Disregarding Fate (D'Vaire, Book 8), page 21
part #8 of D'Vaire Series
Cadlyr smoothed his palm over the curve of Evlithar’s ass cheek. Evlithar wiggled as close as he could to his mate, and it caused their cocks to slide against each other. It was the most incredible sensation of his life, and he wanted more of it. The other elf must’ve felt the same way because he grasped Evlithar harder and rocked his pelvis forward.
He tore his mouth from Evlithar’s. “We need lube,” he said then rolled away to grab it from the nightstand. He seemed not to care that his actions gave Evlithar a much less obstructed view of his body. Evlithar’s eyes feasted on his muscled belly and the ruddy-colored sex rising from a nest of blond curls. The Cwylld chieftain was gorgeous, and Evlithar could hardly believe he was privileged enough to spend eternity with him.
Once he had retrieved the bottle, he dumped some into his hand. “Come here, Ev.”
With a grin, Evlithar did as he was asked. When his dick bumped into Cadlyr’s, his mate reached down and wrapped his long fingers around them both. “Oh! That’s nice,” Evlithar exclaimed as Cadlyr stroked up and down.
“Feel good?” Cadlyr asked against his lips before taking his mouth. Evlithar didn’t think it was necessary to respond. He moaned his pleasure instead as his manhood turned to steel. As his blood heated and his balls pulled up tight, Evlithar wanted to slap himself for agreeing to do all of this without being able to see what Cadlyr was doing to him. He decided to push the covers down slowly in case Cadlyr objected, but the other elf just kept jacking them off. The cool air of the room caused goosebumps to break out all over Evlithar and added yet another dimension of intense sensation.
He didn’t know anyone could evoke such a passionate experience as the one he was currently lucky enough to be part of. It was not only his body finding a new side of itself; his heart was softening for the elf who was taking this ride along with him. Evlithar reached up and took Cadlyr’s check in his palm. His thumb stroked over his cheekbone as they continued to kiss each other. Cadlyr’s grip on their cocks tightened and he pumped faster. Evlithar’s back curved as he was finally forced to tear his mouth away. Every cell in his being was solely concentrated on where Cadlyr was touching him.
His skin grew damp, his toes curled, and the breath was being forced from his lungs in heavy pants. Though he wanted it to last forever, he was just moments away from finding his satisfaction. But he couldn’t allow himself to find gratification without knowing if Cadlyr was on the same timetable. “Are you close?” he gasped out.
“Fuck Ev, I need to come.”
Evlithar nodded though he could not have explained to anyone why. He let go of all his worries and focused solely on the tight grasp of Cadlyr’s hand moving so quickly over his dick along with the miracle of his mate’s hardened flesh against his. Every muscle he had seemed to clench as a scream tore from his throat. His orgasm ripped through him with such force, he barely heard the groan from Cadlyr as he too erupted over his fist.
“You still alive?” Cadlyr asked with a chuckle. Evlithar had no idea how long he’d lain there. Long enough for his skin to cool and Cadlyr to release him, Evlithar realized when he took stock of his surroundings. He peered down and saw his belly splashed with drying come.
“That was amazing,” Evlithar replied. He met Cadlyr’s gaze and saw his lavender eyes were full of relaxed satisfaction.
“You pulled the covers down.”
“I hope that was okay. When it felt so good, I wanted to see—but then I couldn’t really focus on anything.”
Cadlyr gave him a warm smile. “Of course it was okay. You’re absolutely gorgeous.”
“I wish you didn’t have to wear clothes.”
“I’m pretty sure our family wouldn’t appreciate me running around naked.”
“I would though, and you know mates are always supposed to come first.”
“I’m pretty sure we came at the same time.”
“You did an incredible job. I like the way your dick looks too. I look forward to having it inside of me.”
“Let’s get cleaned up before we begin on round two.”
Evlithar grinned. “If you insist.”
Chapter 30
With his blood cooled and his belly scrubbed clean, Evlithar’s nerves came back, and he tugged the sheet up to his chin.
“You okay?” Cadlyr asked.
“I wish I was braver.”
“I wish you knew how courageous you truly are.”
For some inexplicable reason, Cadlyr’s words swamped Evlithar with emotion. He was lying in a bed with an elf picked for him by Fate, and it was two thousand years late. His stupid fears had pushed him to do something so callous to Cadlyr. Evlithar’s lungs hitched and his eyes welled up with tears. “I’m sorry,” he mumbled as he swiped a tear from his cheek.
Cadlyr pulled him into his arms and smoothed his hands over Evlithar’s back in long strokes. “We don’t have to do this tonight, Ev. I know you want our second hoop, but we get to decide what’s right for us. We’ll wait until we’re both ready, or I can be the one to bottom first. I’m not going to have you do anything that makes you uncomfortable,” Cadlyr whispered as he tucked Evlithar’s head under his chin.
Evlithar clung to him and pulled himself together. This night was supposed to be for the two of them to connect intimately, not for him to blubber all over Cadlyr. “I’m sorry. I couldn’t help but think about the fact that we could’ve been together all these centuries. I didn’t mean to ruin our first night together. I really do want to be with you, and I’m very sure I want to do it just like we discussed.”
Putting enough space between them so Cadlyr could look him in the eyes, he said, “I know it’s impossible to forget the past, but if there’s any forgiveness left to be had, it’s within you. You must forgive that boy you were, Ev. I have, and I know you have it inside you to do the same.”
“Every time I think I have, the thoughts in my head go back there, and I get upset all over again.”
“I guess it’s up to me then to remind you that it’s ancient history.”
“We’re pretty old, aren’t we?”
Cadlyr smiled. “And up until tonight pretty damn old virgins.”
“You’re very good at helping my brain to focus on the important things instead of my mistakes.”
“What are mates for?”
“I’m hoping to find out all the advantages of having one soon.”
With a finger on his chin, Cadlyr lifted Evlithar’s head and touched their lips together. Once their tongues were tangled, he pulled Evlithar snugly into his arms. He didn’t do anything but continue to kiss him until all the thoughts which liked to torture Evlithar flew out of his head, and there was nothing but Cadlyr. Evlithar wiggled against him and clutched a handful of Cadlyr’s waist-length hair. He adored the silky texture of it and liked to run his fingers over the beads and braids he’d put in Cadlyr’s tresses.
His body became languid and though his dick had stirred to life, he was in no rush to find satisfaction. In fact, if he’d been asked his preference, he’d like to be held close and have his mouth captured by his mate. Cadlyr’s hands were not idle and flowed over the skin of Evlithar’s back until eventually one of them found its way to his ass. When Cadlyr ran one digit down his crack and brushed over his anus, he nearly purred at the decadent sensation.
“Have you played at all back here?” Cadlyr whispered.
“I couldn’t afford lube, and there was conflicting data on the Internet about what constituted a good substitute so I wanted to, but I didn’t do much besides rub it in the shower.”
“Do you like the way it feels?”
“I do.”
Cadlyr grabbed the lube they’d used earlier, and Evlithar watched eagerly as he warmed it before returning his fingers to Evlithar’s hole. They gazed at each other while Cadlyr lightly rubbed in circles. Evlithar swore Cadlyr was discovering at least a million different nerve endings, and each one of them was singing in ecstasy at the soft stroking.
“I like that,” Evlithar confessed. He wasn’t sure what came over him, but he boldly flung a leg over Cadlyr’s hip to give him better access. His hard cock bumped into Cadlyr’s, and he was pleased to see that the ass play was exciting his mate as much as it was thrilling him. “You like playing with me.”
“Yes, I do.”
“Will you kiss me again?”
Forgoing any verbal response, Cadlyr fit their mouths together. As wonderful and amazing as their first foray into sex had been, this experience was already making it pale in comparison. As his body heated, sweat beaded on his skin. Cadlyr bit down on his bottom lip just before he slid one hot finger into Evlithar’s hole. Immediately taking stock of the situation, Evlithar found it both foreign and pleasant.
“Still okay?” Cadlyr whispered.
“Yes.”
Conversation over, Cadlyr stroked his tongue along Evlithar’s and then slowly began dragging that one digit in and out of Evlithar’s anus. Each movement seemed to ratchet up the inferno building inside of Evlithar. He rocked backward to try and force Cadlyr to go deeper. Evlithar had no idea where Cadlyr found the patience to continue to torture him this way, but he definitely wanted more. He whined into their kiss and hoped Cadlyr could read his mind.
“Problem?”
It appeared Cadlyr’s abilities stopped at interpreting his thoughts. “Perhaps you could use more than one inside me?” Evlithar suggested. He didn’t want Cadlyr to think he had a complaint about their lovemaking, but he really did need more.
“Tell me if this makes you uncomfortable,” Cadlyr instructed as he removed the finger and gently pushed two inside of Evlithar. He gave Evlithar time to adjust to the additional fullness before pushing them in and then back out again. Though Evlithar was glad that they were one step closer to the final goal, the second digit wasn’t doing much more to fulfill him. The thought had barely coalesced in his fevered brain when Cadlyr found his prostate. It was like being struck by a pleasurable bolt of lightning that singed his capacity to think coherently. When he did it a second time, Evlithar clutched Cadlyr’s face and smashed their mouths together.
“Don’t stop,” he ordered into their fervent kisses.
Cadlyr obeyed the dictate and continued to glide over that magnificent place inside him. Evlithar panted as he continued to skim his tongue against Cadlyr’s. When Evlithar began to grow concerned he’d come before Cadlyr was ever inside him, he found himself bereft with the loss of Cadlyr’s touch.
“What’s wrong?” he demanded.
“I was going to add another if that’s all right.”
Evlithar smiled. “I’d like that.”
The other elf returned his grin. “I thought you might.”
Cadlyr added a bit more lube and tormented Evlithar by taking an incredible amount of time to warm it up. With an achingly hard cock and an empty hole, Evlithar found he was not above begging. “Please.”
“Relax, Ev,” Cadlyr replied as he gently worked those three slick fingers into him. The stretching feeling was intense but soon forgotten when Cadlyr got back to the business of touching his prostate.
“Oh, I like it so much!” Evlithar shouted as he allowed his body to do what it wanted. And what it wanted was to gyrate wildly against the mattress as he desperately sought out any kind of fulfillment. He released his hold on the other elf, and Cadlyr began dropping kisses along Evlithar’s jaw before he worked his way down to his neck. Each caress was like a hot brand against Evlithar’s overheated skin. In all his fervent fantasies, he’d never imagined being with Cadlyr would be so erotic.
“Do you want to be on top?” Cadlyr whispered the question against Evlithar’s ear.
“You,” Evlithar managed. “I want you.”
“I want you too, Ev. Are you ready for me? Are you ready for me inside you?”
Evlithar nodded so hard it made him dizzy. “You on top. You on top.”
“It’d be easier—”
“You on top,” Evlithar ordered.
“Now?”
“Now.”
Cadlyr must have finally realized Evlithar meant business, because he plucked his fingers from Evlithar’s hole. Evlithar wasn’t sure what he expected next, but what he got was a heavily aroused Cwylld elf shoving his tongue all but down his throat. Moaning, Evlithar put all his excitement into their rough kiss. Then as suddenly as it all began, Cadlyr tore his mouth away. He rose to his knees and their eyes met. All Evlithar could see in Cadlyr’s lavender orbs was intense passion and neediness. He knew his own were full of the same fervent emotions. Rolling to his back, he ignored his innate need to cover himself as he bent his knees and spread his legs.
In an unhurried fashion, Cadlyr climbed between them and since he was taking his time, Evlithar used the opportunity to take in the elegant lines of his mate’s arousal. His skin was flushed, and his dick was an angry red pole pointed straight at the ceiling. Cadlyr coated his hand in lube and then spread it all over the inside and outside of Evlithar’s already slick hole. Then he took his own cock and covered it until it gleamed. Evlithar saw Cadlyr’s lashes slide down to his cheeks.
“Can I touch it?” he asked Cadlyr.
“Absolutely not.”
Evlithar was shocked at the refusal. “Why not?”
“I’ll come.”
“I want you to do that inside me.”
“Me too. Lift your hips, Ev.”
Evlithar planted his feet firmly on the mattress and did as he was instructed. Cadlyr shuffled forward on his knees. He took one hand and gripped Evlithar’s hip. The next thing Evlithar felt was the head of Cadlyr’s cock bumping against him. Evlithar closed his eyes as he experienced the stretching and pressure of Cadlyr working his way inside him. He’d read of pain, but it was different for mates. Their bodies were made for this, and as long as they prepared properly they shouldn’t have any, so he wasn’t surprised when he endured none. The only thing he registered was an extreme fullness as the top of Cadlyr’s cock finally popped through.
“Keep going,” he demanded.
Cadlyr’s other hand clutched his flank as he kept driving forward. It seemed to take hours before Cadlyr finally filled him to the brim. When he was at long last inside, Cadlyr remained still. The only sound in the room was their harsh breathing and while Evlithar’s body was adjusting to the strange sensation of their joining, he couldn’t help the feeling of satisfaction that they were together this way.
“You ready? Can I move?” Cadlyr’s voice was strained.
“Are you okay?” Evlithar couldn’t help but ask.
“Ev, this is incredible. You’re so hot and tight. I’d stay here forever if I could, but I need so bad to come.”
“I want you to. I want you to fill me up. Move, Cadlyr.”
With a great intake of breath, Cadlyr pulled slowly out of him before pushing his way back in. Evlithar thought it felt nice but kind of preferred his clever fingers toying with his prostate. Then Cadlyr shifted his angle, and Evlithar let out a yell as his cock hit him in the most delicious spot possible. He reached up and grasped both of Cadlyr’s sweaty forearms as his mate began driving in and out of him with more force and speed.
“Oh, Cadlyr!” he bellowed.
“Grab your dick,” Cadlyr bit out. “Play with it.”
Evlithar couldn’t have refused the order. He was as desperate as Cadlyr. Releasing his hold on one of Cadlyr’s arms, he seized the base of his shaft and began jerking it. He was leaking pre-come, so he used it to lubricate his aching sex. His head burrowed deeper into the pillow as his body became a slave to his base desires. Cadlyr was nailing every nerve ending with his perfect dick, and sparks began to flow down his spine. He picked up the pace of his hand and then suddenly it was as if time stood still. His breath caught, his entire being clenched, and in a blistering release of heat, he came. A second later, a snarl tore out of Cadlyr’s throat and a wetness coated Evlithar’s insides. It was the most incredible moment of his life. Then, a red-hot pain registered in his ear and he wanted to slap Fate for ruining such an exquisite experience.
“Ow,” he complained.
Cadlyr chuckled as his hips finally came to rest against Evlithar. “You wanted your second hoop,” he panted out.
Evlithar opened his eyes. He was greeted with the sight of Cadlyr wearing a satisfied smile. “She could’ve waited until after I got to enjoy my afterglow.”
Cadlyr unclenched his hands from Evlithar’s sides and lowered his body down to his elbows. He dropped a kiss on Evlithar’s nose and then his lips. “How’d we do?”
“I loved it.”
“I’m glad to hear it,” he whispered against Evlithar’s ear. “Me too.”
“I’m going to want to do this a lot.”
“Me too. Thank you, Ev.”
Evlithar wrapped his arms around his damp mate. He never wanted to let him go. “I feel as if I should be the one thanking you.”
“One thing’s for certain.”
“What’s that?” Evlithar asked. He wasn’t only curious about what Cadlyr had to say; he didn’t want this feeling of intimacy to end.
“You were worth the wait.”
Evlithar’s eyes burned at Cadlyr’s words. Nothing could’ve meant more to him than hearing Cadlyr say that. He’d managed to make him happy. That was everything to Evlithar. He wanted to tell him he loved him but didn’t know if the words were welcome. They hadn’t spoken of their feelings to each other, and he didn’t want to make the night awkward. Still, he knew he must reply in some fashion. So, he was as honest as he could be given the circumstances. “I’m grateful Fate chose us.”
“Me too,” Cadlyr repeated. Those two little words were becoming to mean a great deal to Evlithar. He turned his head and managed to find Cadlyr’s lips. Their kiss was soft, and he desperately hoped he could convey in it all that was in his heart. Someday, he hoped to find the courage to say it with words. Until then, he’d make sure they came together this way at every opportunity. He was so glad he’d been smart enough to insist their first two weeks together were at D’Vaire. With a bit of luck, he would be able to drag Cadlyr to bed a few times a day, he thought with a smug grin.











