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not too rash? Especially his very last statement—was it

  not perhaps too reckless?

  They eat quietly for some time. Actually, he is the one

  who cleans off his plate. She is only playing with her food

  with a fork.

  ‘I think this Visagie thing has stressed you out,’ he

  says. ‘But there is no going back now, Kristin. We’ve got

  to see it through.’

  She agrees. They have to see it through. She hopes he

  won’t think she doesn’t appreciate his sacrificing some-

  thing of himself for her.

  ‘So, no more talk of resigning?’ he asks.

  ‘No more talk of resigning,’ she says.

  ‘No more talk of leaving town?’

  She giggles like a little girl. ‘No more talk of leaving

  town.’

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  He kisses her. She kisses him back. She no longer

  cares what anyone else watching thinks. There are mostly

  young people at the takeaway counter and a few at the

  tables. They are minding their own business and don’t

  pay attention to the mature mixed-race couple. They see

  a lot of this sort of thing in their ranks, especially here in

  the suburbs.

  Just then Jim Baxter breaks their embrace with a

  telephone call. He wants to see Don first thing in the

  morning.

  Don gets a doggy bag from the waitron, as they now

  prefer to be called, and takes Kristin’s food for his lunch

  tomorrow.

  The next morning Don goes straight to VIP

  Protection Services after dropping Kristin at the court-

  house. He is dreading what Baxter has to tell him. He

  hopes he is not taking him off this case. Or perhaps he

  wants to complain about the expense account. He has

  been extravagant lately, paying Aunt Magda and the pros-

  titutes and taking Kristin to sample some of the nightlife

  of Johannesburg. Baxter should have no cause to com-

  plain about that because the Department of Justice will

  foot that entire bill—it is part of the expense of looking

  after the safety of the magistrate.

  He rushes down the corridor anxiously to the

  CEO’s office. He knocks timidly and enters. Jim Baxter

  welcomes him with a stern look. Four men are with him.

  Don knows that two of them are members of the board

  of directors, and the big white-haired man with a

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  militaristic pose in a black suit and dark glasses is the

  chairman of the board.

  ‘Mr Mateza!’ says Baxter.

  This worries Don even more. He has always been Don

  to this man, just as the man has always been Jim to him.

  ‘You wanted to see me, Mr Baxter,’ says Don, almost

  out of breath.

  ‘We are taking you off the magistrate’s case,’ says

  Baxter confirming Don’s suspicions.

  ‘Why? What have I done?’

  The men laugh. Don breathes a sigh of relief.

  ‘I thought you’d be pleased, Mr Mateza,’ says Baxter.

  ‘Anyway, you can’t be CEO of VIP Protection Services and

  the magistrate’s bodyguard at the same time.’

  Don is at a loss for words. The chairman of the board

  pops a bottle of champagne and another director hands

  out the glasses.

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  HELL HATH NO FURY

  Tumi is standing at the door of her townhouse yelling for

  the entire neighbourhood to hear. She is in her morning

  gown and slippers. Don is standing outside helplessly. As

  she yells she throws articles of clothing on the lawn and

  Don scrambles to pick them up.

  Hell hath no fury!

  ‘That’s always the case with you bastards,’ she hollers

  as she hurls a shoe at him. He catches it with the dexterity

  of a rugby player, but before he can recover his balance

  another shoe hits him on the head. The head spins a bit

  but there is no time to nurse it because missiles are rain-

  ing on him from the house.

  ‘Once you become a Black Diamond black sisters are

  no longer good enough for you! Fucking a white woman

  is a bloody status symbol. Now that you’re a bloody CEO

  you think you are Molotov Mbungane all of a sudden.’

  He knows what she is talking about. They used to

  laugh about Comrade Molotov’s high jinks when things

  were still great between them. The billionaire had a wife

  and two children at his home village in the Transkei

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  before he went into exile and then to Robben Island. As

  soon as he was released from jail and occupied an impor-

  tant cabinet post he forgot all about his customary law

  wife and married a white woman—an Afrikaner who was

  a secretary at his cabinet office left over from the old

  regime. A white wife, according to Tumi, made him more

  palatable to white business. No one talks of his village

  wife any more. Her children grew up herding cattle and

  she worked as a kitchen ‘girl’ for the owners of the village

  general dealers’ store.

  ‘It has nothing to do with that, Tumi,’ says Don. ‘I

  really do care about Kristin.’

  ‘Look at me, Don,’ she says, instinctively posing like

  the model she used to be. ‘Look at this body. You telling me

  you’re leaving me for some old white hag? And you do this

  to me after all the years I have supported you, njandini!’

  She has never called him njandini, you dog, before.

  They have never had such a public spat either. Like all

  lovers they have had their occasional quarrel, but always

  in the privacy of their bedroom. This new flaming Tumi

  is a revelation to him.

  Hell hath no fury!

  ‘I’m just being honest with you, Tumi. It’s not work-

  ing between us.’

  At this another missile flies—a wicker cat basket.

  ‘Yeah, now that you have your promotion it’s not

  working between us. It was working all along when you

  were eating my money.’

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  ‘It has nothing to do with the promotion, Tumi.’

  Neighbours—mostly domestic servants and house-

  wives since most people are at work at this time—gather

  to witness the row. Everyone loves free entertainment.

  ‘Go fuck your white bitch! See if I care!’

  At this she goes into the house and slams the door.

  Don gathers his clothes and all the other items and loads

  them into his car.

  As he drives out of North Riding on Beyers Naudé

  Drive he blames himself for being a gentleman. When the

  thought came to him in the deep of the night with Kristin

  in his arms that he should face Tumi once and for all and

  confess his love for the magistrate, he was tempted to do

  so via an SMS, as text messages are called here. He actu-

  ally did wake up and reach for his cellphone. But before

  he could even write the message he rebuked himself for

  being cowardly and unfeeling. He has been with Tumi for

  all these years and he at least owed her the decency of

  breaking up with her in person. Thus, after dropping the

  magistrate at work he went straight to Three Oaks.

  He should have obeyed his first instinct.

  He is at the Jim Fouché Road traffic lights when his

  cellphone rings. It is Tumi.

  ‘It’s just infatuation, Don,’ she says.

  ‘What is there to talk about since you threw my stuff

  out?’ asks Don in a wounded voice as if he is the wronged

  party here.

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  ‘It is infatuation,’ repeats Tumi. ‘The novelty will

  wear off, Don. You’ll come back begging, but I won’t have

  time for you, Don. I can get any man I want, Don, and I’m

  going to move on. Do you hear me, Don? Don?’

  Don does not respond, though he continues to hold

  the phone to his ear as he negotiates his way in the late

  morning traffic on Jim Fouché.

  ‘OK, I forgive you, Don,’ says Tumi desperately. ‘We

  can always start afresh. I forgive you.’

  ‘There’s no starting afresh, Tumi.’

  ‘What part of “I forgive you” don’t you understand,

  man?’

  ‘We’ll talk later—I’m driving in heavy traffic.’

  He cuts her off and puts the cellphone back in his

  breast pocket. It rings immediately. Again it is Tumi.

  ‘Yes, Tumi,’ says Don impatiently.

  ‘I want that car back,’ she says with vehemence. ‘I

  paid the deposit for that car and I want it back.’

  ‘I pay the instalments for it, Tumi. And I’ll give you

  your deposit back.’

  ‘I want it now, Don. Now! And I want that suit you

  are wearing back. And those Gucci shoes, and all those

  Versaces. I want everything back, Don, and I want it now,

  not tomorrow.’

  He switches the cellphone off.

  The next morning Kristin Uys is sitting at the dressing

  table making herself up. Don is in the bathroom taking

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  a shower. A cellphone rings and she looks for it. She traces

  the sound to Don’s clothes that are piled on the chair.

  She searches the pants and finds the cellphone.

  ‘Don Mateza’s phone. Hello?’

  ‘Mrs Mateza,’ says a voice with a strong Zulu accent,

  ‘this is the Roodepoort abattoir. We are slaughtering this

  afternoon. Should we reserve another pig’s head for you?’

  ‘A pig’s head?’

  ‘We were wondering if you want to place another

  order.’

  She sits dumbfounded while the man on the line

  prattles on in the best tradition of salesmanship about

  how his own family enjoys the delicacy of a pig’s head,

  and how he thought of calling the Mateza family first

  before vendors came and bought everything. He realizes

  after a while that no one is listening on the other side,

  utters a curse, and hangs up.

  Don walks out of the bathroom, his body naked and

  moist. He is drying his head with a towel. He is whistling

  happily to himself and is not aware that Kristin is sitting

  on the bed with a dazed look, like a boxer who has

  received one good punch which nevertheless has failed

  to achieve a knockout. She is still holding his cellphone.

  ‘Don, the abattoir called,’ she says finally.

  ‘The abattoir? About what?’ asks Don.

  ‘They have another pig’s head for you.’ She is amazed

  how calm she is.

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  She hands him the cellphone. He extends his hand

  reluctantly, as if the phone is a snake that will bite him,

  and withdraws it again without touching the phone.

  ‘Maybe you should call them and order it,’ she says.

  He snatches the phone from her hand angrily.

  Common wisdom tells us that the best defence is offence.

  ‘Where do you get off answering my calls? Searching

  my pants?’ he asks, fuming and pacing the floor.

  ‘So, it was you all along? All this time? I have been

  blaming the Visagie Brothers for nothing. I have lived in

  fear for nothing.’

  Offence cannot work here. This calls for contrition

  instead. He sits on the bed shamefaced and buries his face

  in his hands.

  ‘Oh, no, it was them,’ says Don. ‘Mine was only the

  pig’s head. The rest was truly the work of the Visagie

  Brothers.’

  ‘Why, Don? Why?’ Tears threaten to stream out of

  her eyes. But she’ll be damned if this man sees her cry.

  Not for this. Not for him. The old Kristin Uys is back.

  ‘I only did the pig thing,’ repeats Don. ‘I was afraid of

  losing you, Kristin. I am sorry. It was after you said we

  should live apart because the threats against you had

  stopped. It was stupid of me, but I was desperate.’

  She stands up and looks at him. Her eyes are full of

  nothing but contempt. His nakedness worsens his shame

  and though he is normally a man of robust stature his

  bodylooksshrunkenandpitiful,asifitwantstowithdraw

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  into itself. And hide there until the storm has passed. But

  Kristin’s is a quiet storm. She does not rant and rave like

  Tumi did yesterday morning. Kristin’s fury is measured.

  Still, it is fury.

  ‘You must leave, Don. Now,’ she says resolutely. ‘I

  never want to have anything to do with you ever again.

  There is no way I can ever trust you again.’

  Hell hath no fury!

  Don shamefacedly grabs his clothes from the chair

  and some from the built-in closet. He goes to the guest

  room where the rest of his stuff is piled on the bed,

  including the items he brought from Tumi’s apartment

  yesterday. Kristin follows him to make sure that not a

  single trace of him remains in her house.

  ‘And don’t forget your cat,’ she says.

  ‘I’ll come back for it later,’ he says.

  ‘You just want an excuse to come back here,’ she says.

  ‘I don’t want you back here, Don. Not for anything.’

  ‘I have to find a home for it first, Kristin. I don’t know

  where I’m going as it is.’

  She doesn’t have the heart to punish the cat for the

  sins of its master. The cat will stay. But only for a few

  days. She does not want anything in her house that will

  remind her of this unfortunate episode in her life.

  She goes back to her bedroom and locks herself in

  there while Don packs his clothes in a suitcase. There are

  too many of them. He packs the rest in large garbage

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  bags. Already there are a number of garbage bags full of

  clothes on the floor and on the bed.

  After loading them in his car he knocks at her door

  to say goodbye. But she won’t open the door. He can hear

  some sniffling. He begs her one more time to reconsider

  her decision to kick him out of her life. He is full of

  remorse, he says, and has learnt a good lesson. He truly

  truly loves her and has lost Tumi for her.

  She shouts that he should voetsak, an expletive that

  you say only to a dog.

  Don cruises on the N1 Highway in his imported Saab.

  He is driving against the heavy, snail-pace traffic of

  people who are going to work in Pretoria. He is not in a

  hurry to get anywhere because he has nowhere to go. The

  top of the car is up and he is surrounded by black garbage

  bags, right up to the roof.

  Soweto. That’s the place. That’s where you go when

  you want to calm your spirit. That’s where people who

  understand you are bound to be. People who know your

  pain because they have gone through similar pain many

  times over.

  But today Soweto will not be Rre Molefhe’s house.

  Not even to greet the old man and listen to his latest CD

  of some forgotten jazz giant. He must already know that

  he has betrayed his daughter. The grapevine is fast in

  Soweto and it works in mysterious ways.

  If Soweto is not Rre Molefhe’s then it must be

  Wezile’s Restaurant. His friends are unlikely to be there

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  because it is still too early. They are the types who sleep

  until midday, since they are jobless, and drink till the

  small hours of the morning. But he can sit there and

  while away time while he plans his next move. He is not

  completely washed-up. He is the new Chief Executive

  Officer of VIP Protection Services. The women who are

  giving him a hard time had better remember that.

  Cleaners are still vacuuming and dusting the place

  up at Wezile’s. They let him in because they know who he

  is. In any event a tavern, for this is what it is even though

  it may pretend to be a restaurant, is open for business at

  any hour whenever there is a customer who wants to

  spend his good money.

  He sits in the lounge with a beer and watches the flat-

  screen television on the wall. He is not paying much

  attention to Vuyo Mbuli who is interviewing three

  women on his ‘Morning Live’ programme on SABC 2.

  Until he hears Tumi’s voice. And Tumi’s mischievous

  giggle. And there she is on the screen being interviewed

  with two of her models. One of them has been signed up

  by Ford Models in New York and Tumi is all effervescent

  about it because it means her agency is gaining more

  respectability internationally. Tumi has also managed to

  negotiate a six-figure contract for the second model to

  represent a beauty-soap brand exclusively. Vuyo Mbuli

  praises Tumi’s success and hails this as a breakthrough

 

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