couches and chairs scrounged from the castoffs of administration offices during their frequent upgrades. And damn it, he needed to contact Surplus — those couches were getting scruffy. Surely some administrator was replacing their furniture soon? He wrote it down. Lists mattered. Thoughts were fleeting, but a list? It would be there. Unless he lost it.
The editors for the fall were already here. It was almost noon on Wednesday, the traditional day for Newsroom 101, a one-credit introduction to EWN. He’d started here in that class as a newbie reporter; now he was the instructor for it.
Nostalgia? He chastised himself a bit. Get in the game. You wouldn’t go back to those days, not for a minute! Well, part of him probably would, he conceded. But mostly, he was happy with where his life was at: part-time advisor here, full-time master’s student at Reed. Married, with a son, and another child on the way. Life was good — a lot better than he had expected it to be.
“Damn it!” Blair Williams screamed. Everyone jumped. Blair wasn’t a screamer. Ryan rushed toward her like everyone else. She was laughing hysterically and pointing to the ceiling. The 16-foot-high ceiling, where all of her pencils had been thrown and stuck into the acoustical (the much hated acoustical) tiles. A dozen pencils at least.
Ryan snorted. Well, he wasn’t in any position to chastise people for practical jokes. Not when he was responsible for the Crow’s Nest upstairs.
“Well, that will stop you from tapping your pencil on your teeth,” Miguel Garcia observed.
Blair grinned, reached in her bag and pulled out anther pencil. She went back to making notes of story ideas, and shortly was tapping on her teeth again with the pencil.
Oddly endearing, the newsroom had concluded about that, Ryan thought with a laugh. He wasn’t as happy about the fact that he had picked up her habit of tapping fingers when he was thinking. Having a tell made him nervous.
Never let them see you flinch, he thought grimly. It isn’t paranoia when they really are out to get you.
He glanced up at the pencils. He had no clue how the prankster had gotten them up there — besides throwing them — and he didn’t have any ideas on how to get them down either. He shrugged and went back to his office. They could stay there indefinitely as far as he was concerned. He had this vision of the university declaring them an art installation someday and not allowing it to be tampered with. He snorted at the thought.
He’d barely sat down in his office chair, when suddenly, everyone in the newsroom swiveled toward the stairs that led to the newsroom entryway. Ryan glanced at the clock. A bit early for the newbies, as the 101 students were called, usually not to their faces. He went to the door of his glass-walled office to check out what was happening. Someone was coming up the stairs. They were moving slowly, and there was a tapping sound — that was probably what had caught the editors’ attention. He frowned, then placed the tapping sound... a cane.
It had been nearly a year since Sarah King had come up those stairs using a cane. A different sound, though. She’d used the cane because of her injuries as a soldier in Afghanistan. He swallowed. He missed her. They all did. She and two other staff members had died in the COVID flare last Christmas.
He looked at his editor-in-chief, a geeky, tall, young man with glasses. Will Bristol was watching to see who was coming with an expressionless face. He’d been talking to Blair. Ryan didn’t think she’d been in the newsroom much when Sarah was the copyeditor here. She was looking a bit puzzled that Will had stopped in mid-sentence. Miguel, who was the chief videographer, knew why, though. He was watching the entryway too.
Ryan moved out where he could see who it was.
A young man appeared. He was short — at least in comparison to Ryan’s 6-foot-2 —probably 5-foot-9. Dark hair, his eyes were hidden behind dark glasses. He was wearing jeans and a button-down blue shirt and he had a black backpack over his shoulder.
And he was using a cane. A white cane. The young man coming into the newsroom was blind.
“Can I help you?” Blair asked from her computer station just inside the entry counter. She had a pleasant smile and it showed in her voice too. She gave the impression she really would want to help. Her blonde hair pulled into a ponytail, she looked more like a high school cheerleader than cutthroat reporter; Ryan knew she was a good reporter, and he suspected she’d been a cheerleader once too. He grinned.
“I’m here for Newsroom 101,” the stranger said. “I thought I’d come up a bit early so we can get all of the ‘Oh, my God, but you’re blind’ crap done before the others get here.”
Ryan had to grin. A bit aggressive, but on target, he acknowledged. That was damn close to his reaction and probably that of everyone out there.
“Do you have a particular section in mind?” Ryan asked from his doorway when no one else spoke up. “I’m Ryan Matthews, by the way, the faculty advisor.”
“Luke Kent,” he responded. “I write sports.”
Carrie, who had taken over sports after the COVID death of last year’s sports editor, popped her head around the divider.
“How do you cover games when you’re blind?” Will asked. “I’m Will Bristol, editor-in-chief,” he added.
Ryan frowned. Will was usually more tactful that this.
“I listen to them on the radio,” Luke Kent said impatiently.
“Good answer,” Carrie said with approval. “Says you know something about sports. I’m Carrie, the sports editor. We’ll take him, Will,” she added. “Come on back, Luke.”
Luke made his way carefully through the entrance, past the front desk, past the editors’ computer pod where Blair and Miguel were working, past Will who was frowning at him. Ryan was torn between watching Luke’s progress and puzzling over Will.
Carrie directed him to a chair and introduced the returning sports staff who were hanging out, waiting to see who else might be joining them from the class. Ryan grinned. The all-female returning sports staff. He’d been the EIC two years ago who had hired an all-female staff, just to push people’s buttons on campus. He’d been disappointed. The staff had been so good there had been little pushback.
Will was scowling, he glanced over at Ryan, and gestured with his head toward
Ryan took a deep breath and blew it out.
A blind sportswriter? They could accommodate that. And Ryan made a mental note to ask Luke what accommodations might make working here easier for him. But a Trump supporter? And apparently an evangelical one?
In a sports department where the editor was a lesbian and so were half the staff? And in a newsroom famed for its diversity, but where Biden supporters were considered conservative? He suspected Luke Kent well knew that rep and brought his backpack through the door deliberately.
Well this should be interesting, he thought wryly, as more footsteps could be heard coming up the stairs. Will headed his way, then hesitated as the students appeared. He turned to welcome them. Running this newbie class was his responsibility as editor-in-chief. Ryan’s name was on the grade sheet, but apart from a welcome speech in a few moments, it wasn’t his class.
EWN took ‘student-run’ seriously.
Some more thumping as people came down the stairs from the third floor: the editor of the literary magazine Robert Smithson, punk with a blonde mohawk and black on black clothes in spite of being in his late 30s. Actually, maybe all punk were getting older? Ryan didn’t know. He was followed by the radio station manager, a Black music major named Sam Bartholomew, and the newest addition to the third floor and to EWN, two grad students, an independent journalist who went by the name Turk, and Cage Washington, who came up through the ranks with Ryan and was his best friend — one of them, and Cage was marrying the other.
Cage had been the chief videographer who had decided EWN would cover the Black Lives Matter protests last year and fought the administration when they had tried to prevent it because it wasn’t on campus. He was probably the best-known Black man at PSU after his role last winter in saving the life of Bernice King when a white supremacist tried to shoot her at a protest.
He’d graduated in the spring and went full-time for Oregon Public Broadcasting, an experience that seemed to be making him grimmer and more jaded. Ryan ground his teeth. But Cage had cut back at OPB so he could start as a graduate teaching assistant in the new Center for Experimental Journalism. Along with Turk, and a third person they still hadn’t decided on. They needed to do that soon. Like today, he thought, and made a mental note.
Will was doing the introductory work for the class, and now he looked at Ryan, who began his comments about the power of the press, the importance of student-run media, and his role as advisor, not boss or even teacher.
“OK, one last thing. We’re requiring all students in EWN to be vaccinated. You need to show your vaccination proof to your team leader to remain in this class. If you have a medical reason why you can’t be vaccinated, a personal letter from your doctor will suffice, but you will have to be masked and practice social distancing both here in the newsroom and anytime you are representing EWN — at an interview, for example, or a meeting. Any questions?”
“What if it’s against my religion?” someone asked.
“Then a signed letter from your local or home-town religious leader about you personally will suffice,” Ryan interjected. “Same rules apply.”
“That’s discrimination,” Luke said.
“No, it isn’t,” Ryan answered. “We’re treating religious objections like medical ones. And we’ve already run it by the university attorney for approval.”
There was some muttering. Ryan frowned. How many religious people did they have?
“You’re going to find that is true for all on-site classes and work experience,” he said slowly. “Is this the first class you’ve attended this week?”
No one responded, and Ryan shrugged.
Will divided people up according to interests and assigned them to section editors and managers as group leaders. Routine.
And then Will walked into Ryan’s office and waited for him. Ryan raised his eyebrows a bit, then followed him into his own office and closed the door.
“I don’t want him here!” Will said furiously.
Ryan frowned. Will didn’t get angry. He’d never seen this before. “Who?”
“Luke,” Will said. “Did you see his backpack?”
“I did,” Ryan said. “Do you know him?”
Will nodded. “Had a class with him three years ago? More, I guess. He’s in your face, pushes his religion into every discussion, and is obnoxious as hell.”
“Sounds like he’ll fit in well,” Ryan said, only partially joking. Substitute views for religion and that would be most professors’ description of EWN staff in their class — and especially Ryan.
“Ryan, I’m serious. The guy is a troublemaker. He’ll file grievances every time someone swears,” Will said.
Ryan shrugged. “Will, there is nothing you or I can do about it,” he said. “And I don’t want to. It might be good for folks to learn tolerance.”
Will shook his head. “I want him out of here,” he repeated.
“You don’t get to do that,” Ryan said, appalled, really, at the thought. “Will, you can’t expel a student for possibly being trouble in a class! If profs could? I wouldn’t have been allowed into anyone’s class.”
Will had to grin at that.
“Not to be crass, but he’s also blind. That’s discrimination. Both for religious beliefs and disability. Wouldn’t student government have a field day with that? Not to mention that’s it’s wrong. It’s illegal. And it’s just wrong!” Ryan was starting to get a bit heated.
“I thought this was a student-run newsroom?” Will lashed back.
Ryan looked at him. Let the silence build a bit before speaking. “It’s my name on the class,” he said softly. “And I won’t be party to discrimination, Will. If he’s a troublemaker? Do you really think Carrie can’t deal? That you can’t deal? Do you really think he’s worse than what my editors faced? When I was showing up drunk and having sex in the Green Room? I earned us an FCC warning, Will! I have faith you all can curtail any troublemaking he attempts. And if he gets beyond control? Then Carrie and you can come in, and we’ll talk.”
Will shook his head. “We’re going to regret this,” he muttered and walked out.
Ryan frowned. What the hell was that all about? He grabbed his notepad off his desk and went out to talk to Luke about any needed accommodations.
Luke brushed him off. “My computer is set up for me,” he said dismissively. “I doubt you can do better than University Computing.”
Ryan was sure that the EWN systems manager — Chief Geek — could do better, but if Luke was happy with what he had? Fine. “What about access? There is the elevator, if that’s easier than stairs. And the computer pods? Is that an issue to get back here?”
“It’s fine. I can cope. Are you this intrusive with all your students?” Luke demanded. “Or just ‘handicapped’ ones?”
Carrie started laughing. “He’s that intrusive with all EWN students,” she answered for Ryan while Ryan was trying to figure out what to say. “We aren’t shy around here, Luke. We ask questions for a living. That doesn’t stop because it’s aimed at each other instead of our sources. But he’s trying to be helpful. There’s locker space if you’d like it. Do you want a tour where the restrooms are? That kind of thing. If you don’t, you can just say, ‘I’m good’, and he’ll go away. For a while at least.”
Carrie grinned at Ryan, who reluctantly relaxed and smiled back. “True. I’ve got an office on the back wall. I’ll leave it to you to ask if you do need something. Or as Carrie says, until I think of another intrusive question to ask.”
That struck him funny and made him laugh. Carrie giggled.
“Whatever,” Luke said. But even he had to smile a bit at the sound of Carrie’s giggles.
That done, Ryan headed upstairs to talk to Turk and Cage about the applicants for the third graduate TAship in the new Center.
“We need to get Corey up here to look at these,” Cage growled at him when he walked into their office. It wasn’t much of a place. Until a week ago, it had been an EWN storeroom. Facilities had moved their stuff to the back side of the building which was still a university storage warehouse. They’d boxed it all up, carted it down the elevator, around the block to the alley, and back into the building where they now had a locked cage labeled EWN for their storage.
