Troy: Shield of Thunder, page 17
Without another word he left the room, and Andromache stood silently as his footsteps faded away. Gershom moved to the bedside, laying his hand gently on Helikaon's shoulder. Fight on, my friend, he said softly.
Helikaon gave a shuddering breath, and his eyes opened. Andromache was instantly beside him. Was someone here?
Yes, a healer, Gershom answered. Rest now. Build your strength.
So many dreams.
Andromache filled a silver cup with water. Gershom lifted Helikaon's head, and he drank a little. Then he slept again. For the rest of the night Andromache remained by the bedside. Gershom left with the dawn, and Andromache dozed for a while. She awoke when Helen arrived, carrying a jug.
Gershom said to mix honey with the water, she said, placing the jug by the bedside.
Andromache rose and stretched, then walked out onto the wide balcony above the Street of Bright Dancers. Helen joined her there.
They say that more visitors are arriving every day, Helen said. Kings and princes to celebrate your wedding. The bay is full of ships. Paris says many of the nobles are unhappy at being asked to remove themselves from their palaces to make way for all the foreigners.
They are not here to celebrate anything, Andromache said. They come for Priam's golden gifts or to win riches in the games. They care nothing for any wedding. Many of them are little more than bandits who have seized lands and named themselves kings.
Like Agamemnon, Helen said sadly. He seized Sparta and named his brother king.
Andromache put her arm around the young woman's shoulder. I am sorry, Helen; that was thoughtless of me.
Oh, don't apologize, Andromache. My grandfather took Sparta by storm, enslaving the people of the land. My father merely fought and died to hold on to what his own father had stolen. It was foolish. He thought he could reason with Agamemnon and the Mykene. But the lamb does not reason with the lion. Father gave my sister to Agamemnon and declared him his son. Then he offered me to Agamemnon's brother, Menelaus. All for nothing. What Agamemnon wants, he gets. And he wanted Sparta. Helen shrugged, then gave a wan smile. So now Menelaus sits on the throne, and my father's bones molder in some field.
Perhaps Menelaus, too, will be overthrown, Andromache observed.
I think not. Father had no sons, no heirs. There will be a few revolts, but though the Spartans are a proud people, there are not enough of them to defeat the Mykene.
Andromache lifted her head to the sky, enjoying the warmth of the new sun on her face. At least your father was wise enough to send you to Troy, she said. Here you are safe.
That's what Paris says, and Antiphones, and Hektor. Oh, Andromache, I have seen the army of Mykene on the march. Nowhere is safe from Agamemnon's ambition. Paris says Agamemnon tried to form a coalition among the kings of the west to lead an attack on Troy.
And he failed. The kings know such an expedition would be disastrous.
Helen looked doubtful. My father said the same. The Mykene would not march on Sparta.
Troy is not Sparta, Andromache pointed out. We are far across the sea, with mighty towers and walls. We have Hektor and the Trojan Horse. All around us are allies, and beyond them is the Hittite empire. They would not allow Troy to fall.
You have never seen Agamemnon, Helen said. I went to the Lions Hall when he wed my sister Klytemnestra. I stood close to him. I heard him speak. And, once, he turned toward me and looked into my eyes. He said nothing to me, but those eyes terrified me. There was nothing in them, Andromache. Not joy, not hate. Nothing. All the treasure in the world could not fill the emptiness I saw there.
On the third day the healer came again. Andromache and Gershom took him to the sickroom. Helikaon's color had improved, though he was still feverish. Andromache watched as the healer removed the gauze. Bile rose in her when she saw him pinching out the fat, writhing maggots and dropping them into an empty jar. They were bloated and swollen. However, the wound, though open and raw, looked cleaner, less inflamed.
You need to add more? she asked.
Leaning forward, the Prophet sniffed the wound. There is still corruption here, he said. Three more days. With that he took a second jar and once more placed tiny maggots within the wound, covering them with gauze.
The days passed slowly. Helikaon had more moments of clarity and once even managed a bowl of meat broth and a little bread. The nights remained fraught. He would cry out in fever dreams, calling for his friend Ox or his murdered brother, Diomedes.
Andromache was exhausted by the time the healer returned the second time. The wound was almost closed, and the healer, having cleaned it, declared it was ready to be stitched.
Are all the worms free of it? she asked him. What if there are some inside still?
They will die.
They will not become flies and eat away at him?
No. Flies are living creatures and need to breathe. Once the wound is closed, any maggots left inside will suffocate. Taking a curved needle and some dark thread, he began to close the wound. As he worked, he asked her about Helikaon's moments of lucidity and what he spoke of during those moments. He listened intently and did not seem happy with her responses.
What is it you fear? she asked him.
He looked down at the sleeping man. He is a little stronger, and his body is fighting hard. It is his mind that concerns me. That is not fighting. It is as if his spirit does not want to live. It has given up. Tell me of the attack on him.
I know little of it, Andromache said, turning toward Gershom. Were you there?
Yes, I was. He was coming from the cliff path with Queen Halysia. She was radiant and happy and holding onto his hand. As they approached the crowd, Attalus stepped out to meet them. Helikaon greeted him with a smile, and then-so swiftly that there was no chance to react-Attalus drew his dagger and plunged it into Helikaon. As he fell back, I ran forward with several others, and we bore Attalus to the ground. Someone stabbed the villain in the chest. He died soon after. That is all.
No, the Prophet said. That is not all.
It is all that I know, Gershom said.
Did Attalus die swiftly, or did anyone discover why he had stabbed his friend?
Helikaon came to him. He knelt by Attalus. By then the assassin was almost dead. Helikaon asked him something, then leaned in. Attalus replied, but I did not hear it.
How did Helikaon take what he heard?
That is hard to say, Prophet. He was wounded, though we did not think it so serious. His face went white, and he recoiled from the dying man. Then he stood, shaking his head as if in disbelief. He staggered then, and we all saw the amount of blood he was losing. That was when we fetched the surgeon.
And he has not spoken of what he learned?
Not to me. Is it important, then?
I would say soothe Prophet answered.
What can we do for him? Andromache asked.
Watch him carefully, as before. Let him hear laughter, song, music. When he is stronger, perhaps bring a woman to his bed, or a young man if that is his preference. Have someone lie naked alongside him. Have them stroke his skin. Anything to remind him of the joys of life.
He finished stitching the wound, then stood. I am leaving tomorrow for the south. There is little more I can do for him. He turned toward Gershom. Remember your promise. For I shall.
I will come when you call, Prophet. I am a man of my word.
Andromache stared at the two men, sensing that this moment had importance and not knowing why. It struck her then that they were very similar in look, both powerfully built, deep-eyed, and stern. They could have been father and son.
The Prophet glanced at Andromache. In the desert life is harsh and dangerous. Men yearn for women of strength to walk beside them, fearless and proud. You would do well in the desert, I think.
With that he strode from the room. I think he liked you, Gershom observed.
What did he mean about your promise?
It is nothing, he told her.
Later that day the physician Machaon came to the palace. He was a round-shouldered young man with receding dark hair and a permanent air of weariness. Andromache greeted him warmly, then led him to the bedside.
He still clings to life? he asked.
Better than that, Andromache told him. The wound is clean and sealed.
Machaon looked doubtful but followed Andromache to the sickroom and examined Helikaon. Andromache saw his amazement.
This is not possible, he said. The wound was rancid and beyond healing.
She told him about the Prophet and the maggots. He sat unbelieving as she described the process.
He is lucky that such a ghastly nonsense did not kill him, he said. There must be another reason. Has he eaten anything or been given potions I have not been made aware of?
Andromache stared at him. Nothing he has not had before. I do not understand you, Machaon. Your own eyes have seen the efficacy of the treatment. Why, then, do you doubt it?
Machaon looked at her pityingly. Maggots are creatures of foulness. I can understand how some barbaric desert dweller might believe in them, but you are an intelligent woman. I can only assume that exhaustion has dulled your senses.
Andromache felt a cold anger rise in her. Oh, Machaon, I did not expect you to reinforce my belief in the stupidity of men. I thought you different wiser. Now I have a question for you. There are many treatments for illness and disease. How many of them were created by you? What cure have you discovered in your time as a healer?
I have studied all the great works-he began.
She interrupted him. Not the works of others, Machaon. Tell me the cures you have devised. The young physician remained silent, his expression tense. And that is something to consider, she said witheringly. There have been no potions, Machaon, no secret elixirs. A man came and explained that maggots ate rancid flesh. I did not believe it, but I have seen it to be true. He had a cure not written down in your ancient scrolls.
His face darkened, and he rose to his feet. Helikaon is beloved of the gods, he said. What we have here is a miracle. I will give thanks to Asklepios and to the goddess Athene. I have brought healing potions that I will leave with you.
Gershom stood aside in the doorway, allowing the physician to depart. Then he looked at Andromache and smiled. You were hard on him. He is a good man, and he works tirelessly for the sick.
I know. But he is arrogant. How many wounded men will die under his care because of it?
You should get some rest, he said. I'll sit with him. Go and sleep. You will feel better for it.
Andromache knew he was right. She was almost reeling from exhaustion. When she reached her rooms, a young servant girl asked her if she wanted hot water brought for a bath. Andromache shook her head. I need to sleep, she said. Dismissing the girl, she walked into the bedroom, threw off her clothes, and stretched out on the broad bed. A cool wind blew through the open window, and she drew the covers across her body.
Yet sleep would not come. Images swirled in her mind: Helikaon on the beach at Blue Owl Bay, young and handsome; Kalliope laughing and dancing in the moonlight. All her life people had talked of the wonders of love, the joy of it, the strength of it, the music and the passion of it. She had perceived love then to be an absolute: unchanging and solid as a marble statue. Yet it wasn't. She had loved Kalliope, luxuriating in her company, in the warmth of her skin, the softness of her kisses. And she loved Helikaon, yearning to be with him, her heart beating faster even as she sat by his sickbed, holding his hand. It was very confusing.
Bards talked and sang of the one great love, the meeting of souls, exquisite and unique. The seer on the beach at Blue Owl Bay had talked of three loves, one as tempestuous as the Great Green, one like the oak, solid and true, and one like the bright moon. Helikaon was the first, for he had been the man with one sandal. When she had asked about the others, the seer had told her that the oak would rise to her from the filth of pigs and the moon would arrive in blood and pain.
None of them was Kalliope.
Yet I do love her, she thought. I know that to be true.
Her thoughts drifted, and she saw the isle of Thera and the great Temple of the Horse. It was almost midday now, and the priestesses would be preparing the wine to offer the Minotaur. Twelve women would walk to the trembling rock. They would chant and sing, then pour the wine into the hissing crack, trying not to breathe the noxious fumes that rose from below the ground.
The hot breath of the Minotaur.
Kalliope might be with them. The last time Andromache had taken part in the ritual, Kalliope had winked at her and been rebuked by the high priestess.
Alone now in her bed, Andromache closed her eyes. I wish you were here, she whispered, thinking of Kalliope. Then Kaliope's image blurred, and once again she found herself picturing the brilliant blue eyes of Helikaon.
For Helikaon the world he had known no longer existed. He floated wraithlike through a chaotic jumble of dreams. Sometimes he was lying in a broad bed by a magical window that flickered in a heartbeat between sunlight and moonlight; at other times he was standing on the deck of the Xanthos as it sailed the Great Green or on the cliffs of Dardanos, watching a fleet of ships, all burning, the screams of the sailors sounding like the cries of demonic gulls. Images shifted and shivered. Only the pain was constant, though it was as nothing to the agonies he suffered when the visions came.
His little brother, Diomedes, was playing happily in the sunshine. Helikaon looked on, hearing the boy's merry laughter, then noticing that an edge of the child's tunic had begun to burn. He cried out to warn him, but the boy went on playing as the flames roared about him. Helikaon tried to reach him, but his limbs were leaden and every step forward only served to increase the distance between them. Diomedes skin blackened, and only then did he turn toward his brother. Help menthe boy cried. But Helikaon could do nothing but watch him burn.
Then he was on the Xanthos again, standing alongside his old friend Ox. Sunlight was bright, the breeze fresh. Ox turned toward him, and Helikaon saw a trickle of blood like a thin red necklace around Ox's throat. Helikaon reached up to touch the wound-and the head came away in his hands.
His eyes opened, and once more he was in the broad bed, moonlight shining through the window. He heard movement and saw Andromache's face above him. Her hand was cool on his face. Come back to us, Helikaon, she whispered.
The plea confused him. From where should he come, and to where? He was already everywhere, sailing the Great Green; walking the Seven Hills with Odysseus and Bias, the black man complaining about the midges coming off the marshes; standing on the battlements of Troy, looking out over the sunset sea; riding with Hektor against the Amorites. All the events of his life playing again and again, from childhood fears and the suicide of his mother to adult tragedies and the deaths of those he loved.
Now the sun was shining, and he was walking with golden-haired Halysia toward the palace. She was to be his wife, and he knew she was happy now. The previous year the Mykene had killed her child and raped her, leaving her for dead. Her life since had been one of sorrow and fear. Now he would protect her-even if he could not love her. He felt the warmth of her hand in his, her grip tight, as if afraid he might pull away from her. As they approached the crowds, he saw Attalus step out. The man darted forward, a knife in his hand. Instinctively Helikaon tried to block the blow, but Halysia, in her surprise at the sudden movement, held to him even more tightly. The knife plunged into his chest. Tearing himself loose from Halysia's grip, he threw up his arm. The blade tore into his armpit. Then men surged around him, bearing Attalus to the ground. Helikaon saw one of his bodyguards thrust a dagger into Attalus belly, ripping it up through the lungs. Helikaon pushed himself through the mass of men and dropped to his knees beside the assassin.
Why? he asked the dying man.
I am Karpophorus, Attalus told him. It is my holy duty.
You killed my father!
Yes.
Who hired you for that?
As the killer whispered the name, Helikaon cried out, and the scene darkened. A hand was stroking his face, and his eyes opened once more. Moonlight was shining against the dark frame of the window, and he could see patches of clouds in the night sky. You must live, Helikaon, said a vision that looked like Andromache.
Why? he answered wearily.
And now he was fighting on the stairs once more, Argurios beside him. He was so tired, and the Mykene kept coming, surging up at them. A hand touched his arm, and a voice said: Walk with me, Golden One.
I have to fight, he shouted, plunging his blade into the neck of an advancing soldier.
The fight is already won, said the voice of Argurios. Come with me. The world spun, and Helikaon was standing alongside the great warrior, looking down at the fighting, seeing himself, blood-spattered, struggling on. Then he saw the vile Kolanos draw back on his bow. And he knew the arrow was aimed at Argurios, knew that it would punch through his broken cuirass.
No! he shouted. Argurios, beware!
I am here, said the Argurios who was standing beside him. The arrow has already flown. You see? Helikaon looked at him and saw the shaft buried deep in his side. You cannot stop what is to be, Helikaon. This was my time. Walk with me.
And then there was sunshine, the glory of an autumn sunset. They were in a garden, watching the last light of the dying sun fade in the west. Argurios was dressed now in a simple tunic of white, his face bronzed by the sun. Gone were the signs of struggle, the deeply etched lines, the dark circles beneath his eyes. Go back to the world, Helikaon. Live, he said.
I don't know how, Helikaon replied.
Neither did I-for all but the last few days of my life. We are tiny flames, Helikaon, and we flicker alone in the great dark for no more than a heartbeat. When we strive for wealth, glory, and fame, it is meaningless. The nations we fight for will one day cease to be. Even the mountains we gaze upon will crumble to dust. To truly live we must yearn for that which does not die.
Everything dies, Helikaon said sadly.
