“And?”

  “And what?”

  “There’s more to it than ranch management.” Flynn shifted Rowan to a more comfortable position. “You’re running.”

  The observation stung because it held truth. Not from danger this time, but from something equally unsettling—the growing awareness that I was ready for something more than duty and obligation. Something personal.

  The memory of our conversation from a few weeks ago surfaced unbidden. I’d walked away abruptly when she pressed me about why I’d never had a family of my own, unable to face the painful memories her questions had stirred. Later, I’d found her and apologized for my rudeness. Her response had stayed with me. “I just wish we could help you find the same kind of happiness you helped all of us find.” The words had been echoing in my mind ever since.

  “I’m not running,” I said. “I’m being practical.”

  “Uh-huh.” Flynn’s tone suggested she wasn’t buying my explanation. “When did you say you were planning to leave?”

  “Tomorrow morning.”

  “Stay for the Fourth,” she immediately said. “It’s only three days away. You’ve been here this long—what’s three more days?”

  Before I could respond, Irish appeared with a travel mug of coffee, looking like a man who’d been dispatched on a mission. “Morning, JW. Beautiful day.”

  “Good morning.”

  “I’m trying to convince him to stay a few more days. Not to leave before the holiday.”

  “The fireworks are really something,” Irish added.

  Paxon tugged on my jacket. “Please stay, Uncle JW? We want to watch the fireworks with you.”

  “And watch Uncle Holt sing on stage after!” added Rooker.

  The simple requests from the twins carried more weight than all of Flynn’s logical arguments. How could I explain to them that staying meant confronting feelings I’d spent decades avoiding?

  “Please?” Paxon said, tugging on one sleeve while Rooker pulled on the other.

  I looked at their expectant faces, then at Flynn’s knowing smile, and felt my resistance crumble. Three more days. What could it hurt?

  “All right,” I said. “I’ll stay.”

  The twins cheered while Flynn looked smugly satisfied. “Excellent. You won’t regret it.”

  I wasn’t so sure about that, but the decision was made.

  The three days that followed passed in a blur of preparation and family activities. The siblings threw themselves into the holiday planning with the same enthusiasm they brought to everything else—multiple conversations about the best spots to watch the parade, debates over which food vendors were essential, and detailed logistics for managing six young children during a day-long celebration, followed by the CB Rice concert, where Holt would be performing with the band.

  I found myself drawn into the planning despite my initial reluctance. There was something infectious about their excitement, their obvious love for this particular tradition.

  “Crested Butte’s celebration is even better than the Big Apple’s shindigs,” TJ explained as we worked together to pack picnic supplies.

  I raised a brow. “That’s quite a statement.”

  “You’ll see,” she said with a smile. “This family doesn’t do anything halfway.”

  On July 3, the day before the celebration, I walked to the family cemetery on the ranch. It was something I’d been putting off since arriving here, but with my departure now imminent, I couldn’t delay any longer.

  Patricia’s grave was easy to find—a simple granite headstone surrounded by columbines, the flower she’d always loved.

  I knelt beside the marker, running my fingers over her name etched in stone. Patricia Ann Wheaton. Beloved Mother. The dates seemed impossibly brief for a life that had touched so many people.

  “I kept my promise,” I said quietly, feeling slightly foolish for talking to granite but needing to say the words aloud. “Your children are happy, Happier than either of us dared hope when we were planning all this, peanut.” Funny, I hadn’t thought about my childhood nickname for her in so many years.

  A gentle breeze stirred the columbines, and for a moment, I could almost imagine her presence beside me.

  “Buck found his home again. Porter found peace with himself. Cord learned about forgiveness. Holt discovered what matters most. And Flynn is exactly the woman you knew she’d become. They’re all married to people who love them completely, and their children…” I paused, overwhelmed by emotion.

  “Your grandchildren would have made you so proud. Buckaroo has Buck’s determination and TJ’s warmth. Luna is thriving after her battle with leukemia and has Holt wrapped around her little finger. Little Scarlett carries your first daughter’s name and has brought such joy to Holt and Keltie. Paxon and Rooker are going to be heartbreakers, and, like her mother, little Rowan has your eyes.”

  The words came easier now, years of unspoken thoughts finally finding voice.

  “They know about you. About us, about what happened in East Aurora, about the sacrifices you made. They understand why you did what you did, and they’re grateful for the foundation you gave them.”

  I stood, brushing dirt from my knees. “Mission accomplished, peanut. Beyond our wildest dreams.”

  As I walked back to my cabin, I felt something I hadn’t experienced in decades—completion. The promise that had driven me for thirty years was finally, truly fulfilled.

  But with that completion came an unexpected emptiness. What did a man do when his life’s purpose had been achieved?

  The next day, we were blessed with perfect weather for outdoor festivities. I’d agreed to meet the family at nine o’clock on Elk Avenue, where they’d claimed a prime spot for watching the parade.

  When I arrived, I found controlled chaos. Blankets spread across the sidewalk, folding chairs arranged in neat rows, coolers full of drinks and snacks, and children running in circles with barely contained excitement.

  “JW!” Buck called out when he spotted me. “Perfect timing. The parade starts in fifteen minutes.”

  I found a spot beside Irish, who was keeping careful watch over Paxon and Rooker as they waved small American flags with enthusiasm that threatened to take out anyone within arm’s reach.

  “They’ve been up since six,” Irish said with the weary tone of a father who’d been managing excited toddlers for hours. “I think they’re more wound up about this than Christmas.”

  “Fireworks!” Paxon announced, apparently feeling this explained everything.

  “Boom!” Rooker shouted, throwing his arms wide for emphasis.

  The parade itself was exactly how I remembered it—high school marching bands, local businesses on decorated floats, vintage cars carrying town dignitaries, and enough candy thrown to keep every child in the valley hyperactive for weeks.

  But watching it with Patricia’s family added layers of meaning I hadn’t anticipated. This was their community, their tradition. I wasn’t just observing a parade—I was participating in something that mattered to people I cared about.

  I was in a conversation with Irish and the twins when Flynn’s voice interrupted us. “Oh, there’s someone I want you to meet,” I heard her say.

  I turned my head and looked into gray-green eyes that made my chest tight with recognition.

  “Maya?” I whispered.

  Her eyes widened, one hand moving to cover her mouth in shock. “JW?” she whispered back.

  Part II

  12

  ECHO

  Those familiar brown eyes met mine, and recognition hit me like a lightning strike.

  Nearly three decades since I’d last seen JW’s face, and my body knew him instantly—the way his left eyebrow lifted when surprised, the particular intensity of his gaze when processing something unexpected, how his shoulders tensed during internal battles.

  “Maya?” he whispered. Hearing the first name I’d stopped using years ago was jarring enough, but spoken from this man’s lips sent a shock through my system.

  “JW?” I whispered back, my throat constricting.

  He looked older, of course. Silver threading through hair that had once been dark brown, lines around those eyes that spoke of decades in the sun and wind. But it was unmistakably him—the man who’d owned my heart completely when I was nineteen, who’d vanished from my life without explanation, leaving me to piece together the wreckage of everything I’d thought we were building together.

  Flynn was talking about wanting me to meet someone—but her words felt distant. All I could focus on was the reality standing before me. JW. Here. In Crested Butte. Looking at me like he’d seen a ghost.

  Which, I supposed, he had.

  “I—” I started, then stopped. What was there to say? Hi, remember me? The girl you abandoned without explanation nearly three decades ago? The one whose life you destroyed when you disappeared?

  “Echo, this is JW,” Flynn was saying, her voice bright with enthusiasm. “He’s been—well, it’s complicated, but he’s family. JW, Echo is the executive director of Miracles of Hope Children’s Charity.”

  Family. The word registered through my shock. JW was family to the Wheatons? How was that even possible?

  “We’ve met,” he said carefully, his eyes never leaving mine. “A long time ago.”

  The understatement of the century. Met. As if we’d been casual acquaintances instead of two people who’d planned a future together, who’d talked about marriage and children and growing old in these mountains. As if I hadn’t given him my whole heart, only to wake up one morning and find him erased from my life.

  “Oh!” Flynn’s eyebrows rose with interest. “Well, how wonderful that you’re reconnecting.”

  Reconnecting? The word felt hollow. You couldn’t reconnect something that had been severed so completely.

  I forced myself to breathe, to function, to remember we were standing on the streets of Crested Butte during one of their biggest events of the year. This wasn’t the place for the confrontation that I’d stopped envisioning years ago.

  “Yes,” I managed, my voice sounding strangely normal to my own ears. “It’s…quite a surprise.”

  His eyes searched my face, cataloging changes as I’d been doing with him. The gray in my hair that I’d stopped hiding long ago. The lines around my eyes, some from laughter, but others from tears shed in private. How I held myself differently now—more guarded, more careful.

  “Mama! Mama!” A small voice called out, and I turned to see Paxon tugging on Flynn’s jacket. “The fire truck is coming!”

  “Oh good, sweetheart,” Flynn said, but her gaze remained curious as it moved between us. From the corner of my eyes, I could see her filing away details, noting the tension crackling between us, how we couldn’t seem to look away from each other despite the obvious discomfort.

  As Flynn turned her attention to her children and the approaching fire truck, we stood frozen in our bubble of shock and recognition. The parade continued around us—marching bands, cheering children, rumbling engines—but it all felt muted.

  I could see him struggling with what to say, how to bridge the gulf that time and abandonment had created. Part of me wanted to make it easy for him, to pretend that seeing him didn’t matter, that I’d moved on completely. But I’d never been good at pretending, and the wound he’d left was still too raw.

  “I should go,” I finally said, the words rushing out. “I’m meeting friends, and they’ll be wondering⁠—”

  “Maya, wait⁠—”

  But I was already backing away, my pulse hammering. I couldn’t do this. Not here, not now, not without time to prepare for whatever discussion we’d have to have. “It was…It’s good to see you, JW.”

  I turned and slipped into the crowd before he could respond, my legs unsteady as I navigated through the groups of families spread across Elk Avenue. Behind me, I could hear Flynn calling to her twins, Irish’s deeper voice joining the family chatter, and the normal sounds of people enjoying a holiday celebration.

  But for me, nothing about this felt normal.

  My friends were gathered near the post office—Misty and Stu from the library, Dr. Cressman from the medical center, and others I’d grown close to over the decades. They were laughing, probably about Stu’s annual complaint regarding the parade route blocking his parking spot, but I couldn’t join them. Not yet. My smile would be forced, my responses distracted. They’d notice, and I wasn’t ready to explain why.

  Instead, I found myself walking toward the Slate River, away from the crowds, seeking the quiet I needed to make sense of what had just happened. My feet carried me along familiar paths, past wildflower meadows and aspen groves that had witnessed so many of my private moments over the decades. This was where I’d come to cry when my marriage fell apart. Where I’d walked off the stress of difficult cases at the charity. Where I’d brought my son as a baby when he was colicky and nothing else would soothe him.

  JW was here after all this time. Memories came flooding back—ones I’d spent decades trying to bury or at least make peace with. How he’d looked at me during my job interview at the Goat, professional but with an intensity that made my pulse quicken. I’d been nineteen and desperate for work, saving every penny toward some vague dream of college or maybe moving to Denver.

  He’d been the one to hire me—JW, who ran the front of the house while Victor handled the business side and Mary managed the kitchen. Everything about him seemed at odds with running a small-town restaurant, like he was capable of much more but had chosen this quiet life deliberately.

  During my training shifts, he’d been patient but distant, teaching me the systems while keeping things strictly business. But I’d caught him watching me sometimes when he thought I wasn’t looking, and there were moments when our hands would brush while passing plates or reaching for supplies, which sent electricity through me.

  It took weeks for him to really talk to me beyond work. The breakthrough came late one evening after we’d closed, when I found him reading a book about ranch management at the bar while doing paperwork. When I asked about it, he’d looked surprised, then smiled—the first real one I’d seen from him.

  “Just trying to learn more about the business,” he’d said, looking up at me.

  “I grew up around cattle operations in Salida. My dad worked on a few different spreads before he died.”

  Something in his expression shifted, like I’d surprised him. That was when we really started talking. About ranching, about books, about the mountains and how they changed with the seasons. We talked until dawn, discovering we fit together in ways that seemed unlikely, given how different our backgrounds were.

  He’d been twenty-five to my nineteen, and there were things about his past he didn’t talk about. I knew he’d come to Crested Butte from back east with his mother, Mary. However, beyond that, he kept his history to himself.

  The details had mattered less than how he made me feel—like I was someone special, someone worth listening to, whose dreams and opinions mattered.

  We’d spent every free moment together. Long walks along this same river, quiet dinners at his small cabin on the outskirts of town, afternoons where he’d teach me about horses while I told him about my dreams of making a difference in the world. He’d listen, like every word I spoke was important to him. I’d fallen completely, utterly, irrevocably in love with him.

  He’d told me he loved me too. The first time was on a night when we’d been caught in a freak storm while hiking. We’d taken shelter in an old mining cabin, sharing body heat under his jacket while we waited for the weather to clear. “I love you, Maya,” he’d whispered against my hair, and I’d felt like my heart might burst from happiness.

  We’d started making plans. Vague ones at first—maybe I’d move in with him, maybe we’d get a place together.

  And then, one morning, he was simply…gone.

  I’d waited—God, help me—convinced there had to be an explanation, that he’d contact me when he could. I’d been so sure that what we had was real, that the love I’d seen in his eyes wasn’t imagined.

  Then came the morning sickness. The missed period I’d tried to ignore. The positive test, showing I was pregnant. With JW’s baby. And he was gone without a trace.

  In the weeks and months that followed, I kept making excuses for his silence that ranged from reasonable to absurd, telling myself one day soon, he’d return.

  But as my body changed and the reality set in, I finally accepted the truth. He wasn’t coming back. Whatever had pulled him away was permanent, and I was on my own.

  Seeing him today, how he’d looked at me—like I was still someone who mattered to him—stirred up all those old questions. Why had he just vanished? Where had he been all this time? And why was he here now, apparently part of a family I’d come to know through my work with the charity?

  I found a quiet spot by the river and sat on a boulder, watching the water flow past while I tried to sort through the chaos in my mind. The sun was warm on my face, and the sound of the water was soothing, but my thoughts remained turbulent. I had so many questions I wondered if I’d ever have the chance to ask.

  The afternoon wore on, and I knew I’d have to return to town soon. The parade would be long since over, but the real celebration would continue at the outdoor venue where CB Rice was performing their annual Independence Day concert.

  I’d promised Misty I’d meet her there, and I’d been looking forward to it. CB Rice always put on a great show, and there was magic in live music under the Colorado sky on a summer evening. But now, the thought of possibly running into JW again made my stomach churn with anxiety.

  Still, I couldn’t hide by the river forever. I was a grown woman, not the nineteen-year-old girl who’d been left behind all those decades ago. I’d built a life, a career, raised a son, survived a marriage and divorce, and established myself as someone people could depend on. I was the executive director of a major children’s charity, for God’s sake. I helped families navigate devastating situations every day.

 

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