'Yes, sister, of what assistance may I be?'

  The novitiate kept her eyes downcast. 'Master Fassir, he has summoned you.'

  'Where?'

  'The Pool of Visions.'

  A thrill ran through Tamara. Master Fassir opened the pool chamber on an irregular schedule. He and his advisers regularly consulted charts of the heavens, drawing lines between planets and stars. They measured the angles and performed complex calculations, which they then compared to horoscopes and prophecies. Most often Fassir walked the chamber’s precincts alone, but on rare occasions other monks would be summoned to hear a pronouncement of grave import.

  'Thank you, sister.' Tamara bowed to her, then flew down the stairs and to the cell she shared with another monk. From a chest in the corner she drew a clean white robe. She fitted a square cap on her head, then draped a gauzy veil over her head and shoulders. Keeping her eyes modestly downcast and steps hobbled by humility, she made all allowable haste to the chamber.

  Several other monks, all female and similarly attired, knelt at the long sides of a rectangular granite basin. Sunlight streamed into the room from an open eastern door, but the pool’s rippling water reflected none of the light on the opposite wall. At one short end sat Master Fassir, hooded in a white robe, drawing slowly on a pipe. He exhaled fragrant smoke slowly, so it drifted upward like a curtain that further hid his face.

  Tamara knelt opposite him and stared down into the shallow pool. She could see nothing but golden tile work at the bottom. She had not expected to see anything, for the pool shared its wisdom with those far older and wiser than she―yet she dared hope that, someday, she would be in Fassir’s place.

  She felt Fassir’s gaze upon her. She looked up into her mentor’s face. He had always been old in her sight, but aside from the deepening of lines around his eyes and the corners of his mouth, he had not changed much. True, time had leached his hair and beard of all colour, but his eyes retained their kindness. He smiled as he was wont to do, then glanced down into the pool and exhaled more smoke.

  'There comes a man, Tamara. I do not see him clearly―he is not yet close enough. There is a journey, sea and sand to be crossed.'

  'His journey, Master, or mine?'

  The old man smiled. 'Yes and yes. Two journeys become one. This man . . .'

  'Is he a knight?'

  Fassir’s eyes tightened. 'A warrior. A man of destiny. As with your journeys, so shall your destinies merge.'

  Tamara frowned. My destiny is to be here. Am I to seek this man and bring him among us? 'What destiny, Master?'

  Fassir shook his head, his brow furrowing. 'Not what, but which, Tamara. Often there is so little to be seen, but here there is so much, one does not know what to ignore.'

  Tamara studied him. 'Is that all, Master?'

  Fassir set the pipe down and rubbed a hand over his forehead. 'I fear it is. Things shift faster than expected.' He clapped his hands. 'Off with you all, to your duties. All save you, Tamara.'

  The other monks rose and noiselessly exited the dimly lit chamber. Fassir stood and wordlessly led Tamara out through the eastern door. They came out onto a veranda overlooking the monastery’s courtyard and gate beyond. The other monks moved about, carefree, attending to their duties.

  'You will walk with me, Tamara.'

  She took up her position two steps behind him and one to the left, as befit her position and his, but he beckoned her forward. 'You know well how people come to join us, don’t you, Tamara?'

  'Of course, Master. Some are born here. Some we seek out as we travel in the world. Some, the most innocent, are able to wander through the wards which keep us hidden. We bring them here and teach them, keeping them safe.' She cocked her head slightly. 'Is that it, Master? Do you wish me to seek out this man from your vision and bring him hence?'

  The older man laughed. 'No. Such a man as I saw would not take well to our life. As much as we seek order, he is chaos incarnate. Or, barring that, one who establishes a different kind of order. I doubt you could bring him here, and I am certain he could never find his way on his own.'

  'I would do all I could, Master.'

  'This I do not doubt, Tamara. But I did not begin this line of inquiry to elicit a pledge of fidelity to any task I might give you.'

  'Then why?'

  Fassir opened his arms to take in the whole of the monastery. 'Why is it that you, of all the monks here, have never inquired about how you came to be here? We all do it. I was but twelve when I did. Others have discussed this with you, of this I am certain. But why have you never asked?'

  Tamara frowned. 'I have never felt the need to know, Master. I have always felt I was meant to be here. I supposed I must have come from elsewhere, but it did not matter to me. Should it have? Should I have asked?'

  'That it is your sense that you belong here speaks great volumes on the propriety of the actions which brought you here.'

  She looked at him curiously. 'You make it sound as if I was stolen from my parents.'

  Fassir stopped. 'You know our purpose here, the purpose of our sister monastery in Hyrkania.'

  'To maintain order in the world so it does not fall completely to chaos.'

  'Which we do admirably. And you know that there are times when we send some of our number into the world beyond the wards to further this mission.' He sighed, clasping his hands at the small of his back. 'I know some of the other monks suggest you are my favourite. It’s true, of course, because you are the most dedicated and intelligent of my students. But there is more and here is the razored edge I must walk. Were I to reveal all to you, I could trigger a disaster. And yet, to reveal nothing could guarantee disaster. So, I shall tell you as much as I think you need to know. I ask that you trust me, and trust even more in your training and your heart. Between the two, you will find the means and wherewithal to continue your mission.'

  Tamara shivered. 'You are scaring me, Master.'

  Fassir laughed easily. 'It’s not a faery tale to frighten children, Tamara. Out there in the world, chaos warps many minds. Men see patterns where none exist. They seek power which is illusory, and their frustration causes them to do things which would curdle a normal man’s soul. Just as we might see the first buds on a branch as an augury of spring’s arrival, so another man might see a redheaded child as the herald of a dynasty, or a crooked scar twisting flesh as some secret sign of an ancient god’s favour. Delusions, all, certainly; but delusions that make men act in ways that do incalculable damage to the world.'

  He sat the edge of a low wall and bid her to settle beside him. 'So you were born into a madman’s delusions. You were then and are now quite innocent of any connection with him, but my master had a vision, much as I did today. He sent me forth to find you. The man who sought you had sent agents far and wide. Some found you and stole you from your parents. Before they could place you in their master’s hands, I intervened. I brought you here.'

  She blinked. 'And of my parents?'

  'I do not know.'

  'Did you not seek them out? Did you not tell them I lived?'

  Fassir glanced down at his empty hands. 'For your sake, it was believed best that they and any who knew you believed you had perished. Yes, I am certain that if your parents lived, this meant great anguish to them―but how much greater the anguish to know that you had become a pawn in the schemes of a madman? And if it were known that you lived, they and any kinsmen you had known could be used as a weapon against you. Here, in the monastery, here with training, we could protect you and prepare you to protect yourself.'

  Cold trickled down her spine. Part of her knew she should feel anger and outrage, but years of training held an emotional reaction at bay. She had been, and felt as if she always had been, part of this world. If she were to hold that belief as valid, then everything leading up to it likewise became valid. Her place here, her purpose, was to prevent whatever havoc the madman intended.

  'This man you saw in your vision . . . Is he the madman who is searching for me?'

  'No, little Tamara, he is not. He has been touched by the madman, of that I know.' Fassir reached out and took her hand. 'And I do not see how this will end. What I do know is that your safety is the safety of countless people.'

  She smiled. 'And this is why you have trained me to defend myself and to defend others.'

  He patted her hand, then let it drop as he stood. Fassir looked out at the courtyard. 'Decisions will have to be made, Tamara. Part of me wishes to send you this very moment to Hyrkania. I do feel this is a journey you shall make soon. You must promise me that when I send you forth, you will make it.'

  'Of course, Master.' Tamara nodded solemnly. 'I shall even guide this warrior there if that is your desire.'

  'I fear it is not my desire which will determine the direction of his footsteps, Tamara. It would be fascinating to see which wins out: his will or yours.' The older man shook his head. 'You will find him a most challenging companion, my dear.'

  Tamara nodded, then looked up. 'And of the madman, Master?'

  Fassir shook his head. 'As the wards hide you from him, so they obscure him from me. Were he dead, I would know. He is not, so danger still lurks.'

  'And the paths of my warrior and this madman, they will cross?'

  Fassir hesitated for a moment, then looked at her with joy blossoming on his face. With a finger he traced invisible sigils in the air. 'You are brilliant, child.'

  'Yes, Master?'

  'Yes. I can see your warrior’s path clearly, save in two places. One, in the past, where the madman’s path overlays it, hiding it.'

  'And the other . . . the future?'

  Fassir nodded. 'I see nothing beyond where they might intersect.'

  Tamara stood. 'You must see something.'

  'I wish I did, Tamara.' The old man, his eyes glistening, reached up and stroked her hair. 'I wish I did.'

  V

  CONAN COULD NOT help but smile as he returned to the alehouse. The Hornet’s crew filled the public house, their enthusiasm as yet unspent. Navarus slumped in his cage, still alive, but fast asleep despite the detritus flecking his soiled robe. Though the Cimmerian had been gone for half a day, no one seemed to have noticed his absence.

  This might have disturbed him save for two things. First, he himself was not likely to have noticed if any of the others had vanished. Such was the nature of life, especially an adventuring life. The sudden desire to return home could end a man’s career as quickly as a sharp knife in a dark alley. On the sea, a rogue wave, a snapped mast, or an enemy sword could steal a life and leave fading memories in its place.

  And even those memories to which one wished to cling became ethereal and slowly evaporated.

  The second reason he felt no alarm was that his return elicited smiles, hoisted ale jacks, come-hither glances, and shouted challenges. Though Conan was not a man who cared about the opinions others held of him, to be welcomed by men with whom he had shed blood did ignite a sense of pride. These were men and women who judged him for what he had done and could do. They cared not for his past adventures. They’d had ample chance to measure his worth, and the sincerity of their smiles reflected how highly they valued him.

  Conan found Artus descending from an upstairs apartment, girded for war. 'There you are, Cimmerian. Damned if any of these rogues bothered to alert me when you were taken. I just now heard and was going to gather the boys to free you.'

  'Thank you, my friend, but I am free.' Conan perched himself on the end of a bench. 'I have to take leave of the crew, Artus.'

  The Zingaran slapped a girl who was sleeping in a corner booth on the rump. 'Run along now'

  Surprise widened her dark eyes, then she stretched and made as if to resume her place again. Artus spanked her once more and slid onto the seat opposite Conan. 'Go, woman. We have serious business here.'

  Shooting Conan a venomous glance, the woman crawled over Artus. She paused long enough to give the Zingaran a good look at the red mark his hand had left on her pale bottom, then slinked off into the crowd.

  Conan watched her go, smiling. 'She’ll have a knife in your ribs next time you see her.'

  'Won’t be as sharp as the one you just shoved there.' Artus leaned forward, his eyes keen. 'Why are you leaving?'

  'Last night I found one of the men who destroyed my village.'

  'Caarzyn? You found him?' Artus shook his head. 'I remember that once you mentioned him. You were deep in your cups, my friend, and I thought him equal parts bad dream and demon. He’s here, in Messantia?'

  'No, and ’twas not him I spied.' Conan hesitated, surprised that Artus knew as much as he did. Though the Cimmerian counted Artus as a friend, few had ever been Conan’s intimate confidants, and he could not think of a one who still breathed. 'The master of mines, Lucius, travelled with him. And Caarzyn or Klarzin was not his name. It was Khalar Zym.'

  Artus’s expression slackened. 'You’re certain of that name?'

  'Yes.' Conan pulled the banner that had hung on the wall of Lucius’s chamber from a small pouch and laid it on the table with the mask crest uppermost. 'This was the crest beneath which they destroyed my village. What do you know, Artus?'

  'Fell things, Conan. Dark and shadowy things.' The pirate sat back. 'That name, the man owning it, is half nightmare and all demon. A decade ago, two, maybe three, he was a bandit king who commanded a horde. It raided where it would. Cities and towns paid tribute or faced destruction. At times he struck without warning, and none could anticipate him. I never saw him, but my mother told stories of him to keep me abed with fright.'

  Artus stood abruptly and shouted at the bartender. 'Why is my flagon dry? And bring me a bottle of that goat piss you sell as fortified Shemite wine. Two goblets.'

  His command quelled the party’s high spirits and even awakened Navarus. The pirates stared at their captain, awaiting another outburst. When he sat down again, they resumed their celebration, but much subdued. Wolves of the sea, they knew winds had shifted and that they would be sailing soon. Each drink, each kiss, became that much sweeter, as it might be their last.

  Artus said nothing until ale and wine had been served. 'I’m not afraid of Khalar Zym, Conan, but there are many who are. After he travelled where he desired, his force went away. He was never defeated. No armies found him, no one set torch to his stronghold; so like the creatures used to frighten children, he lurks out there causing sleepless nights for many a crowned head. But if my brother Conan is set on harvesting his head, then I am with him. And the Hornet’s crew as well.'

  The Cimmerian shook his head. 'No, Artus, this is not for you.'

  Artus gripped Conan’s upper arm. 'Don’t mistake me, Cimmerian. I understand revenge. He destroyed your village. He killed your people. He owes you a blood debt, and you’ll collect. I know you will. So Khalar Zym is yours, my friend, but his horde is mine.'

  Conan looked up from the dark depths of the goblet clutched between his hands. 'I’d grant you his horde or his hoard, Artus. I yet will. But this is not about revenge.'

  'No? Do you not wish to see his blood steaming in the gutter? Do you not wish to hear the lamentations of his women?'

  'I do and shall.' Conan frowned. 'For so long I did not even know his name.' He stopped, wondering if Connacht had recognised Khalar Zym in the name Klarzin and had said nothing. He did not know, but would not have put it past his grandfather to protect him that way. Conan understood and respected such a decision, just as he respected all his grandfather had taught him.

  'Khalar Zym wiped my village from the face of the earth for a tiny piece of a mask.' Conan laid a hand on the image of the crest. 'Though I do not know why that piece had been entrusted to my people, it had. Whatever the reason, it must have been good. My people died to keep that shard away from him. Their obligation passes to me.' Through my father.

  Artus nodded slowly. 'So, you will go after him to take back what is yours, then you kill him to avenge your people.'

  'Not exactly. I will win back the mask. Then I will kill him. But not to avenge. Not for revenge.'

  'No?'

  Conan smiled coldly. 'A decade and a half ago I trimmed his ear when I meant to cleave his skull. I go, Artus, to finish the job.'

  ARTUS STILL PRESSED Conan to make use of the Hornet and her crew in his adventure. Conan countered that he did not know enough about Khalar Zym to make any use of the ship or crew. 'I do not even know if the information Lucius gave me is true.'

  Artus had scoffed. 'Seeking a woman in the Wastes? Stuff and nonsense of faery stories, but we agree that you must investigate.'

  Just about the time when the influx of freed mine slaves to Messantia began to be a source of annoyance to the city guard, the pirates quit the alehouse and returned to the Hornet. They set sail with the tide to the southeast, to the coast of Shem and up a muddy river where they were able to put Conan ashore with a horse. They agreed he would work his way inland and east, seeking signs of Khalar Zym. They would travel on a parallel course down the coast and rendezvous at the cove nearest the Shaipur outpost.

  Though Conan felt regret at leaving Artus and the others behind, those feelings passed after he’d ridden the first mile with a strong horse between his legs. Conan’s career as a pirate had well accustomed him to the sea and the life it fostered, but to one born in the mountains, the sea would forever be an alien realm. And the fondest memories he had of that seafaring life were intertwined with memories of Bêlit.

  After she died, he had turned his back on the ocean and begun a journey inland. He didn’t know where he was going, nor did he particularly care. The ocean had become desolate, a shining waste that drew all things good and bad into its cold, dark depths. He had burned the Tigress, making it Bêlit’s pyre, so she would not have to endure eternity frozen in still waters.

  It had never been his intention to return to the seas, but Artus had prevailed upon him. Enough time had passed, enough dry distance had passed beneath his feet, that he hoped his memories would have faded. Some of them had, but not the ones he’d hoped. Little things, like the creak of planking or the shrill cry of a gull, would spark something. Memories of love would spike through him, then withdraw, leaving him wounded.

 

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