Ultra Blue, page 2
Pulled himself from the water
His broken heart
Singing for him
The cavern
Awash in tears
Makes no difference
Waking into sunlight
Bring me a drink
From the fountain
I hit my head and keep hearing
The same songs
Harden their hearts
To the present
To young walkers
Who died of themselves
Kestrels swirling
Over scorched grass
To the white wind
Close your eyes
There’s a strange boat
Coming up the river
Faces of children
Splashing into the sky
Butchers be not jurors
In your hearts
The lion divides the stag
Into four parts
One for the one
Called lion
One for the strongest
One for the most valiant
One that everyone else
Is forbidden to touch
Games are important for instance
How Tetris is good for you
After you survive a school shooting
Rotating blocks
In your mind works as a kind of
Cognitive interference
Preventing the formation of
Patterns of intrusive memories
Properly stacked firewood
Allows the passage of mice
But not cats
Everything is alive
On its way in
In the morning
The science is conclusive
The system is closed
There is a silver rudd fish
On the pond bank
Gasping
A little dagger
In the grass
The purpose of a system
Is what it does
Horses are the only survivors
Of the age of heroes
Black flecks fluttering
Across the lid of the sky
A storm flashes
Carrying inside itself
A light whose origin
It can’t untangle
A red flower
Grows within the stove
The boy falls in love with it
The mayor’s adjoint
Shows me a vial
Of ashes
Tells me he’s feeling a lot
In his chest right now
Everyone knows
A safe way home
For whenever they’ve
Been drinking
You do your job and
Nothing happens
The prattling of frogs
On a pond
The general will of
Horses versus the particular
Will of flies
The woodpile draped
In snakeskins
Two pricks in
The morning sky
Like spoiled children
One beats on the table
The other whips the sea
Are you inside
In the thinning darkness
Clap your hands
Hold your breath
If a failure is repeated
If grief comes from the body
If I take this head who will I
Show it to
In myths the bodies
Of boys are punished
Cast down from great heights
Or torn apart by beasts
Saint Eutrope was made perfect
By an axe blow
And is generally forgotten
Though he appeared once
In the air above his brothers
To show off
His scar
You have to praise ghosts
So the ghosts eat praises
Instead of eating you
Rain falls on the neighbour
Whose mind is disordered
Who comes searching for cherries
In the pit of winter
The mist is waist deep
And moving swiftly
Right through us
Carrying nothing
Building the house
It was born in
Like cloud-coloured wolves
Trickling down
From the mountains
Pale flowers falling
From the mouths of deer
Uncorrected sky with
The dead grazing
Past cheekbones
I can leave you alone
But not forever
We offer our palms
For divination
Our temples
For blows
A comet approaches with
High resolution and
Low irony
We’re lying together
On the dry leaves
Asking each other
Could we live here too
After the invention of
Boats it was still
A long while
Before anyone
Thought of sails
Then the black cloud
Came for us too
So now at least
Three great springs
Were coiled
Ritual separation
Of hand and hand
And pocket knife
The boys asleep
Between tree trunks
Dreaming of
Every morning
As the same knot
Tied a different way
And so named
Something new
Check the killer’s follows
Before the accounts all
Evaporate
Dead-eyed lilies
Choking the pond’s surface
Bitter taste of
Black water
The shifting weather
Abandoned midsentence
Like false companions
Reluctantly present at
The illumination of
A mouse’s gallbladder
It’ll burn if you touch it
The sinking pink that
Surrounds us connects us
With the sun
It’s not beautiful it just
Looks that way
Lonely before destruction
And lonely after
Backing out of the day
Uncharmed by the skull
And sculpture of
Tapped-out trees
Their aspect unaltered
By the presence of starlings
Inhale history and
Exhale more history
Empty spectrum
Of the future
The faint scent
Of smoke
Pearly column
In the distance
Cleansing the world of
Coin-coloured leaves
When the snake bit me
It was the snake that died
You might believe nothing
About the night and
Blurred hills
Decomposition of
The rock wall
By plants
The dogs are
Loose and charge through us
With complete indifference
Little by little you detach
Your heart from the society
Of men and men tell you
To run five miles
To fix it
Dragging with you
Your own
Dumb bones
Invincible winter of
Glitched light and
Collapsing texts
Blood flowing
From the back of your hand
Crack your skull
Against the concrete
A fistful of gravel
Cast against the windshield
Like a spell
In the deep cold
Of the water
Fish scales glint
Unequal
To the heartache
An absence is
An arrow
The trough beneath
A wave
The Spartans began by learning
To steal their dinners
I saw footprints in the mud
And turned back
Don’t want to leave my bones here
Where the satellites
Will scrape them
You have to cut the rope or
You’ll both die on this mountain
In a bed of juniper branches
He lays hands on your head
And you’re magnetized for six winters
The boat is found drifting
The boy steps on a wasp’s nest
And is stung over and over
Too stunned to run
What jewels are the magpies hoarding
In the crook of the old poplar
Too many stars in the Great Bear
The continent tips and begins to sink
Into the sea
*
take
silence
take
distancing
night
your
friends
are
trees
in
air
*
speak
your
longing
but
only
if
you
want
people
to
understand
it
*
you
can
never
make
less
sense
than
the
age
you
live
in
*
can
you
tell
if
it’s
the
wrong
message
if
it’s
nothing
good
or
good
*
language
is
a
big
home
but
you
can’t
live
there
together
We cycle down one side of the valley
And partway up the other
Periodic motion
Of the heron’s wings
Everything that moves
In an arc is inescapably
Tethered to something
So you do what was done
Before you
Free a small frog
From the downspout
Empty out the cat’s jaws
A comet describes the limit
Of a young boy’s understanding
Sounding out the names of
Saints on the calendar
Saints in the village chapel
Private saints of the long path
In the hushed and
Numinous woods
Flower of the cheek wound
Closing over
Drawing back
Into its bud
Mist settles in the saddle
Between two hills
At the bottom you may
Find yourself united
With those who need convincing
How far they are
From the end
You have to continually
Cut each other
Out of the belly
Of the wolf
And replace the weight
With stones
This is the work of
Many lifetimes
Get used to the plan because
You’ll carry it always
As sunlight distorted
By the mirror
Parable-like
A startled bird
This is what
We’re going to do
To stay safe
A young dove
An adder
A cream-coloured horse
The stars were sick people
Who needed more help
Than we could give them
Drag the desks over
To block the doorway
Don’t all things
Abandoned in motion
Even violence
Come to rest
Every morning there’s a new
Tissue of myths
The system is changed
Through manual operation and
Elevated language
An introduction of
Grit on the surface
How death can only be
Misunderstood
Lay your hands
On the backs
Of friends
Thus perish
The enemies
Of love
The clangs of bells
Becoming formal
As you count them
Stars grieve for brothers
They’ve never met
But somehow lost
The shrinking light makes trees
Seem taller
At night all these dreams
Carry us ceaselessly
Beyond ourselves and place us
Where we’ll never arrive
This is a source of
Great joy and misery
A series of heart-shaped knots
Along a dusk-coloured rope
The boy turns his house over
With a bump of his shoulder
There’s no way to keep him
Any longer
In the moon’s orb
No rain left
No more hail
No more hail of arrows
The glass is shattered
The stream unfastens itself
From its bed
The sailor
The knife-sharpener
The soprano singing
The jewel song
From Faust
Everything is mixed
In each other
Every swelling sting
Is inseparable from
The desire to be
Delivered from it
Try that on like
A necklace
I hear in the distance
The braided
Shouts of boys
If a daily routine and
Plain speech
Are a slow wave
Glance up from the screen
And glimpse the owl’s
Collapsing orbit
Trace of panic
In the air
Like smoke
The texts break apart
When you try to
Reach down
And touch them
You pass through a ghost
Whose arms are extended
A glowing planet
Brightens in the periphery
You don’t need to
Be so strong when
Everything you touch
Fills up with your
Frail existence
An arrow slips back
Into the tower
A soundless owl
The moon sheds its pale
Colourless light
Washing the blood and muck
From your elbows
Whatever you remember
Is who you were
Whatever you forget
Will someday cease
To be part of you
A gust of wind
The smell of moss
On your hand
I am reading this to you
From inside the blue shadow
Cast by a ghost whose arms
Are extended metaphors
Culminating in epiphany
And so are recognizable
As poems
There are small
Horses within them
There are lights
On the next hill
Where the breeze
Carries ashes
At first they’re unreal
Then invisible
Like a wasp’s nest
In the ground
Listen they’re mostly wrong and
Nothing converges
Not without you
Not without tearing yourself open
And emptying yourself of
Nearly everything
Among strangers
The Spartan was selfish
And grasping
And when night fell
It was unjust
We spread ourselves out
Over the whole world
So the seam is
Where the wound is
Let me dig the ground for you
Just until your arms
Are strong
Do nothing
With your soul
For as long as possible
Like starlings
The grass granted
Without condition
In the light rain
Impossible to always give
The same meaning
To the same birds
The young heron
Cleaves for an instant
The air then falls
The wind should do
Only what it wants
The wind should want only
What the heron wants it to
Anyone can hold onto
A horse’s neck
But if you can’t swim
Et cetera
No men have lived
As deep into death
As boys
Wondering
If a soft life
Prepares us
To go bare-headed
Into strife
The horses start up
At the sound and stumble
Over a bald crest
Let this body
Be a shield
That turns away arrows
I will see you
At the end
Where we will just be able
To make out each other’s
Words over the singing
Of angels or whatever
Other emptiness
We meet
Last days of
Retrogression
Diagram of clouds
Becoming truer
Let go by the hot stars
We ate chestnuts
And hunger became at last
A bone in us
No matter who opened his mouth
It was always the same voice
